How Are You Feeling Right Now?

[mosaic hearts]

nvm

I'm here to listen if you wish to reach out.

 

[AmberMarie]

Very uncertain, panicked, worried. But safe.

Glad you are safe. The rest can be worked on. Why are you panicked?

 

[AmberMarie]

Extremely overwhelmed! i have so much to do to move forward... n can't find the item that needs to be done 1st. Everything on my list needs to happen after something else. Tiny example: Can't move till i find a job. Can't find a job till i know where i can move to.

 

[MisterBGone]

Extremely overwhelmed! i have so much to do to move forward... n can't find the item that needs to be done 1st. Everything on my list needs to happen after something else. Tiny example: Can't move till i find a job. Can't find a job till i know where i can move to.

Well... It sound slik, you need: "three~Siwhes," granted^ I'll see what I can do!*~>

 

[Brân]

I can fully understand how stressful this all can be. You mentioning the chronic migraines does make me wonder whether this is what's causing anisocoria. particularly if it's a cluster headache that's localised behind the affected eye.

As an option while you wait for the 30th to come round, you could perhaps contact Moorfields Direct : 0207 566 2345 . It's staffed by opthalmic nurses who will hopefully be able to provide you with suitable information and support.

I'll drop further info in the following link :
https://www.moorfields.nhs.uk/ae/nurse-led-helpline

All the best B

Heyo,

Thank you for this! It's really helpful.

I spoke to a friend at work about it this morning, just casually in passing and she said she has it as well, exactly as ive described where it feels like one eye isn't reacting to light as it should be. Apparently hers was checked and her optician basically said that it can happen after some kind of infection (strep throat, tonsillitis) and is more common in women and its harmless. She gets headaches occasionally and sometimes has to rub her eye to get her pupil to wake up??? Like wtf is that haha??

I'm still getting mine checked because it could be completely different, but it was nice to have a bit of face to face reassurance that it's not just me with freaky eyes

 

[Lane]

I don't think you should have to feel anything other than what you automatically, or normally do - right now @Lane . . . That's human nature, and it's a Mother's instinct. So don't be too hard on yourself, for how you naturally, organically & automatically feel. You have the reaction that you do. And it is a response that is genuine. And not to be judged, or harshly critical over (judging, the judgement, so to speak). I'm sure I'd be in a daze, too if I were you~*/> So, just hang in there, as best you can & try to take care!

Thanks Mister B. I hope you are doing well.

 

[Lane]

Very uncertain, panicked, worried. But safe.

Glad that you're safe of course but hope that the other feelings level off.

 

[AvidFan]

Going through what appears to be my new daily cycle - wake up feeling slightly positive, anxiety starts ramping up, once I start work or activities it's a nice distraction, then by the end of the day it's turned to exhaustion and stressed feelings. Did not sleep a wink last night, it was totally awful. I pray I get some sleep soon.

 

[Lane]

Going through what appears to be my new daily cycle - wake up feeling slightly positive, anxiety starts ramping up, once I start work or activities it's a nice distraction, then by the end of the day it's turned to exhaustion and stressed feelings. Did not sleep a wink last night, it was totally awful. I pray I get some sleep soon.

 

[TragicReality]

I know I'm totally useless. I cant live anymore

 

[Lane]

I know I'm totally useless. I cant live anymore

I think you're great toomuchreality. Please stay safe.

 

[LumberJack]

Right now I’m feeling skeptical. I want to get better, but I’m also doubtful that anything will work. I have tried everything I could think of, and still struggle. I’m not giving up, but boy, do I want to.

 

[Angie]

Dreading the day. Frustrated with medical shit.

I'm wondering if feeling useless will kill me in the end.

 

[TragicReality]

I'm here to listen if you wish to reach out.

thank you

 

[TragicReality]

I think you're great toomuchreality. Please stay safe.

thanks. but you don't know me, i am useless

 

[Tor]

Heavily anxious. My health is worsening and I have a strong resistance to seeking medial care. There is a huge mental block of avoidance when I know I need to make an appointment. I didn’t work today because I can’t. So I need to get this taken care of so I don’t lose my job.

I don’t even know if I should drive. My partner is asleep after switching to 3rd shift. I have a friend I can call to ask to take me, but I’m anxious about asking. I don’t like asking for help. It’s very hard for me. This has been occurring for several days now, and the feedback loop is exacerbating my mental conditions, specially my generalized anxiety.

I’m also scared to take an Uber. The way I feel makes me need support of someone in my life, but there’s only one person at this time, and they may not even answer the phone.

I feel in a paralyzed state of indecision, so this is all extremely difficult right now. This feels pathetic

 

[AmberMarie]

Well... It sound slik, you need: "three~Siwhes," granted^ I'll see what I can do!*~>

Thank you for the smiles Mr B.

 

[Tor]

thanks. but you don't know me, i am useless

You matter

I know that feeling well though.

 

[Lonely dude30]

Feeling depressed and failure because I can’t find another job. I’m only destined for sign holder jobs since I only get positive feedback at sign holder jobs. Also snow shoveling jobs give me positive feedback. Even mascot jobs give me positive feedback. I’m thankful for my sign holder job because im good at it and it’s not easy getting a job.

 

[Livelife]

I know I'm totally useless. I cant live anymore

I hope you get a break from being in that feeling. It stinks to feel it, and the days I don't are so different. l hope it changes for you.