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How Are You Feeling Right Now?

Sassy Cat

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I always like seeing you here, and your cat too.
That hollow, alone feeling is well known to me. But it can't be allowed to rule our lives, at least that is what I tell myself and push myself out for a run or whatever.

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Thanks *hug some days are just harder than others and I agree we can’t let these moments rule our lives. it is very good to push forward and get through the low moments
 

Sassy Cat

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Just feeling pretty hopeless. I am so sad and nobody in real world gives a fuck. I just dont understand whats wrong with me, that people would treat me like a disposable object, that has no use to them now. Totally alone.
I am sorry people are treating you so poorly. I get feeling so very alone it’s hard I know. Just know people here care *hug10
 

Survivorist

Black sheep of my family....
Today 1 - I got the marriage finally accepted by my ex employer (Very important, so Spain can not say no to a visa for my wife...), my salary arrived and in 5 days I fly to Africa for 4 weeks to get rid of the last medication, I took since years. I will just walk every day in the heat, drink my juice and tea, be with my wife and heal. I hope once and for all the problems are solved. I know I will always be in danger - there might even be one day a "fall back" - but I will be finally more or less normal. This forum has helped me so much. Thank you all guys and girls.
 

AvidFan

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I feel like I have made the biggest mistake of my life and it's going to be life-ending. I couldn't take much more on Monday. I've tried to keep going through absolute hell. I thought this would be sorted today and I've got one bloke waiting outside because "the roof ladder is being used on another job at the moment." I just want this hell to be over and I have surefire way of doing that sitting right there in the cupboard. All this money I'm losing and for what, looks like I've managed to find incompetent disorganized fucking scammers.
 

AvidFan

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He's doing something but I don't know what. If they lied about one thing on the quote what else did they lie about? I chose the more expensive quote because the cheaper one didn't include scaffolding - but I got a bloke with a ladder anyway. If they lied about the scaffolding in the quote what other things in there are they just going to not actually do? I wish I could climb up the ladder and fall off it headfirst.
 

AvidFan

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Can you manage to go and speak to him and see whats going on?
I've spoken to them, he just keeps saying it's a straightforward job and he's sorting it all out. They couldn't manage to do the gutter today for some reason, that could be tomorrow or Monday. He seems to be doing something, the gaffer told him to take pics and stuff so I'll have to wait and see. There's still some daylight left. I've asked them to clean the moss off the slates while they're up there, I'm sick of people saying "I've been doing this 25 years and it's not a problem" vs internet research which universally says it's a problem, but without telling them to bugger off half way through the job there's not much I can do at this point.
 

AvidFan

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I just give up. The roofer used my toilet and broke it, I went up and the stop valve was broken. I went and confronted him and he denied all knowledge. Fuck knows what he did, it was fine before that. But I have no actual proof. Now it's on the blink and could potentially overflow infinitely if that mechanism is gone. It is one thing after another, after another, after another. I'm absolutely fucked off to the point of just wanting to be done with it all permanently.
 

AvidFan

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Even my new fucking laptop. Doing the same thing every HP laptop I've ever bought does - disconnect wifi if you leave it unattended. Tells you there is no wifi adapter installed until you restart the laptop. First troubleshoot is go to the power management tab on the driver but it doesn't have one. I feel like screaming.
 

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