Hate to hear it, Holding. . . And Gee-whiz? I don't even know where they keep the diaries these days~ / but anyway(s), just know that we are all thinking of you - or at least I know I am! And... just really hoping that things settle down, and can remain calm for a good, long while. Even if that is unrealistic. Or Pie in the~ // STILL- it is & can be, what I am wanting & waiting, wishing & praying for-for You, my good friend! So I guess you guys don't celebrate our Holiday next week? We'll have to find some-thing else for you to look forward to... I mean, maybe you could still make the same meal? No? Even if it doesn't have the same meaning? Do children (really) know, or care - about the 'Tradition?' If not, then I don't truly see what you'd be 'amissing! ;D Peace. mr b

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