Was feeling kind of down today, I think it's lack of social outlets. I know I have my children, but they're older and have their own lives now. My fiance lives so far away and the only way he will marry me is if I move there, which is 2000 miles away and sign a prenup. When I mentioned that I want a prenup for a caregiver if he should get dementia that was too expensive. I just feel soured.