How Are You Feeling Right Now?

[nicktheundoer]

Can our suffering be beautiful in a certain light? I think so. Maybe that sounds odd to some, but there's something beautiful about our vulnerability and need for love and affection. Something beautiful even about our sorrow.

Yeah..those melancholy sweet sufferings tho

 

[nicktheundoer]

Kind of insecure tonight. Five years on a project with a great team and in June I will be not with the group. But I won’t be unemployed and close to a year for optional retirement. I was hoping to work with this team until optional retirement and then go part time. I have 3 years to go until I can collect ss so part time work will help with finances. I will have to see if it’s possible. But a little bit sad.

🫂🫂

 

[Juliethecandy]

I feel lonely, left-out and invisible....

 

[Lane]

Kind of insecure tonight. Five years on a project with a great team and in June I will be not with the group. But I won’t be unemployed and close to a year for optional retirement. I was hoping to work with this team until optional retirement and then go part time. I have 3 years to go until I can collect ss so part time work will help with finances. I will have to see if it’s possible. But a little bit sad.

Ibet you've worked hard to get to the point you're at S. I'm sorry to hear that you're feeling a bit sad, I hope that levels off real soon. It sounds like you're a consciencecious worker that maybe even deserves the break from the project.

 

[Lane]

I feel lonely, left-out and invisible....

Hi @Juliethecandy. You always have us here at SF. Are you feeling left out in RL?

 

[Livelife]

How are you doing today Rabbit?✨Any better at all?

 

[Lane]

What is the point? If I'm gone, life will go on. Time without purpose is a prison. Just staring at the walls all day every day. I've stopped trying to be part of life. I see no sense in it.

Sorry you're feeling so low @DowntheRabbitHole. I get a glimpse of how you feel when I'm not working and home alone and don't know what to do with myself, no one to talk to. I just go to bed even if not tired. But I know it's not my time yet, so life goes on. Sorry if I'm not making you feel better. I just wanted to say that I hope you can find some peace soon.

 

[Lane]

Struggling with possibility of a job change and dependant on my fiance to update my resume, which a new job wants me to do to be hired. I feel needy and nervous. It's easier to just stay where I'm at but my job is so toxic and I hate to be miserable for 40 hours per week. I feel like a broken record too . I've been trying to breathe through this so I won't be stressed.

 

[Juliethecandy]

Hi @Juliethecandy. You always have us here at SF. Are you feeling left out in RL?

Yes, in RL. I feel so lonely. I feel people near me only see me when they need me. But when I need them, they are not here. I know I can't hope for their return but I just feel like I'm a thing and have no one.

 

[Livelife]

Struggling with possibility of a job change and dependant on my fiance to update my resume, which a new job wants me to do to be hired. I feel needy and nervous. It's easier to just stay where I'm at but my job is so toxic and I hate to be miserable for 40 hours per week. I feel like a broken record too . I've been trying to breathe through this so I won't be stressed.

You are doing great Lane. I’m so glad to hear you are going to try and make a change for yourself. A loving brave one. And you deserve a decent place and respectful people to work with. That’s wonderful you have some support too✨

 

[Lane]

Yes, in RL. I feel so lonely. I feel people near me only see me when they need me. But when I need them, they are not here. I know I can't hope for their return but I just feel like I'm a thing and have no one.

That's not cool of people, but it does happen. I've had people just disappear out of my life when they get too busy for me, and it hurts. You never know @Juliethecandy, maybe new people will come into your life?

 

[Lane]

You are doing great Lane. I’m so glad to hear you are going to try and make a change for yourself. A loving brave one. And you deserve a decent place and respectful people to work with. That’s wonderful you have some support too✨

Thank you Livelife, the new job would be working with Autistic children, not easy but gratifying I would imagine. And the organization a reputable one. Thank you for your support.

 

[puffymilk]

Scared

 

[Pebble mouse]

Scared

I'm sorry something has happened to trigger this. I hope this feeling passes soon.

 

[Livelife]

Thank you Livelife, the new job would be working with Autistic children, not easy but gratifying I would imagine. And the organization a reputable one. Thank you for your support.

you bet.. I know it’s not quite the same but years ago I worked in a facility that cared for MHMR, brain injured and Downs Syndrome adults and teens, it’s one of my favorite work memories☺️

 

[MisterBGone]

i'm amazed she can change brakes. can she change brake shoes and pads or just pads. i made sure all three of my kids knew basic emergency repairs before they got their license even my daughter. your sister knowing how to fix cars can prevent her from getting ripped off by a mechanic

mike....

Well, she can do A WHOLE LOT MORE THAN THAT (she's been with some pretty varied mechanics - diesel, & whatnot... so!) / but I just tried to cite some-thing simple; at least for a "simple-ton," like me! (^;

 

[MisterBGone]

wondering, considering options

if something is medically necessary to be corrected, is it suicide to decline treatment?
there is little for me to look forward after recovery

peace

I'm hoping / & wanting / as well as wishing . . . for the best-possible outcome for you, @1Lefty ~whatever that may be, good sir! :^)

 

[DowntheRabbitHole]

How are you doing today Rabbit?✨Any better at all?

Thanks for checking in with me I really appreciate it. I'm still struggling with this feeling that all of this is futile and I don't want to be here for the drudgery anymore. I wish I could generate a more positive outlook, but....maybe tomorrow will be better, so I guess there's that

 

[luminance]

Scared

Wish I could do something to help.

 

[Innocent Forever]

What is the point? If I'm gone, life will go on. Time without purpose is a prison. Just staring at the walls all day every day. I've stopped trying to be part of life. I see no sense in it.

I'm just sending hugs rabs. There are no answers. I know I'm glad you're here. And I know that living can be just - 🤷 words can't describe it. All the love my friend. And hugs.