How Are You Feeling Right Now?

[Bergerac]

@seabird How are you? Nice to see you here.

 

[MisterBGone]

Horrible. I screwed up and let myself eat food at a restaurant, and it had preservative or msg or some other shit and now Iam sick.

Accidents happen, and it sounds like it was an honest mistake, if one can even consider or call it that? I personally, would not~!*

 

[MisterBGone]

You're not worthless here, you're valued
You're respected and wanted
I hope things will become easier for you, and that death is not attractive

peace

I second this motion, sentiment, or thought(s)~!. . : )

 

[MisterBGone]

Worthless. Nothing. People treat me this way guess it's time i just accept it. Not sure what i ever did but what's that matter? Obviously people think im nothing if that's how they treat me. I keep trying hopefully it'll work I've always tried to make people happy so much so that i lost myself in the process. Knowing my death will bring tho se in my life joy makes it easier to try the dying part is hard though

You should maybe really read (if or provided that you'd want to of course, and only then!) . . . that book that came out semi-recently, called something like - can you tell that I've not read it? Do as I say, not as I.. - The Art of Not Giving A F---! I really think you'd love it a lot -& hopefully; just maybe, be able to glean some-thing of it that is tangible and can be taken away. :^) peave

 

[MisterBGone]

i have always felt that way. So, i use the bible app by You Version on my phone to highlight specific scriptures of study.

When it comes to Bibles. . . I actually, just~ 'Write my own!' (or prefer to anyway) just kidding, of course~ but it would be apt/apporpriate & fit... given that: I (do) worship, My_Self; After-All! ( : hehehe... i'm only joking! And on a Sunday no less, well> if I'm going to be going to hell anyways, then why not get my $'s worth, right! j/k.

 

[Tringpark]

This topic is simple. Post how you are right now. It could be what your thinking, doing, listening to, writing...whatever! Because you know what they say:

"Get out of the past, stop dreading the future, and worry about now!"

Right now, I'm so-so, not happy, not sad, but less stressed because it's Saturday.

 

[Tringpark]

I'm feeling full of anciety

 

[1964dodge]

hopefully you can feel better soon, and won't need this, but if you do need it be careful mike

hug

i am very careful. i have been on opioid pain meds for over 20 years and unfortunately i will be on them until i die hopefully many years from now. i used to be on much higher doses. and the doctor insisted i have narcan in the house just in case

mike....

 

[1964dodge]

When it comes to Bibles. . . I actually, just~ 'Write my own!' (or prefer to anyway) just kidding, of course~ but it would be apt/apporpriate & fit... given that: I (do) worship, My_Self; After-All! ( : hehehe... i'm only joking! And on a Sunday no less, well> if I'm going to be going to hell anyways, then why not get my $'s worth, right! j/k.

you probably won't go to hell, your punishment will to be born in this awful world in the worst country on the planet lol

mike....

 

[1964dodge]

i'm actually doing much better today

mike

 

[AmberMarie]

It was ruined in the end.

i used to take them fully apart when i did that... because there was no fixing it unless i started over.

 

[AmberMarie]

Can't wait to start.

Can't wait to see the end product from you.

 

[Windhover]

thanks @Bergerac
hugs back

I am still ill. Bad rhyme, that. Anxiety spiking, hausea, half-dead, all due to the bad reaction to injesting crap in some junk food yesterday.

 

[AmberMarie]

Right now, i really need to take some pain meds... i've been standing n moving all over the kitchen n house today (n it's only 1:30pm here right now) however i have to wait till my grandbaby is picked up... as i can't toddler sit if i take my pain meds. They are way too potent to be responsible for another's life.

 

[Windhover]

i am very careful. i have been on opioid pain meds for over 20 years and unfortunately i will be on them until i die hopefully many years from now. i used to be on much higher doses. and the doctor insisted i have narcan in the house just in case

mike....

I trust you are very knowledgeable


Sometimes I follow my intuition and over-ride the little voice that cautions me not to post my thought. That's good you are able to take less than you used to take. I probably react stronger due to my little brother's death being partly caused by opioids. He'd been prescribed them for massive pain after falling off a 2 story ladder onto his driveway. But that is a long story

 

[1964dodge]

I trust you are very knowledgeable


Sometimes I follow my intuition and over-ride the little voice that cautions me not to post my thought. That's good you are able to take less than you used to take. I probably react stronger due to my little brother's death being partly caused by opioids. He'd been prescribed them for massive pain after falling off a 2 story ladder onto his driveway. But that is a long story

i'm sorry that you lost your brother to opioids. my hope is they can someday invent a non opioid med that works as well as opioids

mike.....

 

[Astrid78]

You should maybe really read (if or provided that you'd want to of course, and only then!) . . . that book that came out semi-recently, called something like - can you tell that I've not read it? Do as I say, not as I.. - The Art of Not Giving A F---! I really think you'd love it a lot -& hopefully; just maybe, be able to glean some-thing of it that is tangible and can be taken away. :^) peave

It only hurts when it's those I was dumb enough to believe cared

 

[MisterBGone]

It only hurts when it's those I was dumb enough to believe cared

Well, we all live and we learn. So, I just don’t like to see you so needlessly kicking the you know what out of yourself, is all!…

 

[MisterBGone]

hello @Tringpark , Are you saying that you are feeling anxious, for some reason or another... right now? It's ok if you're not sure, or uncertain - as to what you do / or don't want to say!

 

[KM76710]

@Tringpark

Glad that you found and joined the forum and welcome. I hope that you will just jump in, post, exploring and getting to know the forum and members, you will encounter caring and supportive members here that will value you being here with us.