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How Are You Feeling Right Now?

AvidFan

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Agonizer engaged. Got up and was fine. Had a coffee and was fine. Went to the bathroom and suddenly coming down the stairs again my upper left back is in agony, certain movements hurt A LOT. I am wincing with pain. No idea what I've done - not done anything strenuous, feels like a trapped nerve. Had one on the other side many years ago - woke up with it and was in agony for weeks. Painkillers engaged but FFS!
 

Lane

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I am not feeling well and will never be, the isolation is killing me. Yesterday I went to buy some medication with the thought that it might work at least for a short time but it was so expensive that I could not buy it approximately $240.00 CDN. I am so ashamed of my self that I am a failure. Society deceived me and has created a monster. There is something wrong with me but society is so hypocritical that they do not have the guts to tell me in my face. The pain is unbearable is worst than being sick, that is the reason that I am extremely suicidal. I am extremely jealous of people who have money love and support and I have nothing. People see me for who I have not for who I am. and since I do not have a job and money nobody cares about me. I have not been heard and understood in 60 years, It is better to be dead than alive if you do not have any friends who wants to be friend of a bitter , angry, enraged 60 year old being in isolation is coming extremely dangerous as the only thing I do is self destruct myself, I ran out of options because I do not want to be alone I want people to come to me and accept me the way I am. I need to be loved and wanted, without that the only choice I have is to self destruct myself. I am extremely scared I no longer go to movie theatre across the street because I am scared to be on my own.
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I don't see a failure zuzu, but someone that is struggling in a very hard world. I think that some of those people with money that you see could very well have money problems, like debt or family issues too. I know it's hard to make friends at an older age and loneliness is a terrible feeling. You are a strong person for dealing with that too. It's difficult as we get older and people go their own ways. I just want to say that you are cared about here and I think you should try to see that movie across the street. I go alone to the movies, I don't like it, but I go. I hope that you spend more time with us here zuzu. *grouphug2*sadhug
 

AvidFan

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I don't see a failure zuzu, but someone that is struggling in a very hard world. I think that some of those people with money that you see could very well have money problems, like debt or family issues too. I know it's hard to make friends at an older age and loneliness is a terrible feeling. You are a strong person for dealing with that too. It's difficult as we get older and people go their own ways. I just want to say that you are cared about here and I think you should try to see that movie across the street. I go alone to the movies, I don't like it, but I go. I hope that you spend more time with us here zuzu. *grouphug2*sadhug
I also used to go to the local cinema on my own (until they demolished it and built a school!). I've been going to concerts and even occasionally eating out on my own for a very long time. It can be very freeing but it's definitely hard at first.
 

Lane

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I also used to go to the local cinema on my own (until they demolished it and built a school!). I've been going to concerts and even occasionally eating out on my own for a very long time. It can be very freeing but it's definitely hard at first.
I'm pretty used to eating out alone, not fancy restaurants. That doesn't bother me, but when I'm with someone I appreciate it even more.
 

Lane

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My niece was supposed to come stay with me yesterday but was curled up in a ball. She lost a lot of weight and kept repeating herself, so my daughter had her friend drive her car back to my house then we took her to the ER. I think they will admit her to psychiatric program after the hospital. She kept saying she doesn't want to be locked up and crying but this has been going on a year and I don't know what else to do bcz now she's homeless with no job. I don't think that I'm able to take care of when she's in this state, I don't mind if she stays with me to get back on her feet. In the meantime I'm watching her little teacup Chihuahua which brightens our days.
 

MisterBGone

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My niece was supposed to come stay with me yesterday but was curled up in a ball. She lost a lot of weight and kept repeating herself, so my daughter had her friend drive her car back to my house then we took her to the ER. I think they will admit her to psychiatric program after the hospital. She kept saying she doesn't want to be locked up and crying but this has been going on a year and I don't know what else to do bcz now she's homeless with no job. I don't think that I'm able to take care of when she's in this state, I don't mind if she stays with me to get back on her feet. In the meantime I'm watching her little teacup Chihuahua which brightens our days.
It sounds like you are doing your best, in or with, a very difficult situation. Think how she must feel for herself too? . . . to the extent that she is aware of, or has proper insight into her own situation & read on how (poorly) she is doing; & her overall state, and etc. Regardless of which--it's still admirable what you're doing. A lot of times people in these dire of circumstances just need someone to give them a little hope, and to have some belief in them. In order for them, often in their own time, to do whatever it takes to get better, or to get well. So I think you've all done the best that you could, under present circumstances, where every call feels/seems like a tough one. And sometimes a picking between the lesser of two evils. So on, and so on...
 

Lane

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It sounds like you are doing your best, in or with, a very difficult situation. Think how she must feel for herself too? . . . to the extent that she is aware of, or has proper insight into her own situation & read on how (poorly) she is doing; & her overall state, and etc. Regardless of which--it's still admirable what you're doing. A lot of times people in these dire of circumstances just need someone to give them a little hope, and to have some belief in them. In order for them, often in their own time, to do whatever it takes to get better, or to get well. So I think you've all done the best that you could, under present circumstances, where every call feels/seems like a tough one. And sometimes a picking between the lesser of two evils. So on, and so on...
Thanks Mr. B. I've been telling her it's going to be ok and "I have faith in you". She doesn't really respond. I just hope she can get help.
 

MisterBGone

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Thanks Mr. B. I've been telling her it's going to be ok and "I have faith in you". She doesn't really respond. I just hope she can get help.
That doesn't mean she doesn't hear you. She may just be shut-down, or borderline catatonic... approaching fugue-like, state~
Point being, regardless of what it is... I agree w/You! 100%

Sometimes, people are just "numb," too*!.;/
 

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