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How Are You Feeling Right Now?

i am shockingly in an ok place right now. i know i have less than 3 weeks before i leave. So time is limited to get so much done. i am overwhelmed with all i need to do, however i don't feel frantic or rushed. i am still fighting suicidal thoughts and feelings, however they are manageable right now, which is good because i am on nights till i leave so i can get someone else trained.
 

1964dodge

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500 mg is a lot. Like that should be the whole package, and that would be way more than I would see in AZ dispensaries. 5-10 mg is starter dose, but goes up from there with tolerance. Assuming a 25mg dose 3x daily (which is a bit much but not a whole heck of a lot), 500 mg should have you set for about a week. Even 50 mg (guessing typo?) is a pretty intense gummy unless your tolerance is about where mine was, when I would consume the equivalent of a gram of flower daily. That's a quarter ounce per week, which is a moderate to high rate based on my own informal research. Sooo if your friend brought you 500mg gummies - they must think you really need it.

I do feel for you. Getting more than you intended to take is rarely a pleasant experience. Usually if your dose is too high you start to see the negative effects such as increased heart rate or anxiety. Yes, in addition to cutting down trees, I also have experience smoking trees, which does NOT make me a doctor but really I bet I have more knowledge of MMJ as a patient than the average physician would.
usually i eat the chocolate bars, they are 1000 mg bars with 10 100 mg pieces, i usually cut the pieces in half so only 50mg. i don't use it every day just when i'm desperate. even though i don't like being high i was very relaxed for a cpuple of days which did help.

mike.....*hug*shake
 

1964dodge

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Thanks, very informative. But also very depressing. It seems people like us are treated like trash everywhere on this Earth. Moreover, that continues on even in death, according to most religions... But that is another topic. I also hate how 'science' and is praised and pushed everywhere as being (almost) all-knowing and (almost) all-powerful while being practically useless when it comes to depression. Psychology, psychiatry... all stems down to 'we don't know shit but if you take these pills you won't feel as sad, you just won't feel anything at all and have a lot of side-effects if you are lucky, or you will just have the side-effects without any improvement at all'. Humans are crazy monkeys with insane arrogance.
i understandwhat you mean by meds having side effects and can cause you to be numb but not all do that. different meds work differently on different people. years ago my doctor prescribed Zoloft for my depression. it worked great, no more depression, and no more loving my family, no more anything absolutely no feelings. i talked to my doctor and he tried mirtazapine. it worked only on the depression and only side effect was vivid dreams. i'm still on it. so people should weigh carefully if they want to try meds or not, sometimes it takes a lot of trial and error

mike.....*hug*shake
 

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