How Are You Feeling Right Now?

[Angie]

I know it’s after the fact now, but I hope you went to the pdoc. Better to get it out of the way asap so you don’t have as long to worry about it. I say this, but I am a pathological procrastinator, so no judgment if you decided to put it off.

I went lol

Glad I did, cuz as you say, its out of the way.

Also, I don't have to go back for 3 months, which is excellent!

 

[Angie]

I feel just a bit better than terrible. Last night I was having some serious thoughts about making plans, who I would say goodbye to, and how. I don’t have a serious plan now, but it’s disturbing that it’s becoming concrete planning instead of mere fantasy.

I maybe should call a crisis line or something, but my experience with treatment has been so dehumanizing and discouraging that I would rather not bother.

Here for you

 

[Bergerac]

burning up, with pains down my leg

 

[Lane]

Deeply emotionally torn around a current painful situation along with the Fear around the accompanied unknown following that I do know will all be changing my life and world.

Sorry to hear so much is going right now J. I hope things turn out in your favor.

 

[Lane]

burning up, with pains down my leg

Hope you feel better.

 

[jess♡]

Suicidal

 

[Innocent Forever]

Suicidal

Hugs

 

[jess♡]

Hugs

Thank you

 

[AvidFan]

Stuffed full of pizza and incoherent. I had to take a work call this evening and I couldn't string 2 sentences together due to lack of sleep. There's my usual insomnia which resets after a couple of days of no sleep, and then there's Insomnia with a capital I which is what I appear to have now. Couldn't trust myself to cook with gas so ordered the pizza and realised I haven't eaten all day and my food capacity has shrunk, which means I have tomorrow's meal waiting in the fridge.

 

[Atreides]

burning up, with pains down my leg

I hope you get to feeling better.

 

[Windhover]

burning up, with pains down my leg

Sorry it's bad.
I hope the high fever helps kill the virus and you begin getting better soon.

 

[Windhover]

Stuffed full of pizza and incoherent. I had to take a work call this evening and I couldn't string 2 sentences together due to lack of sleep. There's my usual insomnia which resets after a couple of days of no sleep, and then there's Insomnia with a capital I which is what I appear to have now. Couldn't trust myself to cook with gas so ordered the pizza and realised I haven't eaten all day and my food capacity has shrunk, which means I have tomorrow's meal waiting in the fridge.

Is there a pattern; it occurred to me that you've gone back to eating wheat and the insomnia showed up?

I hope sleep comes back and you get rest tonight.

 

[AvidFan]

Is there a pattern; it occurred to me that you've gone back to eating wheat and the insomnia showed up?

I hope sleep comes back and you get rest tonight.

Thank you. I will think on this when more coherent, hopefully after a sleep!

 

[jess♡]

I have shooting pain down my spine, I am really suffering right now. I can’t deal with this anymore. 💔

 

[1964dodge]

Deeply emotionally torn around a current painful situation along with the Fear around the accompanied unknown following that I do know will all be changing my life and world.

 

[1964dodge]

Awake. Spent 4 hours awake in bed after going to bed early, in bed about 10pm, still awake at 2am. Must have then slept a little because I had a few weird dreams, but when I looked at the clock it was 6.45am. Few days in a row of this now, sleep has become next to impossible. I listened to a hypno relaxation recording for two hours and was as awake at the end as at the beginning and just threw my headphones off the bed. At least it's 7am as I type, which is reasonably sensible, and it wasn't 4am or something ridiculous when I finally looked at the clock and decided I was done lying there. Another long day beckons.

 

[1964dodge]

I have shooting pain down my spine, I am really suffering right now. I can’t deal with this anymore. 💔

i'm sorry that you are living in pain. i hope you and your doctor can work together to lower or eliminate the pain

mike....

 

[1964dodge]

I feel just a bit better than terrible. Last night I was having some serious thoughts about making plans, who I would say goodbye to, and how. I don’t have a serious plan now, but it’s disturbing that it’s becoming concrete planning instead of mere fantasy.

I maybe should call a crisis line or something, but my experience with treatment has been so dehumanizing and discouraging that I would rather not bother.

please stay safe @LumberJack

mike......

 

[1964dodge]

burning up, with pains down my leg

i hope you called your doctor. i hope you feel bettter soon

mike....

 

[1964dodge]

Suicidal

i'm sorry that you feel suicidal. hope you can find a way to cope and feel better

mike.....