How Are You Feeling Right Now?

[Aurelia]

I love embroidery!

What stitches did you learn?

The back stitch and French knot

 

[AnHeroTransGirl]

Fucking terrible, and no one is helping me despite the obvious stress I have

 

[LumberJack]

Right now I wish someone would take mercy on me and end my suffering. I could go today without regrets, except for regretting that I stuck around so long.

 

[Angie]

The back stitch and French knot

you will use both of those frequently!

I always have to review the French knot though I've been doing them a long time.

Happy stitching!

 

[Windhover]

I don't know how to describe this feeling(s). A pain I hadn't really acknowledged has stopped.

 

[1964dodge]

I feel pretty tired.

i hope you rest today

mike.....

 

[1964dodge]

Upset.

i'm sorry that you feel upset, do you want to talk about it ? i hope things improve for you soon

mike....

 

[1964dodge]

So glad you are doing better. I understand about not wanting to go to the hospital. It is no joy to be there.
I may go home soon. Blood tests are showing some real issues. Will see doctor on Thursday. I am totally ready to go home. Just don't want the exit to be hard.

i am selfish, i want you to stay here as long as i''m here. although i like and appreciate you i hope you have a painless trip home. i hope they can help you and you will try to stay alive. but when we both go home i want to visit you in teddy bear heaven. as much as you love teddy bears i'm sure you will have many many teddy bears.

mike.....

 

[1964dodge]

Hey Mike, that's really great to hear! I am feeling so much better as well things are going pretty good here

that makes me happy, i hope you continue to have good days

mike....

 

[1964dodge]

Thank-you for the supportive message @1964dodge I am going to try but confidence is low x

you're welcome.

mike....

 

[1964dodge]

I'm feeling very down & weapy today. A lot of things are bothering me. One of them is intense lonelyness. I have better days & bad days around this. The last few days are bad days. It's really hard being alone & having no one to rely on except yourself in real life. Really hard. I'm crying as I write this. I don't want to live like this for the rest of my life. What's the point? None. Absolutely none. If I die tomorrow (of natural causes) the government will have to bury me. I have no one. I took care of my mom a few years ago. I have no one to take care of me. Sorry for being so somber & dark. I can't help it. What's the point of living like this? I don't know...

it's ok to be somber and dark here. i have posted somber and dark content myself when things were bad. i'm sorry that things are bad right now. is there any way to go out more and just have fun while mingling, volunteer someplace, or go to or start a group with your interests?. and as far as finding a forever partner it's possible. people in their 80s get married so you have plenty of time. just know you are a good person

mike.....

 

[1964dodge]

Loneliness...

 

[1964dodge]

Im anxious, I’m frustrated and irritated, I don’t have much hope for today but my brain is going faster than I can. I’m just trying to gear up for disappointment before it hits me. Again.

i'm sorry that you aren't doing well right now. gearing up for failure sucks. what i have always done was hope for the best but prepare for the worst. I always keep failure as a possibility in the back of my mind so i wouldn't be so disappointed. i hope things get better for you soon

mike.....

 

[1964dodge]

Great

keep up the good work, i'm proud of you

mike,.....

 

[1964dodge]

i'm actually doing a lot better

mike....

 

[puffymilk]

keep up the good work, i'm proud of you

mike,.....

Thank you Mike, and glad to hear you're doing a lot better

 

[AmberMarie]

Too overwhelmed and in desperate need of a reset!

 

[Lane]

I don't know how to describe this feeling(s). A pain I hadn't really acknowledged has stopped.

Sounds like a good thing seabird. 🤗

 

[Lane]

Right now I wish someone would take mercy on me and end my suffering. I could go today without regrets, except for regretting that I stuck around so long.

I'm sorry that you're hurting so badly right now LumberJack. I always find your posts so insightful. I hope that you can treat yourself gently because you are such a good soul.

 

[Lane]

Fucking terrible, and no one is helping me despite the obvious stress I have

Sorry to hear that your feeling terrible. What kind of things do you need help with? There are things that you can do to relieve stress that doesn't include anyone, just saying so you don't have to rely on anybody.