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How Are You Feeling Right Now?
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Sorry to hear this Waves. They are not the right people for you. 
Where are the right people? I have traveled, lived in multiple states for over 60 years. I encounter a plethora of self absorbed people and only one truly sincere caring emotionally stable person who was a mentor to me when I was young. I find youth also attracts support but once over 30-35 it is like lights out. No trespassing.
I understand, I live in my home and barely get a conversation with my own children. And the chance of making friends gets slim to nothing as one gets older. I'm glad you had that mentor. I also had a kind neighbor who taught me much about a luv for nature and sports. I miss him. I am glad to see you here Waves. I'm not sure what words will bring you comfort except that you can count on me for support and pm me anytime.
I am so with you this Mike. Life only seems to get worse.
My asthma is flaring. Nothing seems to help. Am having major coughing fits. Boss still wants me to go to the office more often to cover for her favorite. Well, fuck both both them.
Talk show host basically stating that if us old goats cant afford medical care, then we should crawl in a hole and die. Another one saying he wish we would so Social Security will be around when he is old enough for. Kamala Harris saying we need to reduce the population to save the world. I am not sure this world is worth saving.
My asthma is flaring. Nothing seems to help. Am having major coughing fits. Boss still wants me to go to the office more often to cover for her favorite. Well, fuck both both them.
Talk show host basically stating that if us old goats cant afford medical care, then we should crawl in a hole and die. Another one saying he wish we would so Social Security will be around when he is old enough for. Kamala Harris saying we need to reduce the population to save the world. I am not sure this world is worth saving.
I don't know where else to put this. I wanted to die many times in my life. Now I'm worried about my health. I didn't know leaving the gallbladder in too long when i was told it should come out could cause cancer. I'm not saying i have cancer. But something is really wrong, I can't eat without stomach issues. Nothing stays in. Hopefully it's just a virus but I'd been told to get this gallbladdr out sooner... I had to google it...
I'm not ready to die. My younger son needs me, and last winter when I went away my older son said he needs me. My doctor just went away for two weeks. I'll wait and book an appt. I just want my sons to be ok, content, but it seems a real struggle for them. I'd still like to grow older with them and see their lives unfold into something greater for themselves with a lot of love in their lives.
I'm not ready to die. My younger son needs me, and last winter when I went away my older son said he needs me. My doctor just went away for two weeks. I'll wait and book an appt. I just want my sons to be ok, content, but it seems a real struggle for them. I'd still like to grow older with them and see their lives unfold into something greater for themselves with a lot of love in their lives.
me going to work this wk without my work bestie: **dont cry, dont cry, dont cry, dont cry, dont cry**
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I am feeling content today. Sitting on the life side of the work/life balance for a change, though I have just done my half hour a day of paperwork/tidying. There is a mountain of the stuff and if I try to do it all in one go I will just keep putting it off, so have determined to do half an hour a day. Doesn't sound like much but at the end of a year I'd have done about 180 hours, by that point I should be on top of any task! I got the idea reading Justin Cronin describe his writing routine - a 300,000 word novel sounds like a huge, impossible undertaking. But writing 1000 words a day, maybe 1 hour a day, and you have the massive novel in under a year. Or in other words, do a few steps a day and it all mounts up. Like the average person spend 30+ years of their lives fast asleep!
I value you and will be sad when you're gone but I totally understand why you would feel tired and I wish it were easier for you.
mike....
Sorry to hear you're feeling this way Mike. I hope you can get the rest that you need.
mike...
