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How Are You Feeling Right Now?

rockyhill

Well-Known Member
I am so alone. I just got offered a new job, but I really don't feel excited about it. I just want it all to end. I think the only reason I'm still here is I'm a chicken. But I keep trying. One of these days I'll succeed. Until then I'll just keep going, pretending.
If you don't like the job offer, you could always search for a different one. I'm sure there's always a job out there that will be perfect for you.

You aren't chicken if you're still here, it means you're brave enough to hold on.
Keep going and stay strong. We'll always be here to talk to.​
 
Scared. Job review is next week and I expect it won't be rosy at all. Also will find out that I will be rejected for the job I interviewed for and I can't handle any more rejection. You think I'd be good at it with all the rejection I get...
 

1964dodge

Has a monkey as a friend
Safety & Support
SF Supporter
Scared. Job review is next week and I expect it won't be rosy at all. Also will find out that I will be rejected for the job I interviewed for and I can't handle any more rejection. You think I'd be good at it with all the rejection I get...
don't worry about something that may happen if it does go wrong deal with it then. you also may not do as bad as you think whenever I had a review I thought the worst because we remember only the mistakes we made, and they look at your mistakes and your accomplishments. also don't give up on the other job until you actually lose that option they may have other candidates to consider and trying to make a decision. try to be upbeat and positive if you can even though it is very difficult, try looking at the good things you did on your job. I know it's hard right now but I really hope you can get through this with the least possible stress and anxiety. please take care of yourself and try to relax a little. mike
 

pooky

You are valuable
My friend's bank account got hacked and around 50000 bucks is gone from his account. He has blocked his debit card and now will go to the cops. This thing happened when he told his card's expiray date no, last six digits no. over phone while ordering some food. He told it to wrong person.
Something similar happened to me two years ago, but that was in the past.
Yesterday at night he told me what happened and he was suspecting that his account is hacked. I was joking about it yesterday, saying it won't happen, but it did happen. I got the news today at morning. Hope he gets back the money. I talked about this to dad, as my friend wanted some information, dad said only the cops can get the money back.Hope he gets justice
 

NRW24

Well-Known Member
I don't want to live anymore. I am maybe the worse and most useless person that ever lived.

I can't take care of myself. I can't grow. I don't deserve to exist. I don't deserve to be happy.
 

rockyhill

Well-Known Member
I don't want to live anymore. I am maybe the worse and most useless person that ever lived.
Would you bother telling your reasons for not wanting to live anymore? I'm sure there's always hope, you just have to find it.

You are definitely not a useless person. Why do you feel this way?
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I don't deserve to exist. I don't deserve to be happy.
Please, stop telling yourself these lies. You do deserve happiness, and to exist. You deserve it as much as any human being does.

I'm sorry if I sound rude or pushy in any way.
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total eclipse

SF Friend
Staff Alumni
My friend's bank account got hacked and around 50000 bucks is gone from his account. He has blocked his debit card and now will go to the cops. This thing happened when he told his card's expiray date no, last six digits no. over phone while ordering some food. He told it to wrong person.
Something similar happened to me two years ago, but that was in the past.
Yesterday at night he told me what happened and he was suspecting that his account is hacked. I was joking about it yesterday, saying it won't happen, but it did happen. I got the news today at morning. Hope he gets back the money. I talked about this to dad, as my friend wanted some information, dad said only the cops can get the money back.Hope he gets justice
Some banks have insurance for this and will give the money back to the client that it was stolen from i hope his bank has that.
 

1964dodge

Has a monkey as a friend
Safety & Support
SF Supporter
just in case anyone is interested in how i'm doing now, my pain level is still down a little not much but it helps. I still have to wait a little bit for one med to kick in all the way. i'm finally doing better I had a pain spike today but went up to 8 instead of 10 and only lasted an hour until my breakthrough meds kicked in. still had those thoughts during the spike but wasn't as bad as usual. long story short i'm getting better and still have hope because I can finally see the light at the end of the tunnel. I hope everyone suffering can eventually see a light at the end of the tunnel and get hope again as well. :D
 
Hello, it says to give y’all an idea about me or maybe why I’m here so here it goes. Been through a lot in life and I haven’t let the realization of it all hit me until the beginning of October. I let myself go numb by abusing substances. I can say I’m over a month clean but dark pasts are just beginning to haunt me. To add to that I was in a relationship where he was so perfect at first and I fell hard for him decided to talk about marriage then his real side came out mental abuse for 1 year solid. If you know me you know my heart is pure. May not sound like much but to me it’s a lot. We decided to marry on thanksgiving...yes tomorrow...but I have broken up with him for my own health and mental sanity. I’m here cuz I need help bad. I can’t talk to ANYONE around me literally. not because they don’t care to listen but because what I have to say could ruin my family’s whole life as we know it...no exaggeration. So I sit here smiling and act like nothing is wrong. ....I hope I’m doing this right. Well there you go. It’s dark but it’s me. Be safe y’all. Brighter days ahead...
 

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