How Are You Feeling Right Now?

[Windhover]

Frightened

Why?

What i mean is, I hope you're safe physically and will find a way to be safe emotionally and mentally.

hug

 

[1964dodge]

pretty good and a little less stressed, fidium is fixed and phone is mostly figured out so i'm happy happy again lol. major snowstorm today and have to have the truck out of the driveway by 7 am tomorrow so have to get up at 6 am at the latest. but today is good

mike

 

[Windhover]

glad you're pretty good @1964dodge . It's going to be a few more months of winter lol so we need all the good days we can get. take care in driving in the snow. snow is coming here on the northwest coast this week...

 

[Aurelia]

I just read the first and second book of Kings. There are so many names; it's difficult to keep track of who is who, but certainly, some tend to stand out among the rest. Obviously David, Solomon, Elijah and Elisha, and Josiah, when he destroyed all the places where people practiced idolatry in Israel in the second book of Kings. It's all really quite interesting, though.

 

[1964dodge]

glad you're pretty good @1964dodge . It's going to be a few more months of winter lol so we need all the good days we can get. take care in driving in the snow. snow is coming here on the northwest coast this week...

i'm lucky i have a dodge ram 4x4 that can go through anything and is sure footed . i hope you survive the snow well in your neck of the woods

mike

 

[Aurelia]

I guess my "date" seems to share my disinterest since he didn't bother talking to me today, even though he kept saying he can't wait to see me again. Part of me would like to know why he's acting this way, but another part is kind of glad I don't have to think about an excuse to tell him not to come.

 

[Searchingforhope]

I’m feeling kind of ok. I think? Feeling sort of motivated to do things, but also feeling anxious because I’ve felt better before and it never sticks. And work is going to ramp up again this month which I know will make it hard to stay on top of everything.

 

[1964dodge]

I guess my "date" seems to share my disinterest since he didn't bother talking to me today, even though he kept saying he can't wait to see me again. Part of me would like to know why he's acting this way, but another part is kind of glad I don't have to think about an excuse to tell him not to come.

 

[1964dodge]

I’m feeling kind of ok. I think? Feeling sort of motivated to do things, but also feeling anxious because I’ve felt better before and it never sticks. And work is going to ramp up again this month which I know will make it hard to stay on top of everything.

 

[Witty_Sarcasm]

It doesn't matter much how I feel about anything. I was told I shouldn't be affected by things that happened to me years ago. If that were the case, then why would I still be suicidal after 25+ years?

 

[KM76710]

For some reason I find comfort in thinking about death. Not necessarily in a suicidal ideation kinda way I think. Just the concept of death, in whatever manner it may manifest

I am the same way, the peace, calm, tranquility of sleep and rest like the day is ending and another day wherever it may be beginning. A new adventure and world to view and explore.

 

[1964dodge]

It doesn't matter much how I feel about anything. I was told I shouldn't be affected by things that happened to me years ago. If that were the case, then why would I still be suicidal after 25+ years?

we can't change our past nor can we ignore it .our past is interwoven into us like threads on a tapestry. all we can hope to do is weave new threads onto it that are positive and happy. we can't pull on the threads of our past without chancing our life unraveling.

mike....

 

[Witty_Sarcasm]

we can't change our past nor can we ignore it .our past is interwoven into us like threads on a tapestry. all we can hope to do is weave new threads onto it that are positive and happy. we can't pull on the threads of our past without chancing our life unraveling.

mike....

It's just kind of annoying when my mom says that my nephew has it worse than I do. I think we both have things that we struggle with. But in a way he has a benefit, because he has been going to therapy since he was younger. I didn't go until I was about 30 and I have a lot of trauma to deal with. So it's good that he is getting help early and it may make things easier to deal with in the future. I guess what bothered me is that she implies that I should be healed since I'm an adult and it's been more than 30 years since all of this started. It doesn't go away that easily.

 

[HappyKitty]

Sorry, I know what you're going through. I feel like I'm constantly sick in some way too. If not physically, then mentally, and if not mentally, then physically. And I also have digestive issues ever since I was a teenager. I always have to watch what and how much I eat to try to make it so that my stomach doesn't hurt. I base everything else in my life around my illness sometimes and it sucks. You're like a little sister to me on here, and I truly hope things get better for you. You know, the one thing you've always had that I thought was special was hope and a positive attitude. You deserve all the best and I'm sure you'll get it someday. 💕🌞

you could be my role model in eating then 😺
haha we are so lazy..... and we wonder why our eating habits are messy. yet its not our fault cause our stomachaches easily.

 

[nicktheundoer]

Like my life is ending..

 

[Keeno]

Tired and very sleepy 😴

 

[MisterBGone]

Like my life is ending..

I"m sorry to hear this @nicktheundoer - I hope that you are able to make it through the night, o. k. -- sometimes, it's as simple (an act) as "going to bed/or sleep." Others, it is a bit more involved than that. But whatever it takes - I hope that you will be greeted by warm comfort sometime soon and that this feeling will end soon. Please take very great care of your-self. And I'll see you soon. . .

 

[nicktheundoer]

I"m sorry to hear this @nicktheundoer - I hope that you are able to make it through the night, o. k. -- sometimes, it's as simple (an act) as "going to bed/or sleep." Others, it is a bit more involved than that. But whatever it takes - I hope that you will be greeted by warm comfort sometime soon and that this feeling will end soon. Please take very great care of your-self. And I'll see you soon. . .

Thank you very much.............................................means a lot

 

[nicktheundoer]

I’m feeling kind of ok. I think? Feeling sort of motivated to do things, but also feeling anxious because I’ve felt better before and it never sticks. And work is going to ramp up again this month which I know will make it hard to stay on top of everything.

Don't worry..everything will be alright..HUGS

 

[nicktheundoer]

It doesn't matter much how I feel about anything. I was told I shouldn't be affected by things that happened to me years ago. If that were the case, then why would I still be suicidal after 25+ years?

☹️☹️praying for you..HUUGSSSS🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂