Anything is better than ending your life. Please call a crisis line for help or go to hospital if you are suicidal. There is a chat here if you need to speak to someone live.
I feel like I could keep taking off work til the cows come home but that wouldn't do much because I need to actively address something, but I don't know what to do. Feels like I'm gonna lose it though.
Spent several hours writing (typing) today, for the first time in weeks. Unfortunately I'm now paying the price with hand/wrist pain. Still waiting for biopsy results and hoping to resume a small dose of estrogen to help with this arthritis. Will make a doctor's appointment next week. Time to try soy isoflavones next I guess (phyto-estrogens).
I know it will pass or at least change for a while. I'm mindful of that. But, I am hurt, scared, tired of anxiety, of suffering, of the deep trouble & violence in the world. If I was dead the tiredness would end.
I know it will pass or at least change for a while. I'm mindful of that. But, I am hurt, scared, tired of anxiety, of suffering, of the deep trouble & violence in the world. If I was dead the tiredness would end.
I hope your feelings of despair lessen. The news can be very depressing seabird, especially to sensitive folks. But we want you here on this planet, you are special.
It's not even 10am, I went out to breakfast by myself n Sat at the counter like a lonely old man. Then went to Wal Mart n got baby clothes for my friends great granddaughter that's having a baby and to the food store.
Going to call my fiance, but he's stuck in his own ADHD head most of the time. My daughter is out visiting him and they get along which I'm grateful for. Today going to try to fight the lonelies and depression by reading and watching TV. I even thought I might paint after I was inspired after visiting a gallery Friday night when I saw the scarecrows. That was very cool.
I hope my SF friends here are doing as well as possible. Much luv.
I'm sorry that you're feeling so low @StuartB . Life can be so hard, and down right torturous so you're right there. But, I'm glad you're are here to post. Also, if you want to pm me I'm here for you.
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