How Are You Feeling Right Now?

[MrMojonski]

Feeling as if those close would be better if I wasn’t around

 

[1Lefty]

Feeling as if those close would be better if I wasn’t around

peace

 

[Xistence]

I feel like I deserve all of this pain and sadness, and I probably do. It's my own fault that things are like this.

 

[AmberMarie]

It's my own fault that things are like this

i can empathize with you on this one. i'm sorry, i have no other words other than that that i can give at this time.

 

[puffymilk]

Much better than yesterday

 

[Aurelia]

Why am I awake at 3 in the morning??? Every time I laid down to try to sleep, I'd wake up an hour and half later. After several times of this happening, I finally decided it was time to get up. And this is after getting about four hours' sleep the night before.

 

[Aurelia]

My sunburn is feeling a bit better today. At first it hurt like hell again when I got up out of bed, but now that I've walked around a bit, it's feeling better. And I'm pretty sure it's a little less red than it was after looking at it.

 

[MisterBGone]

Feeling like I stood up for myself to my daughter, 20, she shshhhed, me. And I told her to please not do that. She said I was just loud (embarrassing). I said if she didn't like it she could go to her room.

That sounds "very scary," to me - Lane! I don't think I could do that... to a daughter (of 20). Now, a son? No problem~ ; ) So, I'm very proud of you! : )

 

[MisterBGone]

Feeling absolutely horrible. I made a mistake, I know. Why can't my mom just tell me that I was wrong and tell me what I should do in a much nicer way? Didn't have to yell at me, making me feel so stupid. Why can't she be like other moms who treat her kids with actual kindness instead of though love? I don't need all that screaming and yelling. It's making me so stressful. "I'm telling you this because I know better than you. You don't know anything about life". Thanks a lot.

I'm sorry you had to go through that horrible experience. Mom's know where how to make their words count, when it comes to hitting you where it hurts (I'm afraid!) . . . &, have you ever (actually) asked her that question? Might not be a good idea! I don't really know~
She may have been raised that way (herself); or, she was not - & is now trying to correct that (parenting-style) by practicing & trying it out on you! Fun. I know...

 

[Aurelia]

I feel like I deserve all of this pain and sadness, and I probably do. It's my own fault that things are like this.

By saying you deserve it, you're causing yourself this very sadness and pain. You don't deserve it, no matter how your actions may have led up to your present situation. We all do the best we can.

 

[Aurelia]

Feeling as if those close would be better if I wasn’t around

If they'd be better without you, they wouldn't want to be close to you. Even so, that wouldn't mean dying was the answer.

 

[MrMojonski]

If they'd be better without you, they wouldn't want to be close to you. Even so, that wouldn't mean dying was the answer.

The point is they may not be close after what has triggered all of this. Sorry my mind is so mixed up.

 

[Aurelia]

The point is they may not be close after what has triggered all of this. Sorry my mind is so mixed up.

What triggered it?

 

[MrMojonski]

What triggered it?

You can see my post called stupid mistake and struggling which sets it out

 

[MisterBGone]

I can't cry because that would make me a crybaby and some crap like that.

I think you should feel free to do whatever it is you need to in order to have that release, and then, to hopefully feel just a little bit better as a result for not having had those powerful emotions repressed (yet again!).

 

[puffymilk]

I think you should feel free to do whatever it is you need to in order to have that release, and then, to hopefully feel just a little bit better as a result for not having had those powerful emotions repressed (yet again!).

Yeah I usually cry myself to sleep so no one can see me cry (and when everyone's asleep too)

 

[MisterBGone]

mike that might be one of the best posts ever

This isn't half-bad, either. . .

 

[MisterBGone]

Yeah I usually cry myself to sleep so no one can see me cry (and when everyone's asleep too)

Oh, I'm so sorry! s (that's rough, really rough...) / I wish it didn't have to be that way for you. . .

 

[Aurelia]

You can see my post called stupid mistake and struggling which sets it out

Oh, yes, I do remember reading that. Sometimes it's better for people to go their separate ways if things aren't working in their marriage. And I know that's hard to accept, but I had to do the same several years ago, and I can at least tell you that things start to feel better with time.

 

[puffymilk]

Oh, I'm so sorry! s (that's rough, really rough...) / I wish it didn't have to be that way for you. . .

Thanks