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HappyKitty

Works during the day, doodles at night.
Hugs HappyKitty. Is the hospital ok?
oh thanks. i was in cause my electrolyte imbalanced was like at dangerous level and my hormones were low. im hoping they release me today, lets hope since my blood pressure dropped this morning while I felt slightly better.

It traumatise me how common to hear other patients been told "if you dont follow, thats it your heart will bursts." its either patient crying or..


literally yday i heard a patient family member cried so loud for 20 mins cus his/her mum passed away and had to say good bye. quite truamatising being hospitalised at heart centre...

O_o
 

1964dodge

Has a monkey as a friend
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I'm having a hell of a time with rumination and repeatedly going over the past. I'm so angry about it, that I feel pretty bad because I've been angry for so long (coming up on 24 hrs straight) that it's physically exhausting. I can distract myself for a moment or two, and then it comes back, "They should have done X; should not have done Y!!!" ranting the same things over and over in my head. I write it down to try and get the thoughts out of my head but I have written the same screed I think 3 times now. I'm better for about an hour, and then, "OMG they hurt me so much!" Not exactly a pity party, more like a resentment party. Worst part is I blame myself for not knowing better, and I was not in a good frame of mind at the time I made the mistake, so it's complicated.

It brought up some old trauma memories and emotional experiences that I wasn't ready to deal with. Or, maybe I was and that's why the universe put me in that position? My therapist has said that our "stuff" comes up when the body thinks it's ready, not when I feel it fits into my schedule. But it's goddam hard and I'm bugging the hell out of my recovery friends because it's practically driving me to relapse.
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1964dodge

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Hope you get well soon Mike :)*hug*hug
Also feeling sick here too, started Thurs afternoon (11th) and today it has moved into another phase that I’m hoping is the “final phase” before I am hopefully better again. Hope you’ve been getting lots of rest, eating soup and drinking lots of tea and water too. That’s mostly what I’ve been doing since Thursday.
i hope you feel better soon

mike....*hug*shake
 

Astrid78

Spoonful of sugar will help the medicine go down
oh thanks. i was in cause my electrolyte imbalanced was like at dangerous level and my hormones were low. im hoping they release me today, lets hope since my blood pressure dropped this morning while I felt slightly better.

It traumatise me how common to hear other patients been told "if you dont follow, thats it your heart will bursts." its either patient crying or..


literally yday i heard a patient family member cried so loud for 20 mins cus his/her mum passed away and had to say good bye. quite truamatising being hospitalised at heart centre...

O_o
Hugs @HappyKitty it's understandable how that would be traumatic to witness....I'm sorry you are going through this and hope you are released soon.
 

TragicReality

I wish I could turn back time
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I'm ok. Pain meds are necessary with me. I'm sore tonight but my fault I wanted to do some spring cleaning and once I get going it bugs me if something isn't finished.
Doc office called and said ''i guess you're aware he's given you your pain meds again'' I said ''yes?'' expecting her to say well it's only for 2 weeks or something, she said ''We need you to follow up with the dr.'' so I'm assuming he was planning on setting a time limit to get off of it since he is referring me to a pain clinic. I won't accept that treatment again. It's a small dose, it's no skin off his back to give me something that makes my life bearable for 4 hours a day.
 

1964dodge

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I'm ok. Pain meds are necessary with me. I'm sore tonight but my fault I wanted to do some spring cleaning and once I get going it bugs me if something isn't finished.
Doc office called and said ''i guess you're aware he's given you your pain meds again'' I said ''yes?'' expecting her to say well it's only for 2 weeks or something, she said ''We need you to follow up with the dr.'' so I'm assuming he was planning on setting a time limit to get off of it since he is referring me to a pain clinic. I won't accept that treatment again. It's a small dose, it's no skin off his back to give me something that makes my life bearable for 4 hours a day.
it is very unfair to treat legitimate pain patients like criminals. the guy that started this whole mess said something like " pain patients are no different than heroin addicts. after they take their pain meds they feel better just like a junkie getting a fix " i'm paraphrasing but close to that. of course we feel better after we take a pain med, that is why we take them, to lower pain and feel better lol. i hope your doctor keeps you on your pain meds until you go to the pain clinic

mike.....*hug*shake
 
My TSH was high again, so that may be why I don't have much stamina lately. Just need to adjust the meds again and hope it helps.
When the TSH is off... EVERYTHING is off and out of balance! It's a strange thing how the thyroid is the true brain to your body. If even the tiniest bit is off, it will screw up anything and everything! The sad part is how slow the progress is to get it properly leveled out. i wish for you a quick adjustment time.
 

JMG

Pink Sponge Autumn horse 💖🧽🌞🐴
i hope you feel better soon

mike....*hug*shake
Thank you Mike, same to you! :) *hug

Still feeling pretty sick today, seems it’s maybe in the final phase but it seems to be fighting hard to not be over or I dunno. All I know is now would definitely be a perfect time to no longer be sick because another thing has started up again after being good over the last couple weeks. Really don’t want to be dealing with both at once. Hoping I can get a much better and longer sleep tonight too cos I’m feeling quite tired.
 

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