I'm having one of my horrible turns where I feel very shaky and light headed. I've eaten something and have tried to calm down, and am now in cool air conditioned room with a cup of tea. They always seem to be triggered by some kind of stress and it's like my body overreacts to the squirt of adrenaline. Not sure what it is really, except they do go off after a while. Just fed up of always doing my bit when others fail to do theirs. I've been sitting around no idea if I could have gone back home as my 6.30 hasn't replied to say if they're coming and the person who cancelled the earlier meeting hasn't filed the paperwork like they promised so I could action some of the work in any case.
Still on pending with the other work I applied for - it would have been a lot more remote and computer based which would have cut out bus rides and dealing with all the cancellations and uncertainties, but it looks like I did really flunk it, been over a week now. 😥
Still on pending with the other work I applied for - it would have been a lot more remote and computer based which would have cut out bus rides and dealing with all the cancellations and uncertainties, but it looks like I did really flunk it, been over a week now. 😥

