How Are You Feeling Right Now?

[Angie]

I just want out of this life

Here for you

 

[Bergerac]

Here for you

thank you so much

 

[Lane]

Empty

Sorry to hear you're having these feelings total eclipse. You're in my thoughts. You're Avi is beautiful btw.

 

[Lane]

I just want out of this life

Life can be so hard at times Bergerac. I hope you can find some peace very soon.

 

[Bergerac]

Life can be so hard at times Bergerac. I hope you can find some peace very soon.

thank you. Just in the midst of trouble, at the moment. With no chance of getting out of it.

How are you?

 

[Lane]

Sad. I have so much work to do on myself and so little patience to see it through. I just know that I will continue to be sad for a very long time until I finally manage to change my life. Either way, I’m better off just not dwelling on the future at all. The present is enough of a shitstorm on its own.

It sounds like you're being hard on yourself Inanimate. Also, sorry to hear that you're feeling sad. I agree though that it does seem daunting to look far into the future for change. Baby steps, right? Hope you have a decent day.

 

[Lane]

thank you. Just in the midst of trouble, at the moment. With no chance of getting out of it.

How are you?

I hope it works itself out Bergerac. I'm ok, thanks. ☺️

 

[Livelife]

i hope you and your dogs stay safe and don't get too affected by the hurricane.

happy birthday

mike....

Thanks a lot mike

 

[total eclipse]

Lifeless in a fog

 

[AmberMarie]

Hopeful that today can be at least a tiny bit productive before my body gives up on me.

 

[Inanimate]

It sounds like you're being hard on yourself Inanimate.

It sounds like another thing I need to work on, lol. In all seriousness, that’s what I needed to hear, and, more often than not, that’s what I need to tell myself. Being hard on myself makes me sadder than I need to be. Thank you for reminding me.

 

[LumberJack]

I’m not at all suicidal today, as in not wishing to die. I’m still tremendously depressed. I feel totally worthless and incompetent. And my competence is about the main thing I have as a strength. I’m intimidated by my work right now, and avoiding it because it is frustrating.

 

[Holding my breath]

i hope you are feeling better today

mike....

Thanks Mike, hope you are doing ok. I know things are tough for you atm. Sending hugs. Xx

 

[AvidFan]

Mildly embarrassed and a bit ashamed, but for no good reason. I went to the supermarket, and grabbed 2 expired loaves for 47p, which I can freeze and live off. I also got a jar of pesto, some soya milk, and a kilo of pasta (80p for the kilo). I decided I would treat myself to something sweet, but all the choc bar packs were like £1.75, in the end I saw an offer for 2 packs of 5 for £2 with the loyalty app so thought I'd get those. After all that, got to the checkout and it didn't come to a lot - but they'd charged me full price £2.70 for the chocolate bars. So I went and took a photo, then went to the customer service desk and requested they give me my 70p, and they did. In the past I'd have just walked out annoyed because I was earning well and didn't really care, but 70p could buy me a week's worth of loaves - no point scrimping on things just to get robbed by the bastards.

 

[LumberJack]

I was mostly okay this morning, but I am not sure how much longer I can hold it together. More details in a recent post by me in the 1-10 thread. The thing that I find interesting is that I am having these short audio hallucinations. It sounds like a human voice, but the sound is no word; it’s more like a barking sound. Not to worry; I have spoken with my doctor about this, and I remember that it was not a concern. It’s fairly common in otherwise healthy people in between waking and falling asleep. The problem though is that I still have work to do, but I’m falling asleep at my desk. 😬

 

[1964dodge]

Old-maybe? Useless-never!

thank you barb

mike....

 

[1964dodge]

Empty

 

[1964dodge]

I just want out of this life

 

[1964dodge]

thank you. Just in the midst of trouble, at the moment. With no chance of getting out of it.

How are you?

 

[1964dodge]

Thanks a lot mike

you're welcome janis

mike....