I feel sad and hurt like my heart is broken & my soul is destroyed. I feel judged and exhausted from being judged. My grown children even judge me now. They look down on me. I feel like a waste of space and air. I have PTSD and bilateral tarsal tunnel syndrome. I feel not good enough. I’ve always felt that way. I’m tired of never being enough for anyone. Recently when I realized how my daughters viewed me (crazy, not to be taken seriously) I felt any and all hope leave. It broke me.