i am getting better, really i am. i am dealing with post sepsis syndrome from my hospital stay in late september. my chronic fatigue is slowly getting better, and my swollen foot is going up and down but also getting a little better. my depression and anxiety is a lot better, my suicidal ideation is also a lot better, i was worried for a bit because i was a lot more suicidal than i said. i think i was a little delusional about those thoughts even to myself. now that i can see the light at the end of the tunnel i'm starting to fight again, and i know i will win
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i am getting better, really i am. i am dealing with post sepsis syndrome from my hospital stay in late september. my chronic fatigue is slowly getting better, and my swollen foot is going up and down but also getting a little better. my depression and anxiety is a lot better, my suicidal ideation is also a lot better, i was worried for a bit because i was a lot more suicidal than i said. i think i was a little delusional about those thoughts even to myself. now that i can see the light at the end of the tunnel i'm starting to fight again, and i know i will win
mike
Your'e a strong good Christian man. You have it really tough, and I'm glad you feel better, because that's a tremendous amount to deal with. I'm proud of you still being here, but I'll miss you, and I do understand you.. even about God. Sometimes researching too much is the worst thing to do about it.