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How Are You Feeling Right Now?
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'May-be,' if you begin to feel better as you start to seek some professional help, some of these more drastic/or dire symptoms you are plagued with now - will "reduce," themselves, by such a factor - that you can then be able to feel free from them enough such that the distress you are suffering now, is alleviated to the point where you are still able to function at a quite more than capable of doing a successful job with which you'd worked an awful lot of labor to achieve/or attain, and must have no doubt been difficult, with which to do (so, or at..? I dunno - have lost the word all-of-a-sudden/or suddenly!). 
Sorry @puffymilk ! 
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Now I feel a tiny bit better. I just need to calm down... take a deep breath...
I'm feeling better but have had an awful 24 hours. Yesterday I went to the dentist with my chipped tooth/filling and received an on the spot filling. All good, apart from no sleep as it was an early morning appointment. Anyway, pretty much as soon as I got back I was sitting working on my sofa when I had this sharp pain in my back. My immediate thought was I'd strained it getting up from the dentist chair or something, but it kind of went on through the day until I was feeling bloated and had pain breathing in round the front, I've had similar pains before which have been trapped wind, and doing various stretches and poses has helped, but in this case they turned out painful too. I do know people with such pains who've ended up being admitted urgently to hospital to have their gall bladder removed so I was mindful this could be the case. But I could get comfortable and had no problem walking to the supermarket to get some simethicone to try to help with the trapped gas. As it went past bedtime it was getting worse and worse, and my anxiety kicked in massively. I felt so alone, packing up a bag at 2 in the morning, trying to remember everything because I wouldn't really have anyone to fetch things from my house if I was admitted and starting to panic about having to cancel work, losing my income, and my house being targeted while I was away and losing my laptop etc. It's a scenario I've always dreaded. At the same time I was anxious about calling an ambulance or going to hospital to be treated like I was wasting their time with trapped gas. I figured I'd see how things went and see if the gas tablets did their work then try to get an appointment in the morning at the doctor's. I was still in quite a lot of pain until 3 or 4 am but then it started to fade and I was pain free if I curled up, and I kind of dozed, including through the window where the doctors will accept calls (you have to know you are going to need an urgent appointment at 8am, otherwise you are SOoL). I've woken up and the pain has subsided, and the bloating has moved from the right side to the left side so seems to be making its way through, but that was not a good night. I felt so helpless and alone. I tried the NHS 111 app but it said either call an ambulance or get a call back from a nurse, I kept that option open in case it got worse. I know the ambulance triage system was red lighting in case there was any chance of it being heart-related, which I knew it wasn't, so I didn't do that. These systems either triage you out bizarrely or prioritize urgent need (I once had a very light fall, bruised my eyebrow, called 111 and after 100 questions they said I should go to A&E immediately....when I got there I was asked why I was wasting their time as it was just a scratch!. Can't win with the NHS. My only options currently are to go to A&E (pointless as symptoms are 10% of what they were and I will come out worse than I go in with all the viruses in there) or book an appointment with the GP in a month. I've documented my issues with medical care elsewhere today, but it just seems rubbish. You're either dying or you're expected to wait a month. Or predict when you will be ill or dying on the offchance you can win the lottery of the 8am phone bingo, which I'm sure our illustrious prime minister said was changing as he was sending as all to pharmacies for urgent care or something. I can see the pharmacist loving me if I wander over in a bit!
So now I've just had 2 nights with no sleep and feel rough on top of whatever is going on with my guts, they are bubbling away so it seems to be gas, but boy it can hurt! (Thankfully the pain has subsided, maybe I had come gallbladder colic thing going on, I'll have to figure out how I can best use the NHS with the limited options available, as mentioned!)
I must admit there was a part of me that just wished it would kill me quickly and get it over with. 😢
So now I've just had 2 nights with no sleep and feel rough on top of whatever is going on with my guts, they are bubbling away so it seems to be gas, but boy it can hurt! (Thankfully the pain has subsided, maybe I had come gallbladder colic thing going on, I'll have to figure out how I can best use the NHS with the limited options available, as mentioned!)
I must admit there was a part of me that just wished it would kill me quickly and get it over with. 😢
I made a simple prayer to God.
I cried and said, "Please Lord, let me hear You speak to me through music. Will you please choose the songs when I put it on shuffle so I may hear Your message?"
I put it on shuffle. He guided my hand when I chose the first song. The next one that came up was "Hail to the King" by Avenged Sevenfold and I instantly knew He heard me.
I cried and said, "Please Lord, let me hear You speak to me through music. Will you please choose the songs when I put it on shuffle so I may hear Your message?"
I put it on shuffle. He guided my hand when I chose the first song. The next one that came up was "Hail to the King" by Avenged Sevenfold and I instantly knew He heard me.
Never lose hope. When I was going through one of the worst periods of my life, I heard a voice that told me that. And something in my mind told me that it was an angel (perhaps even an archangel), I know there has to be a reason that I suddenly thought that, so it's probably the case. I'd been hearing all sorts of evil at the time, and then out of nowhere came this voice of comfort. It's one of my fondest memories.