How Are You Feeling Right Now?

[SillyOldBear]

panic or anxiety attack and throwing up, feel like this is the end

Do you have any idea what brought this on? Maybe find a way to stop it from getting so bad.

 

[AmberMarie]

panic or anxiety attack and throwing up, feel like this is the end

Emergency Hugs and a gift basket of caring being sent your way!

 

[AmberMarie]

Personally feeling a lot of pain. Physically and mentally... yet emotionally numb... or just wanting to be emotionally numb.

 

[Windhover]

thnaks for the help @AvidFan , @SillyOldBear , and @AmberMarie
🩷

turns out it was the start of a migraine

 

[Angie]

I have a sinus infection. On top of everything else. Been thru half a box of Puffs today

 

[KM76710]

Thank you, am sure they mean well, it can be daunting coming to a new site and I hope they find it useful being here, we're all here to support each other as best we can, whatever we're going through at the time ❤️❤️❤️

I agree. Getting used to the site and flow of things can take a bit of time. I do see it as just relax and ease into a person's own groove here getting used to how things move along.

 

[KM76710]

Down. So hopelessly down.

I hope some cheer comes to you soon, and not to feel so down and bad.

 

[zuzu]

Hello I have not been in the forum for sometime. I am not feeling well as I feel that my privacy was violated. I am tired of past 2 years of hell only bad news after bad news. I am sick and tired to be judged, nobody can see the good on me. If it happen that you are from Canada, I constantly call 988 as I feel extremely irritable, Yesterday I received a follow up call, unfortunately this isolation is making my racing thoughts very intense due to the lack of love and support. I told them not to call the police and they did, I feel extremely violated. They knocked on my door which I found extremely harrassing at least if they call ahead I will feel more comfortable. THey did not treated me badly but only the way they come how people will about me specially now that someone open the door to them, I am tired to be judged, How will not think about dying, if I have no friends no support no job nobody to cares about me. I will not celebrate christmas anymore. Now I am on my own that s what I have no choice but to think only in dying. I can no longer call 988 as I am extremely scared of them, they think that they care but not, I can no longer make friends and relations there is nothing for me on this earth. An hour later the first responders came in, at least they were more supportive as they told them that I need to be heard and understood and that people stop judging me and see good on me. They want me to take me to the hospital but I refused as I cannot pay an ambulance, and I no longer trust doctors and nurses. They do not want to help they want to ruin me. I have not receive any word of love and hope. Who wants to live this life everybody gave up on me why not give up on myself. At least I could call 988, but I will no longer do it and I am scared to file a complaint, nobody can understand my pain. that's what society did to me.

 

[From_Venus]

you are who you are and you shouldn't try to change or hide it. sometimes it's best not to say a lot at first but honesty is always best. for me personally i would rather know something up front. he liked you for you and if he's a true friend he will still like you, if he doesn't then it's on him. imagine going through life with " what if "

mike...

ty

 

[From_Venus]

Keep going. Many feel, just as you do... It's going to be, o.k.! :^)

ty

 

[MisterBGone]

Hello I have not been in the forum for sometime. I am not feeling well as I feel that my privacy was violated. I am tired of past 2 years of hell only bad news after bad news. I am sick and tired to be judged, nobody can see the good on me. If it happen that you are from Canada, I constantly call 988 as I feel extremely irritable, Yesterday I received a follow up call, unfortunately this isolation is making my racing thoughts very intense due to the lack of love and support. I told them not to call the police and they did, I feel extremely violated. They knocked on my door which I found extremely harrassing at least if they call ahead I will feel more comfortable. THey did not treated me badly but only the way they come how people will about me specially now that someone open the door to them, I am tired to be judged, How will not think about dying, if I have no friends no support no job nobody to cares about me. I will not celebrate christmas anymore. Now I am on my own that s what I have no choice but to think only in dying. I can no longer call 988 as I am extremely scared of them, they think that they care but not, I can no longer make friends and relations there is nothing for me on this earth. An hour later the first responders came in, at least they were more supportive as they told them that I need to be heard and understood and that people stop judging me and see good on me. They want me to take me to the hospital but I refused as I cannot pay an ambulance, and I no longer trust doctors and nurses. They do not want to help they want to ruin me. I have not receive any word of love and hope. Who wants to live this life everybody gave up on me why not give up on myself. At least I could call 988, but I will no longer do it and I am scared to file a complaint, nobody can understand my pain. that's what society did to me.

Hi zuzu, I'm sorry that circumstances have not been kind to you. Truth be told, I've been wondering how you were doing... I hope that you can find a way to feel better, and less in distress. You deserve to find peace & happiness, just like any of the rest of us~ / I wish you didn't have to keep having these negative experiences, and/or interactions with emergency services. And that all parties involved, understood more how to handle, or help you. And to just make you somehow feel better. When in such a stressful situation. And on the verge of a crisis. Hopefully, one day you can feel well enough to be open to trusting them once again. If only, for your sake & benefit!* Take care, and Happy Holidays. Mr b

 

[Bergerac]

How are you, @MisterBGone ?

 

[puffymilk]

I'm in a pretty good mood

 

[MisterBGone]

How are you, @MisterBGone ?

this is his asst., will pass your msg., on accordingly... & thank you for inquiring~!* hahaha

 

[Bergerac]

this is his asst., will pass your msg., on accordingly... & thank you for inquiring~!* hahaha

So rude

 

[MisterBGone]

So rude

I was only teasing, sometimes it doesn't translate--or transfer, over onto text (or print!). My apologies~> !s

 

[Bergerac]

Yes, no problem; I understood. I was, in fact, joking, too.

 

[AvidFan]

Just waking up after a bit of a weird day yesterday, kept getting hiccups, no doubt from eating crap for 3 days so far 🤔 Slept OK I think.

Am declaring victory over the neighbours. My white noise system seems to do the trick. I had an eerie silence today when I was checking my internet things over morning coffee, first peep from the bird I put the white noise on, and no more bird. Have got the volume just right and don't even really notice it now when it's on. Every now and then I have to turn the volume back up because it turns it down to protect my ears and there's no way to actually turn this feature off. I love these safety features that are actually a major PITA but at least it's only once every 12 hours or something.

Got a few odds and ends I need to get before the proper holidays and am meeting a friend for coffee this evening, so hoping for another enjoyable day but might try to eat better, my body isn't used to eating crap, clearly! Maybe the odd chocolate bar but not a pure chocolate diet 😂

 

[Lane]

panic or anxiety attack and throwing up, feel like this is the end

I hope you're feeling better by the time you read this seabird.

 

[LumberJack]

Having a problem with obsessive thoughts. Same thing over and over again. I counter them with recognizing the cognitive distortion and replacing the distressing thoughts with more realistic ones. This takes several minutes at a time, and it lasts for only a minute or two.