How Are You Feeling Right Now?

[Survivorist]

Gotta ask, but you don't need to answer if you don't want to. How does this diet effect bodily functions. Like energy, muscle building, colon, liver, bladder etc. Seems to me they would protest. Do you lose a lot of weight? TY

1 - It's always limited in time, you cannot do this forever. Max. is 100 days.
2 - No, I am not losing muscles or so - I do sport every day to gain
3 - Mo, I am not losing weight (maybe in 60 days 5 ot 6 KG).
4 - Imagine, it's like eating only salad for a while.
5 - Gives me more time, less work, more power and energy and due to sport I can sleep better and it helps if you phase out medication.You feel nothing.
6 - Walking 20 or 25000 steps a day is just fun - we talk, we sit an hour in the shade, listen to music - and when a point is reached when its getting to hot, we wait for the bus.

This is nothing exceptional - just being a vegetarian but instead of eating, I drink it, sometimes even with milk, And no, I am not fat or overweight or something,
But I can always get rid of some KG as it feels better. With 1,75 m I mean 63 KG feels just right - 70 is somehow too much. That is all and no miracle, nor complicated,

 

[puffymilk]

I'm doing pretty good

 

[Inastorm]

I'm not alright ready and I'm thinking I am never going to be.

 

[AvidFan]

I'm not alright ready and I'm thinking I am never going to be.

 

[Windhover]

I'm okay at the moment. One of my paintings got a compliment. I've been too critical of the work, so this was a reminder to have some hope.

 

[Auri]

Auri, have a safe and good as possible trip. I'm so sorry to hear of your loss. My grandma was the coolest person, so I thought of her instantly when I read your post. Maybe grandmas greet the new arrivals in heaven. Take care, let us know how it goes.

Thank you. She was a very sweet, funny and artistic granny. We used to stay up at night with tea and laugh at jokes from the calendar. Later she sent me some by mail. We also had the same passion for beautiful or cute images - like she collected stamps, and the tiny stickers on fruit. :p Of course, she's my main inspiration for painting as well. I hope I get to keep some of her paintings (and her brother's whom I never met) - they're all over her house. She wasn't communicating much in the past few years anymore, but I regret not having had the time to show her some of mine. She would've been the happiest granny. I hope she didn't suffer.

 

[1964dodge]

Thank you

you're welcome

mike...

 

[1964dodge]

I am on a clear 1,25. I am just now getting out of all of it. I accepted, that from time to time I will have an "accident" - but I can and have to live with that. But suicidal ideas, depressions, tears, missing hygiene, self-harm etc, are gone completely. I do really a lot of sports, eat nothing - only juice - (and again this is not for people with eating disorders, ok?). So, I will be absent for a while now - as we concentrate now on visa issues, flights etc. and will live in future on the two sides - 3 months Africa and 9 months Spain (plus vacation). This is really nice - Spain is f.... cold in winter. Here now every day 42 degrees C.

Send you peace with this song. https://www.youtube.com/shorts/sajp0KFIhw4

i hope everything works out for you and you havea great time. you can come back anytime, even to drop in and say hi

mike....

 

[AvidFan]

Productive. Had a couple of very profitable days, been doing my remote job more and really enjoying it again, I love days when I just have to get up, sit on sofa, fire up laptop and coffee, and just do interesting work with no commute or awkward people to deal with. So mainly been doing that yesterday and today, with the odd video call/meeting thrown in for the other job. Need to pick up the slack financially after the roof expense. Getting ahead despite my weird dazed tension headache thing.

 

[1964dodge]

Hilarious how some people even dare to ask me out, like is there no mirror in your house?

maybe they think you would consider them for substance not just looks. i have some really bad news. people said i was very handsome when i was young and dated so many girls ranging from not very good looking to gorgeous babes ( ended up marrying the not so good looking one and glad i did ) now i'm almost 68 and the looks are gone. enjoy your good looks now because some day poof they're gone.

mike

 

[1964dodge]

14 years of being stuck on Suboxone, then 6 months of Subutex, and I'm now off for 2 months. It's actually possible. And pretty easily, without most of the withdrawal symptoms. More addicts must come to know this...there are so many people who are stuck. It doesn't seem it's a well-known method yet.

the meds did help you but the main reason you got better is because you wanted to and you fought hard to get better. without your determination and will power it probably wouldn't have happened. i am very proud of you.

mike...

 

[1964dodge]

My favourite person in the family, my granny, passed away today. I can cry on command by thinking about her, but as long as I don’t, I’m “fine”. Going away to Poland tomorrow.

i am so sorry for your loss

mike....

 

[Aurelia]

the meds did help you but the main reason you got better is because you wanted to and you fought hard to get better. without your determination and will power it probably wouldn't have happened. i am very proud of you.

mike...

I appreciate that, but I have to say that every time I tried my hardest, I failed. This method is different. You don't feel that sickness. It leaves your system slowly enough that you hardly feel anything, so I didn't have to try very hard at all, not beyond simply not wanting to use again. And I feel like it wasn't really me at all. I failed. Over and over again. God succeeded, I wouldn't have. Finding out about this method of detox wasn't an accident.

 

[1964dodge]

Pissed and hurt and made to feel not good enough once again.

i'm sorry that happened

mike....

 

[1964dodge]

Nervous about my appointment tomorrow with a psychiatrist. This one specializes in treatment-resistant depression supposedly, so seems promising. I try to keep my expectations level, meaning having none whatsoever, but because I need the help, the stakes are high regardless. I just hope that whatever he puts me on doesn’t cause more problems, although that seems to be a given.

 

[1964dodge]

I'm not alright ready and I'm thinking I am never going to be.

 

[Winslow]

I appreciate my life--shit and all🪂

 

[1964dodge]

had a horrible pain spike earlier, 10 out of 10. of course i knew it would come down but had to work aggressively to get it down. i had to take more pain meds than normal up to the safety margin to be safe, put 4 5% lidocaine patches on, otc pain meds, mmj salve and it still wouldn't come down, so i did the thing of last resort. i came on SF to keep busy. last resort i come on SF which keep me distracted which usually helps, now i'm 7 and going down.

there are reasons it was so high. my son bought a new car a 22 pacifica and he found the perfect truck for me. it's a 2015 ram big horn 4x4 crew cab loaded with almost everything and low mileage for the year. so we had to go around a 100 miles monday and had to go back yesterday another 100 round trip lol. i love this truck and it has the 5.7 hemi with 395 horsepower.

 

[Inanimate]

14 years of being stuck on Suboxone, then 6 months of Subutex, and I'm now off for 2 months. It's actually possible. And pretty easily, without most of the withdrawal symptoms. More addicts must come to know this...there are so many people who are stuck. It doesn't seem it's a well-known method yet.

Awesome.

 

[1964dodge]

I appreciate my life--shit and all🪂

your life is like a tapestry. the good the bad and the ugly yes even the shit is part of that tapestry. you remove one thread and you aren't the same person, and i think you're a great person as you are

mike...