How Are You Feeling Right Now?

[Windhover]

I don't know
I've become kind of numb, which in the past did not go anywhere good

 

[1964dodge]

I don't know
I've become kind of numb, which in the past did not go anywhere good

i hope you can eventually be able to accept your loss and embrace being back in the states. maybe you can find someone that will apprecite and respect you. numb is bad but better than depression more than you can handle and hopefully you can move more towards joy and leaving sadnes behind

mike....

 

[1964dodge]

really good cosidering i only got a couple of hours of sleep last night and i have a busy day ahead

mike

 

[Lane]

I don't know
I've become kind of numb, which in the past did not go anywhere good

 

[Lane]

Another suicide in the distant family. I didn’t know him (cousin’s cousin), but he was 19… I wish he could’ve been shown that things can be better.

Sorry for your loss @Auri. A suicide is always sad but especially when it's a young person.

 

[Lane]

Just feeling blah right now. Idk

 

[Lane]

As I said in another post I vacuumed a part of the house (I do sections so it is not so overwhelming to have to do the whole thing in one day). While I had done this area before I vacuumed enough fur from the dead cat I wondered if he was alive. No he's really dead. Vacuumed enough fur from the dead cat to make me wonder if he was really gone (he is of course). I'm told it will take several times to pull his fur out of the carpet. But now it is evening and I'm feeling good about life. Sorry about multiple posts today.

It's so hard losing a beloved pet. And you can post as much as you want or need to.

 

[Lane]

my mental equilibrium is off. i woke up to a txt that is devastating to me, and it through me for a loop!

That's a shock to wake up to, I hope your day gets better.

 

[MisterBGone]

It's something i rarely used to feel. i nearly always loved the unknown like a new adventure, hike, trip. However... i can't control what is to come, so that is the unknown i fear greatly!

Well, it's good to know that it is a new & therefore, foreign-feeling to you, maybe? ...& that, you can control (or what you can) ~is, to do everything within your power, to make & to give it your best effort: & that means everything from just something as basic, and initial, as just "showing-up!" That's sort of step 1. And then, being present. For the interview/or Eval. And answering the questions, openly and honestly, and to the best of your ability. Try not to get, or be overwhelmed, by the situation, and the surrounding circumstances, whether that be something in your environment that you are all taking in for the first time, and so on & so forth. . . Obviously, you don't want to come right out & tell them you plan to take your-self out to morrow (UN-Less, that's what you're thinking & planning, or cooking up in your head?) - & that you've got the means & the motive, or whatever else might be necessary. But you can still straddle right on up close enough to the territory of that line, so that they can know, just the depths of the waters in which the depression (or whatever else it is you feel that has ben bothering you?) you have been swimming in - is. And can then make their best determination, as to your course for future action, and treatment that lies ahead. What kind(s) of things are needed, and need to be addressed, and all of that jazz~ / now, I've lost what else I was going to say, but I feel or fear; taht - tha twas MORE Than enough! ;D HA.

 

[Dante]

thank you. my wife let me stay in bed until round 3pm today. i think it's starting to finally break. are you feeling any better?

mike.....

Nope :P

We went shopping today for cough syrup because the wheezing chesty cough makes me sound like I'm dying. Its good youre getting better, sometimes bedrest really is the way to go.

 

[Holding my breath]

Hope you start to feel better soon @Dante
Some horrible bugs around at the moment. Rest as much as you can to allow you body time to recover. Xx

 

[Holding my breath]

I’m feeling really low today. I think it’s the last few days finally catching up with me. Suicidal ideation, palpitations and just feeling really tired.

 

[Livelife]

I don't know
I've become kind of numb, which in the past did not go anywhere good

 

[Windhover]

Thank you and hug back @Livelife

I'm grateful for SF

 

[Windhover]

i hope you can eventually be able to accept your loss and embrace being back in the states. maybe you can find someone that will apprecite and respect you. numb is bad but better than depression more than you can handle and hopefully you can move more towards joy and leaving sadnes behind

mike....

Thanks mike
Separation from spouse, loss of my possessions, loss of my dream, and no longer having a place to call home in the place I love is appparently too much for my weak mind

 

[Livelife]

Thank you and hug back @Livelife

I'm grateful for SF

thank you, sending you another

 

[Livelife]

Thanks mike
Separation from spouse, loss of my possessions, loss of my dream, and no longer having a place to call home in the place I love is appparently too much for my weak mind

First off, your mind and your brain is far far from weak. That much loss (especially in a short time frame) would create Overload for most of us humans.

 

[Lane]

I’m feeling really low today. I think it’s the last few days finally catching up with me. Suicidal ideation, palpitations and just feeling really tired.

I hope you feel better and can get some rest @Holding my breath.

 

[Lane]

Lonely and have been in bed for over a day. But I did get up to have some Indian food out at my favorite place. Going to go home and watch some TV and try to feel better. I was even contemplating thoughts of me not being here any longer and how it would effect my children.

 

[MisterBGone]

Lonely and have been in bed for over a day. But I did get up to have some Indian food out at my favorite place. Going to go home and watch some TV and try to feel better. I was even contemplating thoughts of me not being here any longer and how it would effect my children.

Ever checked this guys out? Admittedly, he occasionally used "Foul-Language," but it's not too bad, given that it's on their local regional network thing there in Philly (though he broadcasts out of his home in Tampa) Big Personality. . . & kinda funny~ (whether your an Eagles fan, or not!) . . Passion! ( ;
https://www.youtube.com/live/yJ4BHaNsrEI?si=LRoz4OSFXu51zH-K