Apart from my boyfriend breaking up with me for trying to contact him because I was about to die. He has been telling me that it's too soon for him to move on while he deleted every picture he had with me and added girls to his social media. He broke up with me just a week ago. I don't deserve any of this and I'm so tired.
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How Are You Feeling Right Now?
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Frustrated about a lot of things. The rash hasn't really gone away and it's warm. I lost my tool to adjust the car rack for kayaking. My wood working project has stalled and i put an hour into it today without any good resolution. But most of all this rash is killing me. I'm terrified about when the medicine which is supposed to help me runs out (Monday).
mostly alone today on the holiday but that's ok I can't go out in the sun. It's not terribly warm but would be a good day to get something done.
mostly alone today on the holiday but that's ok I can't go out in the sun. It's not terribly warm but would be a good day to get something done.
You really deserve better and it sounds like he's being immature. I know that you're really going through a hard time right now but is it possible to treat yourself with a bit of kindness, as if you were your own best friend? Break ups are so difficult and hurt so bad. Is there anything you can do to make yourself feel a little bit better? 
Yes, I feel the same way for sure.
Feelings today - Well-rested (dealing with heat in the day and then the “cooling down” after that seems to help me sleep a lot better, thank god), worried but also somewhat content, or at least fairly “neutral” which is better than down/stressed at least.
Wishing the best for everyone here, always.
For those feeling especially down, wanting to no longer be alive and things along those lines - please try to keep those wise words in mind “This too shall pass”. They have pretty much always given me a lot of comfort in times of distress. I know it can be hard “in the moment” to believe, but it has always proven to be true for me. The advice given here of doing kind things for yourself/being gentle with yourself and “being your own best friend” are also really excellent things to keep in mind as well. I try to do all those things as much as I can, and I believe they help a lot
Feelings today - Well-rested (dealing with heat in the day and then the “cooling down” after that seems to help me sleep a lot better, thank god), worried but also somewhat content, or at least fairly “neutral” which is better than down/stressed at least.
Wishing the best for everyone here, always.
For those feeling especially down, wanting to no longer be alive and things along those lines - please try to keep those wise words in mind “This too shall pass”. They have pretty much always given me a lot of comfort in times of distress. I know it can be hard “in the moment” to believe, but it has always proven to be true for me. The advice given here of doing kind things for yourself/being gentle with yourself and “being your own best friend” are also really excellent things to keep in mind as well. I try to do all those things as much as I can, and I believe they help a lot
That is okay. I'm glad you are getting treated, and that you are getting help. Just follow their recommended advice, and recommendations, I guess~ / I hope that you can feel better, and don't feel too badly. We all make mistakes. No sense in beating ourselves up over the matter... (usually only serves to compound matters--or the problem/s).
From those I'd worked with in the group homes, some of them were the most capable and able to accomplish & achieve great things--successes, in life (when not encumbered by their illness). They had great abilities to do things, and be just some really incredible and extraordinary personalities. And also, when things were going well - you might not even know that they'd had the m. i. in the first place~ / I admired them greatly. They had great character. And were good people.
