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How Are You Feeling Right Now?
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Oh dear, Mike. Glad you feel you're gradually getting better, though. Sending hugs to you. 
mike....
My friend has been diagnosed with breast cancer. While I want to live and am healthy I wish I could take on her burden. Her husband died of cancer. We don’t know the extent of the disease and is early in the process of diagnosis. I told her I would send some chi. (She is anti- religious. ). I guess the best I can do is be there for her. I have known her for at least 30 years
Have had a bad cold since monday. Used it as a well needed break from all the usual stress at first. But need to get well now. Plan today is to get into the shower and all that, and wash it all off.
Back to being stressed out. A youtuber finally released his four hour video, so I have that between trying to do stuff.
Back to being stressed out. A youtuber finally released his four hour video, so I have that between trying to do stuff.
confused
My doc added a second mood stabilizer to my meds,
I think it's doing something, but I'm not sure it's helpful
In some ways, my mind is working well, math puzzles, memory, etc
I'm not having the same problems with racing thoughts
But emotionally, I feel flattened out,
The highs and lows aren't there, but things like my creativity are mostly gone too
And physically, I have little energy, so even though I'm mentally efficient, not much is actually getting done
I spend a lot of time wandering through the house
I'm questioning how much is really due to the new medication, and if it's mostly caused by that, whether I'm willing to surrender my creativity, which is how I define myself,
I want to continue it for a few more weeks, to see if my impressions are correct, or whether I may adjust to it
I don't miss the SI, but what is the price?
peace
My doc added a second mood stabilizer to my meds,
I think it's doing something, but I'm not sure it's helpful
In some ways, my mind is working well, math puzzles, memory, etc
I'm not having the same problems with racing thoughts
But emotionally, I feel flattened out,
The highs and lows aren't there, but things like my creativity are mostly gone too
And physically, I have little energy, so even though I'm mentally efficient, not much is actually getting done
I spend a lot of time wandering through the house
I'm questioning how much is really due to the new medication, and if it's mostly caused by that, whether I'm willing to surrender my creativity, which is how I define myself,
I want to continue it for a few more weeks, to see if my impressions are correct, or whether I may adjust to it
I don't miss the SI, but what is the price?
peace
confused
My doc added a second mood stabilizer to my meds,
I think it's doing something, but I'm not sure it's helpful
In some ways, my mind is working well, math puzzles, memory, etc
I'm not having the same problems with racing thoughts
But emotionally, I feel flattened out,
The highs and lows aren't there, but things like my creativity are mostly gone too
And physically, I have little energy, so even though I'm mentally efficient, not much is actually getting done
I spend a lot of time wandering through the house
I'm questioning how much is really due to the new medication, and if it's mostly caused by that, whether I'm willing to surrender my creativity, which is how I define myself,
I want to continue it for a few more weeks, to see if my impressions are correct, or whether I may adjust to it
I don't miss the SI, but what is the price?
peace
My doc added a second mood stabilizer to my meds,
I think it's doing something, but I'm not sure it's helpful
In some ways, my mind is working well, math puzzles, memory, etc
I'm not having the same problems with racing thoughts
But emotionally, I feel flattened out,
The highs and lows aren't there, but things like my creativity are mostly gone too
And physically, I have little energy, so even though I'm mentally efficient, not much is actually getting done
I spend a lot of time wandering through the house
I'm questioning how much is really due to the new medication, and if it's mostly caused by that, whether I'm willing to surrender my creativity, which is how I define myself,
I want to continue it for a few more weeks, to see if my impressions are correct, or whether I may adjust to it
I don't miss the SI, but what is the price?
peace
