How Are You Feeling Right Now?

[Bergerac]

Kind of annoyed, was supposed to have family movie night tonight, but both of them ended up too drunk

I’m sorry you’ve been let down.

 

[Bergerac]

Feeling fine

Excellent

 

[foreverforgotten]

Better today..

 

[Lady Wolfshead]

aching for death

 

[HappyKitty]

Going to library to donate my books in it then have lunch with my cuzzy 😺
Like it was a great weekend, my family went out for wedding and I get to chill at home alone but been busy doing chores, at least chores isnt so draggy. Idky I complain abt being physically alone, I guess somedays are acceptional.

 

[Aurelia]

I have to quit smoking again and I'm struggling getting through the beginning part, especially when you eat or drink and you want nicotine. But I prayed and was asked to be a little patient so it shouldn't be long that I have to deal with that. I know I can't defy God (He wants me to quit because it's been affecting my health). That's the bottom line, no matter how bad it feels, because that's going to feel even worse.

 

[Angie]

I made it to an NA meeting today. I'm happy with myself for that. I've been avoiding for so long because I was frightened to have contact with people. But my brother went with me and him being there was helpful. I even raised my hand and talked which was huge for me. The Lord helped strengthen me, though. I definitely felt braver than I typically would before. Broke out into tears even though I didn't want to, but it paid off and someone came up to me and said to call them.

This was a good step. Well done!

 

[Aurelia]

This was a good step. Well done!

Yeah, now I just have to pray to get that bravery back to make the phone call.

 

[HappyKitty]

Damn when Im alone, my thoughts arent true or realistic.

I will never know or fall in love.
Its not true, when I hang out,
I can have plenty of crushes.
Theres no one that listens to me.
theres actually lots that care.

😂 I am questionable.

 

[Aurelia]

A little restless and bored. And a little frightened of quitting smoking again. And a bit tired.

On another note, I saw a ghost.

 

[HappyKitty]

After all day out, I'm always so exhausted to shower. Like I sweat a lot and needed to take off my sunscreen, I feel gross. I should shower anytimeee soon.

 

[Harmony]

I had the scariest vivid nightmare last night possibly related to my being sick with Covid. Anyhow, one bittersweet part was my mom was still alive and I was on my cell with her. It's like I got to hear her voice again. Woke up really sad though.

 

[foreverforgotten]

Doing ok. At work....

 

[Holding my breath]

I had the scariest vivid nightmare last night possibly related to my being sick with Covid. Anyhow, one bittersweet part was my mom was still alive and I was on my cell with her. It's like I got to hear her voice again. Woke up really sad though.

That must be really hard, but nice in a weird sort of way as well. Sending hugs. Xx

 

[Holding my breath]

Tired and restless tonight. Had a really stressful evening and having managed to not sh for a whole week, I caved tonight. Start of a new week ahead which feels like it will go on for ever. I should be sleeping but my mind is whirring.

 

[Angie]

I had the scariest vivid nightmare last night possibly related to my being sick with Covid. Anyhow, one bittersweet part was my mom was still alive and I was on my cell with her. It's like I got to hear her voice again. Woke up really sad though.

So sorry you are ill. Those Covid nightmares are awful. Hope you get well soon!

 

[Harmony]

That must be really hard, but nice in a weird sort of way as well. Sending hugs. Xx

Thanks for the hugs. That part was nice with the lucidity of hearing her voice again.

 

[Harmony]

So sorry you are ill. Those Covid nightmares are awful. Hope you get well soon!

Thanks Ang! I'm finally feeling a bit better tonight. Let's hope it lasts.

 

[HappyKitty]

Im hoping my TCA side effects can go off, first it was the nightmares and on third week, it worsen my migraine that I have trouble finishing my sentence. The only thing thats acceptable to stop if it causes rashes like my propranolol, ugh. I spoke too soon too fast. TCA is my one and only hope for now before my next neurology apt.

 

[Bergerac]

Just spoken to a very kind man. Appreciated it.