My family really annoys me, like to the point that I'm seething sometimes. When they ask how I am and what I'm doing, the answer is always pretty much the same. And when it's not, they don't want to accept it for what it is. Instead of support, I hear disbelief, critique, and blame, which makes me not want to bother answering thoughtfully. Yet, they continue to ask. I can't express myself and we have nothing in common and totally different mentalities. Because of that, and the former reason, I don't like being around them. They still try to be kind as best as they can manage to be and it doesn't work out very well for anyone. And I still feel like the asshole sometimes when I get angry even though I know I'm not.