How Are You Feeling Right Now?

[Lane]

I am awake but should be asleep. Had a really bad couple of weeks unable to do my remote job, it's no big deal as it's contract so I can work or not work as I please, pretty much, have just been trying to let things tick over with the day job. Just going through the days feeling a bit dazed then either not sleeping and feeling rubbish, or sleeping for 12 hours and not feeling refreshed by it. Just going to try to take it easy for the weekend. Drinking coffee and trying to be grateful it's 7.30am and not 4.30am!

@1964dodge sorry you are having some bad days and hope you can have a better day soon

@Lane sorry you have been upset and I hope you can find some resolutions and feel better

@puffymilk glad you have been able to have some good feelings

@seabird hope you are meandering nearer home and well done on your run

@Astrid78 sending you best wishes and hope things are stable for you

@chiastic_slide sorry you are feeling so depressed and I hope the storms, internal and external lift soon

@Bergerac and @MisterBGone thanks for the support you offer others and sending you best wishes.

@Anyone else sending you best wishes and sorry if I missed anyone out.

I've just tried to offer a few token words to the people I see on this page, from my frazzled brain, I don't have much energy to offer much more but wish everyone the best ❤️💚💚❤️💜🤎🖤🩵🩷

Thank you for saying so Avid. Sorry that you've had a rough couple of weeks. I hope your sleeping gets back on track and you feel better soon. I'm glad your job is contract and it's not worrying you so much. And yes to the coffee drinking in the morning, one of my simple pleasures, cheers. 💜

 

[Lane]

I hope he realizes one day, when/if he becomes a parent, how very hurtful this is. If he already is one, then if there was ever an estrangement, he will know what you were going through and I hope, reflect. Sending hugs to you, this is very painful indeed. And on the level of grandchildren, forthcoming, too.

I was rereading your post Bergerac and it's so hurtful. He came back to the house and joked and said, "I made Mom cry". It's ok I have a thick skin. Thank you for the hugs friend. How are you today?

 

[Bergerac]

I was rereading your post Bergerac and it's so hurtful. He came back to the house and joked and said, "I made Mom cry". It's ok I have a thick skin. Thank you for the hugs friend. How are you today?

I'm not too bad, thank you. Just a lot of work to do. And that is extremely hurtful, once again. This must really pile up upon you. I am so truly sorry.

 

[puffymilk]

A tiny bit anxious but everything is pretty much OK

 

[puffymilk]

I was rereading your post Bergerac and it's so hurtful. He came back to the house and joked and said, "I made Mom cry". It's ok I have a thick skin. Thank you for the hugs friend. How are you today?

I am sorry about this Lane. Hugs to you

 

[PrincessPure]

I came back from Rome yesterday. After a hard semester, it was rly fun. I feel relieved and i have no stress anymore. So sad Im going back to class Tuesday tho.

 

[PrincessPure]

In less than a month, im off to Milan. 15 year old me wouldnt believe how many places im gonna be to and how its so easy to take a few days off to relax. I wish I would let her know, so she would be happier and work harder to get here earlier.

 

[Lane]

I'm not too bad, thank you. Just a lot of work to do. And that is extremely hurtful, once again. This must really pile up upon you. I am so truly sorry.

I hope the work load isn't too stressful.

 

[Windhover]

Sending hugs @AvidFan
Thanks the run went really well. Found a route with some nice paths, a little less concrete, lots of trees. Helps.
Hopefully your energy & calm will balance out again soon. 🤗

 

[Lane]

I am sorry about this Lane. Hugs to you

Thanks puffymilk. Hugs back.

 

[Windhover]

Upset. Went out to dinner with my son last night and he's not the gentlest person. He told me my oldest daughter is pregnant, due in June. That I can almost deal with. But he really talked about me reaching out to her to try to reconcile, reiterating how she doesn't really need me but if I want to see her even once or twice a year I need to try. I cried as I usually do over this situation. It's been ten years or so since we've spoken, however she did invite me to her wedding. Thanks for listening SF friends.

hugs
You've got us behind you and around whenever you need or want. We know what a warm gentle person Lane is.
Another hug

 

[Windhover]

Tired of the sadness. I feel like the damage is too deep, and I want my self back the way it was before the marriage. I'm doing things the best I can but I miss being where I was and the ocean the air the light. My friend is going to call soon and it'll be good to talk.

 

[Lane]

hugs
You've got us behind you and around whenever you need or want. We know what a warm gentle person Lane is.
Another hug

Thank you seabird, this brought tears to my eyes. This situation just tears me apart. I appreciate the support. Hugs back.

 

[Lane]

Tired of the sadness. I feel like the damage is too deep, and I want my self back the way it was before the marriage. I'm doing things the best I can but I miss being where I was and the ocean the air the light. My friend is going to call soon and it'll be good to talk.

It would be a dream to be the way we were once, young and carefree, for me at least. I hope you keep up the good momentum

 

[Holding my breath]

Yesterday I had energy, I felt on top of things, had been capable of being sociable and had a good day. Today, I have crashed in a spectacular way. Exhausted, overwhelmed, needing to be completely isolated from life the universe and everything. EVERYTHING is an effort and my brain feels like a screwed up mess.

 

[1964dodge]

I am awake but should be asleep. Had a really bad couple of weeks unable to do my remote job, it's no big deal as it's contract so I can work or not work as I please, pretty much, have just been trying to let things tick over with the day job. Just going through the days feeling a bit dazed then either not sleeping and feeling rubbish, or sleeping for 12 hours and not feeling refreshed by it. Just going to try to take it easy for the weekend. Drinking coffee and trying to be grateful it's 7.30am and not 4.30am!

@1964dodge sorry you are having some bad days and hope you can have a better day soon

@Lane sorry you have been upset and I hope you can find some resolutions and feel better

@puffymilk glad you have been able to have some good feelings

@seabird hope you are meandering nearer home and well done on your run

@Astrid78 sending you best wishes and hope things are stable for you

@chiastic_slide sorry you are feeling so depressed and I hope the storms, internal and external lift soon

@Bergerac and @MisterBGone thanks for the support you offer others and sending you best wishes.

@Anyone else sending you best wishes and sorry if I missed anyone out.

I've just tried to offer a few token words to the people I see on this page, from my frazzled brain, I don't have much energy to offer much more but wish everyone the best ❤️💚💚❤️💜🤎🖤🩵🩷

thank you so much @AvidFan i hope you have a great weekend

mike....

 

[1964dodge]

Yesterday I had energy, I felt on top of things, had been capable of being sociable and had a good day. Today, I have crashed in a spectacular way. Exhausted, overwhelmed, needing to be completely isolated from life the universe and everything. EVERYTHING is an effort and my brain feels like a screwed up mess.

i hope you can regain some of that energy and hopefully have a great weekend

mike...

 

[1964dodge]

having a pretty good day now. my son and grandson are coming over soon. and my son, being the good son he is, is going to get a couple of things at the store for us

mike

 

[MisterBGone]

Thank you Bergerac, I believe my son is on the Autism spectrum. He has no friends and has never had a relationship at 28. He doesn't know how to make them. He did push me to try to reconcile with my daughter, all I can do is try.

Oh? . . . Well, that changes "A lot," then~ //_^(in my frank opinion*). Certainly 'no expert,' though!

 

[MisterBGone]

Yesterday I had energy, I felt on top of things, had been capable of being sociable and had a good day. Today, I have crashed in a spectacular way. Exhausted, overwhelmed, needing to be completely isolated from life the universe and everything. EVERYTHING is an effort and my brain feels like a screwed up mess.

We Still Love You, Any~Way! @Holding my breath . . . : ) Just wanted you to know that~*> ~*\_`(^: