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How Are You Feeling Right Now?
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@CrashBandicoot
I think hindsight is proof that the brain is quite primitive, that it thinks, oh if I had just done this and that. I'm not sure if it does this to try and learn for the next time. Sorry you feel this way, it's a horrible feeling looking back. I suppose the only thing to add to the hindsight is that, if you did go back and tell her how you felt, you got married etc, it doesnt mean happy ever after. Something else might have happen and hindsight thinking started again. It's like that film 'butterfly effect', that said, I'm no different and hop into my brains time machine all the time.
I think hindsight is proof that the brain is quite primitive, that it thinks, oh if I had just done this and that. I'm not sure if it does this to try and learn for the next time. Sorry you feel this way, it's a horrible feeling looking back. I suppose the only thing to add to the hindsight is that, if you did go back and tell her how you felt, you got married etc, it doesnt mean happy ever after. Something else might have happen and hindsight thinking started again. It's like that film 'butterfly effect', that said, I'm no different and hop into my brains time machine all the time.
I feel really anxious right now. I got caught in a thunderstorm a few days ago and completely ruined a book I had borrowed from the library. The water damage is so bad that it's mouldy 🙀 I damaged two library books just a few months ago, because my water bottle spilled in my bag, and I feel so guilty and so embarrassed to email them to explain the situation. I know that I have to do it eventually but I keep putting it off because of the shame.
I'm worried about university applications and graduate prospects as well. I'm not applying for a very in-demand course because I just don't have the grades, skills or correct subject prerequisites to get into a better one, at least at a prestigious university that my parents would be willing to fund my studies at. I'm worried that I'll never be able to get a well-paying career with that degree. And even before that, gosh I'm worried that I won't get into any of my target universities. I have three targets and two safeties out of my five UCAS applications and I desperately hope I can get into at least one of my targets.
I'm worried about university applications and graduate prospects as well. I'm not applying for a very in-demand course because I just don't have the grades, skills or correct subject prerequisites to get into a better one, at least at a prestigious university that my parents would be willing to fund my studies at. I'm worried that I'll never be able to get a well-paying career with that degree. And even before that, gosh I'm worried that I won't get into any of my target universities. I have three targets and two safeties out of my five UCAS applications and I desperately hope I can get into at least one of my targets.
Got another UTI overnight. Just healed one and now have another 
On the bright side, I had a dream. I was with someone. It was a romantic relationship and we were together, and then I cheated on him. He found out the truth, however, and forgave me and still wanted me. And I immediately thought of Jesus and the promise I made Him. That I would no longer practice any kind of sexual immorality or even have another romantic relationship ever again. My only relationship is Him. Likewise, Jesus forgave me for my sins and still wants me. I feel in my heart that that was His message to me in my dreams. ❤️
On the bright side, I had a dream. I was with someone. It was a romantic relationship and we were together, and then I cheated on him. He found out the truth, however, and forgave me and still wanted me. And I immediately thought of Jesus and the promise I made Him. That I would no longer practice any kind of sexual immorality or even have another romantic relationship ever again. My only relationship is Him. Likewise, Jesus forgave me for my sins and still wants me. I feel in my heart that that was His message to me in my dreams. ❤️
Out of interest, I read that you feel your not that interested in the course. Have you considered not going the Uni and getting a career without a degree?, or have you considered going to Uni to study healthcare, nurse?, physio?. A nursing career is good, paid well on the banding, you end up helping lots of people and there is always work available.
I feel bad for my son but I can't do it anymore. He was crying and knocking on my window. But, I'm sure if any of you saw his behaviour and heard it, you would tell me to stop too. I could open a window and give him a 20 or something, but he wants a new phone. I've called his dad and he wont get him one, even though he makes good money and my money is being used to house me and will run out. I should have known he wouldn't help. He's always made excuses and was never there for our son. Maybe if my son comes knocking again I'll ask him to find an Alcatel, but he already said he doesn't want a ''stupid cheap phone''.. so... guess he isn't desperate enough then. It's hot, I feel bad, but he got himself in this mess by borrowing from friends and lying to ''welfare''
I am nervous about the flight tomorrow to New Mexico. I haven't flown in 6 years and the whole process is just anxiety creating. It wouldn't be if I was traveling with someone but getting parked and inside and finding the gate etc etc is hard on me. Oh, I just realized I could check in now online as it is 24 hours from now. Except I don't know how to exactly do this....We'll see if I can.....
