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How Are You Feeling Right Now?
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Gurlll Singapore weather is so hot, I swear I got dark spots after being lazy of wearing sunscreen for a month + and Idc... haha.. and this month is not joke gurl, like its burning me so much, its giving anxiety going out. Speaking of that, my subconscious is all grieving, moping and no reason to live but my conscious be like "gurl, your kitties enjoy their walk this morning on a very windy weather before sunrise. you gotta try bring them to bird park for more birds." 😸
i'm doing pretty good. my wife checked on me at 4:30 am and told me her bedroom tv was out, but to look at it when we get up. it bugged me so i got up and turned on the tv. i couldn't fix it because it was working fine grr lol. so now i can't go back to sleep.
also contemplating what to do about my 2 chihauhaus. 1 is almost deaf, has a very hard time standing and falls constantly and goes on the floor a lot, because they are old we have 3 pee pads down and she still misses a lot, i think her time is done. the other is her brother. he is mostly blind and gets ugly with everyone. he attacks the cats but hasn't bit them yet but has bitten my wife a lot this year, it doesn't break the skin but we have to tell everyone not to touch him. he misses the peepads sometimes but not too much and he does have pain. i know we have to put the female to sleep soon but we keep putting it off. i know we will miss them terribly. i hope we can keep the male at least another year or two. they are almost 16 years old
besides that being over our heads 24/7 i think i'm doing great. planning on taking our 64 dodge out of storage in about 3 weeks
mike
also contemplating what to do about my 2 chihauhaus. 1 is almost deaf, has a very hard time standing and falls constantly and goes on the floor a lot, because they are old we have 3 pee pads down and she still misses a lot, i think her time is done. the other is her brother. he is mostly blind and gets ugly with everyone. he attacks the cats but hasn't bit them yet but has bitten my wife a lot this year, it doesn't break the skin but we have to tell everyone not to touch him. he misses the peepads sometimes but not too much and he does have pain. i know we have to put the female to sleep soon but we keep putting it off. i know we will miss them terribly. i hope we can keep the male at least another year or two. they are almost 16 years old
besides that being over our heads 24/7 i think i'm doing great. planning on taking our 64 dodge out of storage in about 3 weeks
mike
Anxious and ok at the same time. I have a doctor's appointment for the new job, I havent heard from them but I figure they're doing my background check. I did have my record expunged but it still makes me nervous. Taking a half day at work today, so for that I'm happy about, been keeping my head occupied by reading Stephen King novels. Went to a second hand bookstore and bought a few yesterday. That was cool for me.
Option three is best...going out and participating in the community and letting any criticism and insults simply roll off your back. Remember also that there are people who won't do that to you, who will respect you and treat you with kindness. Not everyone is the same. No reason to feel bad about yourself. And certainly, don't isolate yourself due to fear of others.
I'm doing Ok for a Monday. Had some good meetings, which fed my needs for social interaction. And did 27 minutes of my remote job. It's a start after nothing for 2 weeks. My brain didn't gunk up, so I quit while the going was good. I will build back up slowly - I had a moment of feeling tired after my meetings but it didn't descend into exhaustion. Maybe my mental battery is starting to hold charge again and I'm not permanently burnt out, but I'll remain careful. I am practising the subtle art of taking it easy.
