How Are You Feeling Right Now?

[AvidFan]

Hurt and resigned to the fact that I won't be included in my oldest daughters life. I saw on FB that they threw her a baby shower and I wasn't invited. She looked very pretty. I know it's not about me now and these feelings have been going on for....almost 15 years of estrangement but the tears still do surprise me.

Hugs @Lane

 

[Bergerac]

Please, let something go right.

 

[full]

Like it's the end

 

[MisterBGone]

Hurt and resigned to the fact that I won't be included in my oldest daughters life. I saw on FB that they threw her a baby shower and I wasn't invited. She looked very pretty. I know it's not about me now and these feelings have been going on for....almost 15 years of estrangement but the tears still do surprise me.

I wonder if she'll change her mind, and come around, (only!) once you are gone, @Lane ? Not a whole lot of good that will do you, of course~ *(but it's the sort of thing that could, I think, bring me some comfort... )

 

[JMG]

Still sick but at least a bit “better” now overall than I have been since it started 11 days ago. Aside from that, also feeling tired, drained, stressed, worried, uncertain, fearful and I guess a bit hopeless about some things as well. Just not sure how things could possibly be “ok” in the end, the prospects (as things currently are) do not look very hopeful or promising. Needing a major miracle in that area very, very soon.

Hugs for all who are wanting them 😊

 

[Aurelia]

Abigail was better than expected. Glad I went to see it

 

[Windhover]

@Lane
hugs to you. Being a mama too; I will say that'd be very hard to take. I'm sorry you are hurting. It's good to let it out.
🌳

 

[Windhover]

Hugs for all who are wanting them

I do.
Thank you @JMG

 

[Windhover]

Just really strange, but better than the last few days. I don't know how to keep this going and I f-ing dread going back into the pain. I don't know, maybe I could hold the pain away if I ran twice a day every day.

 

[1964dodge]

Just selling my house...

i hope the sale goes well and you get what you want for it

mike....

 

[1964dodge]

Hurt and resigned to the fact that I won't be included in my oldest daughters life. I saw on FB that they threw her a baby shower and I wasn't invited. She looked very pretty. I know it's not about me now and these feelings have been going on for....almost 15 years of estrangement but the tears still do surprise me.

i'm sorry @Lane . i know how it feels to be estranged from a child, it hurts more than others could know. mine was only a year or two , i couldn't compare to 15 years. i hope she comes to her senses soon.

mike....

 

[1964dodge]

Like it's the end

 

[1964dodge]

Still sick but at least a bit “better” now overall than I have been since it started 11 days ago. Aside from that, also feeling tired, drained, stressed, worried, uncertain, fearful and I guess a bit hopeless about some things as well. Just not sure how things could possibly be “ok” in the end, the prospects (as things currently are) do not look very hopeful or promising. Needing a major miracle in that area very, very soon.

Hugs for all who are wanting them 😊

you are still young with a lifetime of prospects ahead of you. life is full of positive things and unfortunately negative things. all you can do is keep fighting for what you want. what i do is try to live with the bad things and concentrate on all of the good things. you are an amazing person and i think you will do well in this life

mike....

 

[1964dodge]

i'm doing amazing this morning even if t's 3:30 in the morning. my pain level is the lowest it's been in ages. i'm a 3 on the ten scale. i know it won't last but it's a welcome relief. i'm going out to cruise in my baby today so i'm in very high spirits right now

mike....

 

[Astrid78]

i hope the sale goes well and you get what you want for it

mike....

It went very well thanks

 

[Astrid78]

Please, let something go right.

Hugs @Bergerac

 

[Bergerac]

Hugs @Bergerac

Thank you

 

[Astrid78]

Hurt and resigned to the fact that I won't be included in my oldest daughters life. I saw on FB that they threw her a baby shower and I wasn't invited. She looked very pretty. I know it's not about me now and these feelings have been going on for....almost 15 years of estrangement but the tears still do surprise me.

She is still your baby though. I'm sorry you're going through this, it's hard to know what to do about adult children. When they are young making them happy is so easy. Hugs @Lane I hope she comes around soon.

 

[Astrid78]

So stressful I couldn't even go through with it in the end when I was in that process. Next time I sell I hope it is for more positive reasons and I actually have a life to move on to. I was selling because of debt which is never a good position! Hope it goes ok @Astrid78

Ugh you're right, selling out of necessity is horrible. The last time I did this was also due to money issues, and i was mentally unstable, this time I'm simply making a small life change, moving from the boondocks back to the city.

 

[Aurelia]

My mother stood up for me when my stepfather started talking shit about my addiction (while being a drunk himself). Thank you, mom. I love you. I never really thought you understood and just criticized me but clearly there's a lot I don't know. I'm sorry. Thank you for accepting me.