How Are You Feeling Right Now?

[1964dodge]

i feel weird this morning. my body just feels weird doing different things but overall doing great. i would say mental health wise i'm doing great and that's what matters

mike

 

[Aurelia]

So I had a dream about my husband. We were downtown and he kept disappearing places without me and suddenly I'm yelling at him in front of a bunch of people outside "you'd abandon me in an instant if it meant you could go get more dope somehow so fuck you". And then I look around and he's gone.

 

[Lane]

So I had a dream about my husband. We were downtown and he kept disappearing places without me and suddenly I'm yelling at him in front of a bunch of people outside "you'd abandon me in an instant if it meant you could go get more dope somehow so fuck you". And then I look around and he's gone.

It feels so surreal when I dream about my ex-husband, about once a week. It's always the same very real and peaceful, just the opposite from what it really was, ha. I hope you weren't too shaken up from your dream.

 

[1964dodge]

So I had a dream about my husband. We were downtown and he kept disappearing places without me and suddenly I'm yelling at him in front of a bunch of people outside "you'd abandon me in an instant if it meant you could go get more dope somehow so fuck you". And then I look around and he's gone.

that is a tough dream but thankfully something you don't have to deal with irl becuse of your smart decisions

mike....

 

[Astrid78]

Alone. Trying to put a doll house together but the pre drilled holes aren't large enough for the included screws. Aside from breaking stuff and stripping screws I've accomplished nothing and am out of ideas. My kids are going to be so disappointed in me. They will cry and blame me. I'm so tired of always having to deal with crap. Alone.

 

[puffymilk]

Pretty anxious. I have a job interview tomorrow at 11 AM

 

[Aurelia]

It feels so surreal when I dream about my ex-husband, about once a week. It's always the same very real and peaceful, just the opposite from what it really was, ha. I hope you weren't too shaken up from your dream.

I wasn't really shaken up. Mostly, I just wonder why because I, too, dream about him rather often. Maybe it was an experience that traumatized me and I'm still getting over that trauma. That's the best reason I can think of. Indeed, what I dreamt was absolutely true, though. He did disappear quite often. And it was usually to get drugs and abandon me in the process.

 

[Aurelia]

that is a tough dream but thankfully something you don't have to deal with irl becuse of your smart decisions

mike....

No, I no longer have to deal with that, but I feel I am still dealing with the repercussions of it.

At least, I had the sense to yell at him about what he was was doing and not stick to his side like a puppy waiting to get attention.

 

[Lane]

I wasn't really shaken up. Mostly, I just wonder why because I, too, dream about him rather often. Maybe it was an experience that traumatized me and I'm still getting over that trauma. That's the best reason I can think of. Indeed, what I dreamt was absolutely true, though. He did disappear quite often. And it was usually to get drugs and abandon me in the process.

Maybe our dreams have a way of trying to heal us. Sorry to hear that you're still going through the trauma. I see my ex-husband with his new wife of many years now living what seems like a good life and I question if I should have divorced him or tried to work it out. I may have my daughter still in my life.

I'm glad that you have moved on and sound stronger. I've read that you have been reading your bible and taking your last course before your degree, such accomplishment. When there is a man in your life, he will hopefully put you before anything.

 

[Lane]

Pretty anxious. I have a job interview tomorrow at 11 AM

Good luck puffymilk, you got this . I also have an interview tomorrow morning. So far 2 questions written down, I'm pretty nervous too

 

[Lane]

Alone. Trying to put a doll house together but the pre drilled holes aren't large enough for the included screws. Aside from breaking stuff and stripping screws I've accomplished nothing and am out of ideas. My kids are going to be so disappointed in me. They will cry and blame me. I'm so tired of always having to deal with crap. Alone.

i wish there was someone handy to help you. I think you're a great mom and I bet the children do too.

 

[puffymilk]

Good luck puffymilk, you got this . I also have an interview tomorrow morning. So far 2 questions written down, I'm pretty nervous too

Thanks Lane! Good luck to us I'll try to update after the interview

 

[Livelife]

Sending thoughts for your safety and others in your area Live life.

Thank you. All went well🌧️🌬️

 

[Aurelia]

Maybe our dreams have a way of trying to heal us. Sorry to hear that you're still going through the trauma. I see my ex-husband with his new wife of many years now living what seems like a good life and I question if I should have divorced him or tried to work it out. I may have my daughter still in my life.

I'm glad that you have moved on and sound stronger. I've read that you have been reading your bible and taking your last course before your degree, such accomplishment. When there is a man in your life, he will hopefully put you before anything.

Thank you for your kind words. I hope you will consider my opinion in this because I truly believe it may make you feel better. It goes along with the old saying that the grass is not always greener on the other side. That is to say, your ex's relationship with his new wife is most likely not as beautiful and perfect as it seems. People will always have flaws and they take those flaws out on one another constantly. Sure, couples seem happy when they post Facebook pictures and dinners they've made and children smiling. But behind all that, we don't know what truly goes on. And I'm willing to bet their lives aren't perfect either. No one's life is perfect, for that word is reserved only for God. Yes, reading the Bible has gotten me to think about my life. I'm currently reading Job, I don't know if you're familiar at all but it's about a man who claims to be innocent and yet all this calamity has struck him, and all ten of his children died. And while reading, I can't help but think that no one is perfectly innocent or flawless. God knows what he's doing whether He brings fortune or misfortune upon us. His actions are undoubtedly still righteous and it is foolish to argue the latter. And me, having been highly upset with my loneliness as of late, and begging God to help take that pain away, I'm realizing I have to be faithful and patient, for there is truly no other way. And the misfortune that has come upon me is still righteous as well, no matter how difficult it may be, for who can say to God, "what You are doing is wrong and unfair?" No one has a leg to stand on uttering such blasphemy. I was a non-believer for 32 years, and this is my reward for my foolishness all those years. I accept that, and I will keep hoping in Him because I've changed tremendously since that time, and I know He sees it. Not to mention, he has still blessed me with family and finishing school despite everything, and that is enough for now.

 

[Bergerac]

Thank you for your kind words. I hope you will consider my opinion in this because I truly believe it may make you feel better. It goes along with the old saying that the grass is not always greener on the other side. That is to say, your ex's relationship with his new wife is most likely not as beautiful and perfect as it seems. People will always have flaws and they take those flaws out on one another constantly. Sure, couples seem happy when they post Facebook pictures and dinners they've made and children smiling. But behind all that, we don't know what truly goes on. And I'm willing to bet their lives aren't perfect either. No one's life is perfect, for that word is reserved only for God. Yes, reading the Bible has gotten me to think about my life. I'm currently reading Job, I don't know if you're familiar at all but it's about a man who claims to be innocent and yet all this calamity has struck him, and all ten of his children died. And while reading, I can't help but think that no one is perfectly innocent or flawless. God knows what he's doing whether He brings fortune or misfortune upon us. His actions are undoubtedly still righteous and it is foolish to argue the latter. And me, having been highly upset with my loneliness as of late, and begging God to help take that pain away, I'm realizing I have to be faithful and patient, for there is truly no other way. And the misfortune that has come upon me is still righteous as well, no matter how difficult it may be, for who can say to God, "what You are doing is wrong and unfair?" No one has a leg to stand on uttering such blasphemy. I was a non-believer for 32 years, and this is my reward for my foolishness all those years. I accept that, and I will keep hoping in Him because I've changed tremendously since that time, and I know He sees it. Not to mention, he has still blessed me with family and finishing school despite everything, and that is enough for now.

I would be interested to know, within this, where you place the role of our active enemy, the Devil, and his ability to overpower God, and the plans God has for us?

 

[Aurelia]

I would be interested to know, within this, where you place the role of our active enemy, the Devil, and his ability to overpower God, and the plans God has for us?

He can never overpower God. That simply isn't possible. God is the Almighty. There is no one else like Him. We don't typically know the plans God has for us until they are carried through, and if we don't know, then we don't need to know. He who turns away from evil will undoubtedly prosper, but we are not immune to temptation. Therefore, we pray for God to not allow us to be tempted by the evil one. As long as we do that, everything will be alright with us.

 

[Harmony]

He can never overpower God. That simply isn't possible. God is the Almighty. There is no one else like Him. We don't typically know the plans God has for us until they are carried through, and if we don't know, then we don't need to know. He who turns away from evil will undoubtedly prosper, but we are not immune to temptation. Therefore, we pray for God to not allow us to be tempted by the evil one. As long as we do that, everything will be alright with us.

With that being said, if the devil is not capable of overpowering God as you say then how does evil exist in the world to begin with?

 

[Aurelia]

With that being said, if the devil is not capable of overpowering God as you say then how does evil exist in the world to begin with?

I'm not the bearer of all wisdom to answer that question for you. That title belongs to God only. I only know that evil exists because it must, otherwise it surely would not.

 

[luminance]

Pretty anxious. I have a job interview tomorrow at 11 AM

Best of luck on your job interview, and maybe listen to your favorite album before that. You can do this.

 

[puffymilk]

Best of luck on your job interview, and maybe listen to your favorite album before that. You can do this.

Thank you That's actually a good idea, I hope I'm not too anxious to do that