How Are You Feeling Right Now?

[1964dodge]

i got up early doing well. we had a bunch of stuff to do today and was out for over 6 hours, and as usual i showed off in my 64 dodge lol. the last thing we had to do was a doctors appointment for my wife. well it was the longest appointment yet, a little over 2 hours. my pain level hit ten on the ten scale. after an hour and 45 minuets i called my wife to try to see if she could get going a little faster and i never do that, never.

well after two hours she finally came out. we live around 3 miles away so it didn't take long to get home. as soon as we got home we treated the pain aggresively. i took as many meds that i can and still be safe. she also put mmj salve on my legs as well as 5% lidocane patches. now i'm going to take a 100mg mmj gummie.

we learned from this. obviously when my pain gets that high away from home i'm screwed. we used to carry 2 pain meds, hydro - morphone or morphine. i can drive safely with pain meds but i can't drive with mmj. so now my wife has 2 morphine in the labeled bottle for emergencies. it was so bad i prayed for god to take me or help me, an hour later pain started to come down. now i'm down to a 5 so normal for me. i have to sleep well tonight because i have my cancer screening tomorrow. wish me luck or pray for it to be clean, your choice or both lol

mike

 

[AmberMarie]

Dangerous... i can't explain it... just know i feel it!

 

[Baywasp]

I feel like my mouth is physically very big on my face for some reason. I can't explain what it feels like, but it's driving me crazy.

 

[puffymilk]

Nervous, anxious

 

[AvidFan]

Bit nervy. Got a big meeting today with my current manager where I can express my disappointments over the new manager and hopefully work out a different way forward. Tomorrow I've got a full day of back to back face to face meetings/interviews to do, I always start those days off bright and optimistic and in a heap by the end. At least I've got Friday off to recover!

 

[puffymilk]

Feeling like crying

 

[1964dodge]

Nervous, anxious

 

[1964dodge]

Bit nervy. Got a big meeting today with my current manager where I can express my disappointments over the new manager and hopefully work out a different way forward. Tomorrow I've got a full day of back to back face to face meetings/interviews to do, I always start those days off bright and optimistic and in a heap by the end. At least I've got Friday off to recover!

i hope things go well

mike....

 

[1964dodge]

Feeling like crying

i hope your day gets better so instead of crying you can be smiling

mike....

 

[puffymilk]

i hope your day gets better so instead of crying you can be smiling

mike....

Thank you Mike, I'm trying to calm myself down now. It's mixed feelings of wanting to cry, anxiety, and nervousness. It's not good.

 

[1964dodge]

only got around 2 hours of sleep so tired but otherwise ok. i have to do a few things locally then go about 15 miles to my cancer screening, then i have to get an estimate for painting my 64 dodge next month

mike

 

[AvidFan]

only got around 2 hours of sleep so tired but otherwise ok. i have to do a few things locally then go about 15 miles to my cancer screening, then i have to get an estimate for painting my 64 dodge next month

mike

I'll be praying and wishing you luck 🙏

 

[AvidFan]

i hope things go well

mike....

Thanks, mate.

 

[1964dodge]

Thank you Mike, I'm trying to calm myself down now. It's mixed feelings of wanting to cry, anxiety, and nervousness. It's not good.

just try to calm yourrself down, you are a smart and compassionate person, i hope you can show as much empathy to yourself as you do to others. please do me a small favor, try to do something nice for yourself today

mike....

 

[1964dodge]

Thanks, mate.

you're welcome

mike....

 

[1964dodge]

I'll be praying and wishing you luck 🙏

thank you. i'm a little concerned because i haven't had the screening for 3 years and i'm supposed to do it every year. but only a little concerned not much. one year they found something and i had to go back 3 months later. it was just a chest infection easily cleared up with meds

mike....

 

[puffymilk]

just try to calm yourrself down, you are a smart and compassionate person, i hope you can show as much empathy to yourself as you do to others. please do me a small favor, try to do something nice for yourself today

mike....

Thank you so much, Mike. This means a lot to me. I’m having a headache because of the stress but I’m gonna try your advice.

 

[Aurelia]

I really hate this life. I just absolutely hate it.

 

[AvidFan]

I really hate this life. I just absolutely hate it.

Sorry. I feel that too just now.

 

[AvidFan]

Horrible, had meeting with my retiring manager and that was Ok but then had to deal with an emergency situation and sort out a load of shit, ended up getting soaked in the rain trying to post some stuff on (yes, post in 2024!))

I sent someone my standard email to arrange an initial meeting with a client, and they've fired back with all kinds of accusations about me being a control freak because of the T&Cs I mentioned. I don't make the fucking rules or the T&C's. What the fuck is wrong with people?

I've still go my mega busy day tomorrow and I feel done 😢