How Are You Feeling Right Now?

[Lonely dude30]

Happy I got paid today

 

[SillyOldBear]

Longing for death.

 

[AvidFan]

If you don’t like 4-dimensional algebra, stay away from matrices. They can have infinite dimensionality. Fun!

Also, sorry about the streak of injuries. I’m accident prone so I can relate. I’m not considering home ownership for this reason. If I was in charge of maintaining a house, my insurance would cancel me over “deferred maintenance.” Also because my own blood would probably end up on the floorboards. I have seen Hellraiser 2 enough times to know what that leads to! View attachment 72433

😱😂

 

[AvidFan]

Longing for death.

 

[LumberJack]

Longing for death.

Me too.

 

[Inanimate]

I’m aching for something to go my way for once instead of having to chase my tail for weeks on end only to find out that I was mislead or deceived and got my hopes up for nothing.

 

[TragicReality]

I feel a longing to belong somewhere, with someone, and to have the presence of someone elses company near me. I've been alone in this apartment too long. It's been 6 months since I couldn't drive and needed a medical review. My doctor keeps putting something on the papers that gets it sent back wanting more info. The first time he filled it in he wrote that I'm fit to drive. This is drawn out b.s.

 

[Inastorm]

Longing for death.

Sorry your feeling like that, you would be well missed. Keep going.

 

[Inastorm]

Me too.

You would be well missed too, keep going.

 

[Atreides]

Pretty good actually. I feel like I've been going through a lot of changes lately. Good ones. And it's rainy outside which is relaxing.

 

[Windhover]

Could be worse but for the lost, heavy, sad feeling of missing someone. I dreamt about them last night again. If I could get it through my head that they actually don't exist in the form I thought they did. Possibly I'm battling the remaining virus in my body. According to research about runners, the fatigue and resting heartbeat stays elevaed for many weeks after covid, even for previously fit people. I'd been running fairly regularly for several years, and have always been either underweight or at ideal weight, luckily, so that's on the positive side. I want to get over this f*ing thing.

 

[may71]

Hugs for anyone who would like hugs

 

[may71]

wohhooo birthday tmrw. working, socialising, playing, me time, relaxing. all in one.😺

Happy B-day HappyKitty

 

[Inastorm]

Could be worse but for the lost, heavy, sad feeling of missing someone. I dreamt about them last night again. If I could get it through my head that they actually don't exist in the form I thought they did. Possibly I'm battling the remaining virus in my body. According to research about runners, the fatigue and resting heartbeat stays elevaed for many weeks after covid, even for previously fit people. I'd been running fairly regularly for several years, and have always been either underweight or at ideal weight, luckily, so that's on the positive side. I want to get over this f*ing thing.

Hope your feeling better soon. I'm struggling with missing someone. I dream about them every night. Im wanting to write to this missing people again but Im struggling to bear the irgnoring, no reply. Though had one reply but it wasnt positive.

 

[Inastorm]

Im staying away from the house today, stopping out in the van. But im not sure if this is a good idea, as in the house im feeling distracted. Here, though very nice in the mountains, all im thinking about is my missing person.

 

[AvidFan]

Pretty damn tired. Early start and a very long day of meetings and other work today. Got home convinced I had wrecked my insides via my ribs and ordered a Last Supper of pizza and fries. All I achieved was storing 2000 more calories in my fat reserves. At least no commute tomorrow or Wednesday so I can crack on with some work. Ribs are still pretty painful, bad for the light knock they got, must have damaged the soft tissue in between. Hopefully I will soon be able to breathe in fully without pain. The hip and knee issues are long gone - no flare up after my run yesterday, just my sodding ribs now. Going to bed. Much love to you all. ❤️

 

[Windhover]

Hope your feeling better soon. I'm struggling with missing someone. I dream about them every night. Im wanting to write to this missing people again but Im struggling to bear the irgnoring, no reply. Though had one reply but it wasnt positive.

Thank you. I hope you are able to feel better as well.

I know I need to and I want to heal.
Sorry in advance I'm whinging about this again. I never get a reply, at least not since a negative one a few weeks (months?) now. I guess it's compounded by the fact I blame myself: of the 2 of us, I should've been able to prevent the relationship deteriorating. He's pretty awul socially. Also, while he is still enjoying living there, I had to leave everything behind including 'home.'

 

[AnHeroTransGirl]

Lost, stuck, angry, annoyed, tired, and hungry

 

[KM76710]

Longing for death.

That is something I know that I and others can and may identify with. It is like for me if someone asks what is my happiest or most joyful memory and I just answer there have been none in my life. Or ask what do I want in lifeand my answer is nothing. Nothing is something, it is void and emptiness. That is what I want.

 

[AmberMarie]

Hope your feeling better soon. I'm struggling with missing someone. I dream about them every night. Im wanting to write to this missing people again but Im struggling to bear the irgnoring, no reply. Though had one reply but it wasnt positive.

i do understand this fully. For me, it's a different type of pain.
i am sorry you are going through this and i do hope you are able to overpower the struggle.