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1964dodge

Has a monkey as a friend
Safety & Support
SF Supporter
Kind of anxious about my mental health care situation. Theyre closing down the clinic where I go and I have to call to figure out if and where I can get a new place now. It was supposed to have happened already but didn't.

I have one refill left so I really hope this works out otherwise I have to go to the ER.
i hope the transition works out well

mike....*hug*shake
 

1964dodge

Has a monkey as a friend
Safety & Support
SF Supporter
Tired of being rejected and hurt. My birthday fell on a Saturday two weeks ago. No birthday greetings at work but it is their policy to recognize everyone’s birthday. We had a sports day the following Thursday with hot dogs and all. The administrative assistant saw the reminder for my birthday on the annual calendar the following week and she decided that the hot dog lunch was my birthday celebration. Really? Does she really think I could not see through that? In summary there was no recognition of my birthday. Not even the annual birthday card. And they never asked me if I like hot dogs or can eat them. But today a coworker was recognized with a birthday sheet cake with her name on it too. So they went out of their way to order it and had her name put on it. I am a good person. A good worker. But I am the oldest. Over 60. It is like seniors have no value or feelings or worth.
that is disgraceful for your employer to do that

mike....*hug*shake
 

Windhover

meandering home
SF Supporter
Tired of being rejected and hurt. My birthday fell on a Saturday two weeks ago. No birthday greetings at work but it is their policy to recognize everyone’s birthday. We had a sports day the following Thursday with hot dogs and all. The administrative assistant saw the reminder for my birthday on the annual calendar the following week and she decided that the hot dog lunch was my birthday celebration. Really? Does she really think I could not see through that? In summary there was no recognition of my birthday. Not even the annual birthday card. And they never asked me if I like hot dogs or can eat them. But today a coworker was recognized with a birthday sheet cake with her name on it too. So they went out of their way to order it and had her name put on it. I am a good person. A good worker. But I am the oldest. Over 60. It is like seniors have no value or feelings or worth.
I'd be happy to make you a birthday cake with "Waves" on the top. *hug
You are a lovely person and many here feel the same way.


hugs @Waves

Happy belated Birthday ⭐️❤️
 

MAC0

Y.N.W.A
SF Supporter
Like I want to end things I was already suffering from food poisoning but I then found out at 3am I have made a massive mistake which added a massive wave of depression and feeling like I should end things took my Sertraline at 5am hoping it would help so far no
 

Angie

Admin
SF Author
SF Supporter
Frustrated and a little frightened.

Woke up gasping, my oxygen was 87 (this is low enough to cause problems)

Now, I am on a bipap AND oxygen, so idk maybe the oxygen concentrator isn't working? or maybe I need more liters?

will call the oxygen company in the morning to get them to come out and check the equipment, if that checks out I guess its back to the effing sleep doctor

FML
 

Waves

Well-Known Member
That sounds like an awful experience. I'm sorry they are all so thoughtless. That was very unkind. I'm the oldest by 20 years in my department. Ageism is real and it's painful. You deserve better. Happy belated birthday.
Thank you. I have seen ageism all my life. The jokes about the slow driver. The old lady taking too long to check out at the market. How seniors tell the same story. How they cap heat. On and on. I really think younger people do not think older people hurt.
 
Frustrated and a little frightened.

Woke up gasping, my oxygen was 87 (this is low enough to cause problems)

Now, I am on a bipap AND oxygen, so idk maybe the oxygen concentrator isn't working? or maybe I need more liters?

will call the oxygen company in the morning to get them to come out and check the equipment, if that checks out I guess its back to the effing sleep doctor

FML
That sounds really scary. I hope it’s an equipment problem that can be fixed easily.
 

AvidFan

Retired Cat Staff
SF Supporter
Thank you. I have seen ageism all my life. The jokes about the slow driver. The old lady taking too long to check out at the market. How seniors tell the same story. How they cap heat. On and on. I really think younger people do not think older people hurt.
Yeah it's kind of funny, I watch the politically correct comedians in the UK who rip racist and homophobic people to bits, but in the next breath they're looking at a clip of Biden or something and making jokes about his age. If they did that about race or something else they'd be cancelled! Ironically some of them are getting older themselves, shock!
 

AvidFan

Retired Cat Staff
SF Supporter
Bleh!!! Meh!!!!!! I knew I had to sleep last night so I took 70mg of amitriptyline and 6mg of diazepam and went to bed early. Normal dose for sleep for amitriptyline for sleep is 10-20mg. 6mg of diazepam was 2/3 of my daily dose on my current taper plan. I was determined not to undercook it. After 2 hours in bed I looked at the clock, I had been awake for 2 hours with a busy day today I HAD to get some sleep, so I got up and ended up taking another 6mg of diazepam, screwing my taper up and going well over my daily allowance. End result I think I managed got get 6 hours of sleep. I can't believe it's taking that amount of medication just to get to sleep. It's really not cool when I don't sleep properly as I start making mistakes that I don't realise and this jeopardises my job and income.

Also ironically, I've had 2 days unable to access my higher paying and preferred work projects so have had 2 days where I earned next to nothing. Today I've got to be out and about and can't have access to my laptop until late evening and guess what, one of the projects is sitting there in my workflow, taunting me with its availability. Unfortunately the projects go into pools and if they sit there for a while someone else will pick them up and they'll be gone.

Am hoping I don't get another mega-insomnia stretch. As for the diazepam taper, I'll just have to hope the blip doesn't reset my brain to that dose and I have to start all over again, I'd got it down to 9mg a day but then started with the sleep problems.
 

MisterBGone

~\_✅`,')
SF Supporter
Kind of anxious about my mental health care situation. Theyre closing down the clinic where I go and I have to call to figure out if and where I can get a new place now. It was supposed to have happened already but didn't.

I have one refill left so I really hope this works out otherwise I have to go to the ER.
A similar thing happened to me one-time... So, I hope you can get it transitioned over to a new facility smoothly, and without complication! I guess in my case, it was a specialized place where they did intakes (for in patient) that was an alternative to going into the ER. But you may be referring to more your outpatient, as I understand it. And that doesn't make it any better, either. . . So good-luck, to You! :^)
 

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