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AvidFan

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pretty much ok. the doctor at my lung speacilist is a moron and did everything but called me a liar. he said my symptons didn't match my cat scans. and even though he called in my prescriptions last night ( at a pharmacy i haven't used in over a decade, and i told them my pharmacy yesterday ) and this morning he called it a small case of pneumonia. yesterday he said it was a chest infection. when the cancer screening doctor called today said it was a chest infection and was appalled and furious how my lung specialist treated me. i have had at least 4 or 5 chest infections since 2018 and i know what they feel like. like i told them do the easiest first. now i'm going to have to have 3 or 4 new doctors lol.

mike.....*rant*rant*rant*rant*rant:mad::mad::mad::mad::mad::mad::mad::mad::mad::mad::mad::mad::mad:
Sorry to hear this, hope it gets sorted out. I hate these moronic doctors, I never really trust doctors so dread getting ill and having to deal with them.
 

AvidFan

Retired Cat Staff
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I am OK. I enjoyed the gig though beforehand I had a lot of the usual anxiety about getting there on time etc. Managed to eat out, then go to the gig. It wasn't entirely my cup of tea but it was fun to be at a gig with a friend. I treated myself to a cab home as the buses were shit as usual. The older I get the less patient I am getting with public transportation!
 
I was invited to a birthday party where this b*tch who tried to steal my ex boyfriend was also invited. The whole situation hurt me so much that I have been avoiding my ex and her for 2 months now. So I thought of not going to the party, but a friend told me to go because i need to appear strong and careless. I went, turns out she didnt come.
Makes me question, what did i do for this b*thc to despise me so much and be this afraid of me? It rly does hurt.
 
The more i try to think of it logically the more i find no reason for her to act this stupid. She even ignores all my friends.What did i do to her??? I never liked her yes, i talked behind her back yes, but she did it too. When i was with the guy she tried to ruin me in front of all my girl friends. And her excuse for blocking me was how i hid my stories from her on social media. Which is ridiculous.
Just admit you are intimidated by me b*tch. That ur afraid the guy found me prettier and that u couldnt have his attention as long as he was with me.

Its embarassing because the guy aint no Brad Pitt. Back in the time he was probably enjoying two girls having issues over him. But now, i just gave up. I care, but it doesnt appear so at least. A guy looking like that isnt even worth all this drama.
 

MisterBGone

~\_✅`,')
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I'm really sorry you're having to go through, and be-in, as well as struggle with--this situation @PrincessPure . It almost sounds as if it were something written out of a Drama, or something. Only the fact that it not only happens to be playing out in Real Life, instead... & Amongst your peers: has got to be just so heart-wrenching, and maddening, at the same time. I can only hope that a peaceful or serene feeling will eventually settle in for you & calm your mind at some point. So as to not have to feel in such distress over this horrid situation. And people are petty. They can be vindictive, and spiteful. And when strong, powerful emotions like love & jealousy, or whatever else enter into the mix. Then kind of all otherwise, logic/al or rational explanation (civil/or civilized behavior) goes, 'out the window!' ;/
 

AvidFan

Retired Cat Staff
SF Supporter
yesterday there was a little hint of my sense of positivity of going on to look for places that I could live and paint and breathe. I miss that ocean.

waking up today I'm back to the anxiety and feeling trapped.
I hope that little hint is just in hiding and will come back soon. Sorry to hear you are feeling anxious and trapped again. *sadhug*hug10
 

Lane

SF Pro
SF Supporter
Listening to my classic rock station waiting for my friend to pick me up. I think the day out will do me good, to ease my anxiety of dealing with health insurance issues, etc. going to a winery. Packed different cheeses and olives to sample. Excited to try. My daughter was cited yesterday for harassment at work, upset about that. She's 20. Life has its challenges for sure.
 

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