How Are You Feeling Right Now?

[tearsinmycoffee]

Sending much love your way. I empathise entirely. I feel like I could kill the entire world today with a side glance.

Thank you. It doesn't help that part of it is that I'm pretty sure that all of the next two weeks is reruns - which means no new I love yous from Drew.

 

[Aurelia]

When I complain about how I feel I seem to mildly annoy my so-called friend enough for him not to respond. I'm sorry that I can't be all unicorns and rainbows all the time.

 

[tearsinmycoffee]

Is post-movie sadness a thing? If not, it is now, cause I need Wonka to be available for streaming yesterday.

 

[cymbele]

So I got incredibly upset after a sudden mood swing, and a voice started talking to me. I heard "I can feel what you feel. You're strong for tolerating such anguish." I remembered that God knows what I feel, and it made me feel better. I felt less alone.

I have felt less alone since I accepted Christ. Doesn't mean I don't get lonely at times or that I don't want someone special in my life. My friend likes to mock people who believe in God and I finally told her to knock it off. (last night). I have felt more confident and a sense of being loved since I re-decided to follow a Christian lifestyle. It works for me.

 

[KM76710]

i've been keeping busy enough. Working out enough. But all that it doesn't prevent me thinking what might have been.

It's not rational I am aware of that, to miss someone who was not being a good partner.
I woke up this morning feeling pretty well. Then my mind switched to awake and the sadness washes over me. I am not safe.

Still broken, heart sad.

I hope that your sadness can lessen and that you can begin to feel more healed and always know we find you to be whole and great, and with a place here with us.

 

[TreeShade17]

just want to listen to post slow core and feel sad to just FEEL

 

[tearsinmycoffee]

just want to listen to post slow core and feel sad to just FEEL

I hear you. That's how I feel but with rock and/or pop punk.

 

[TreeShade17]

I hear you. That's how I feel but with rock and/or pop punk.[/QUOTE

well enjoy. What rock and/or pop punk in particular do you have in mind to listen to?

 

[tearsinmycoffee]

@TreeShade17 No idea yet - I just know I want to.

 

[TreeShade17]

@TreeShade17 No idea yet - I just know I want to.

do what makes you happy I guess if you want to you want to. Do you usually listen to rock and/or pop punk?

 

[TreeShade17]

Comfortable

 

[TreeShade17]

Relieved

 

[TreeShade17]

I absolutely refuse to allow people to mould me in to how they want me to act and be, I also refuse to let anyone’s opinion of me bother me whether it’s negative because of how there perception of me to them alone is there own thoughts from there own mind that is there’s alone there thoughts alone and that does not mean it’s the truth cus they say so and I will not let it effect me. I refuse to be a selfish person or negative doesn’t mean I do have to follow there destructive path and mindset and be like them and do the wrong thing just because someone else does something doesn’t mean you should be a blind sheep and be like them or let there thoughts effect you I do not have to explain myself to anybody it just doesn’t matter to me and it holds no weight at all with me whether I choose to vent here my thoughts it is my choice and I’m not doing it to prove to anybody whether people choose to say or vent or write down there thoughts or how they feel is nobodies business I will not be bullied by people in real life by simply posting my thoughts or posting how I feel as human I don’t write anything but how I feel and follow good choices in life whether somebody chooses not to try to change for better is completely up to them I have no time for it. I have feelings and find it sometimes beneficial to post my thoughts here just like anybody else here and whether if anybody else does it is up to them and to me if I do so. I’m not being bullied by people

 

[TreeShade17]

Sometimes also sometimes people post here doesn’t mean it’s about them it could just be there thoughts how they feel but just because someone has thoughts doesn’t mean it is about THEM I just wish people would leave people be

 

[puffymilk]

Feeling great today. Had great food and now I'm watching a movie on Netflix. I will also go out tomorrow so that's pretty exciting.

 

[TreeShade17]

was feeling better but somehow managed to ruin my day and change today to be kinda of ok to worst

 

[HappyKitty]

imma delulu 4 lyfe

 

[TreeShade17]

You can be wrong and confused and be misunderstood and be the majority of people’s not there cup of tea but I’m still a good person and nobody can take that from me it takes nothing away from that fact however anyone thinks of me or if someone’s perception of me is a very muddied and untrue one I’m still a good person and I always do my best to do good not changing STILL BE ALIVE in life the only change I do is to improve me

 

[Bergerac]

Trying to fight against horrible people and keep going

 

[Lane]

Honestly? I'm really, really not okay.

I'm not sure if I'm still hormonal or if something is actually wrong, but just about everything is making me rage. The only time I'm not raging or feeling miserable is when I'm watching Drew, sleeping, or playing my switch.

No matter what I do, I can't seem to find any relief.

Wishing some peace for you soon @tearsinmycoffee and glad that you shared how you're feeling. Also glad that you have those outlets that you do have.