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1964dodge

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I'm just sick with myself and yet it's not me. That doesn't make sense but i cant explain. A bit. The doctor I saw at the er is making me wonder if he knows much. He didn't listen to my chest, he didn't use a stethoscope, he lightly touched my back. I should have said something. And I look up meds they prescribe and it's going to weaken my immune system when I'm already sick. Sorry for venting and not helping. I cant feel good and I can't say why.
i hope you feel better soon. just fyi anytime i am sick or have new pain issues i research it online. when something seems to fit what's happening i talk with my doctor. a lot of times it's right and he works on it and if i'm wrong he explains why. just an example my left leg and foot swelled up. then just my foot. i didn't think it was possible but i looked up if post sepsis syndrome could cause it, i found out it's a common symptom. baically i'm saying be your own advocate and learn as much as possible so you can help your doctor make you better

mike....*hug*shake
 

1964dodge

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Tired and sad got woke up at 3am while I have slept a few hours since I was sat up in a chair and when ever I do that I never get good sleep
that sucks. i also have gotten in this habit of waking up at 3am to 4am, get in my chair and sometimes snooze a bit but nothing good. i hope you can start to sleep better pretty soon

mike....*hug*shake
 

1964dodge

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I don't know where this post should go... so I've been drained lately and getting weak. I've been off balance and make sure there's something to fall onto or stop if I feel dizzy. I called an ambualnce, I couldn't take a persistent cough, and it happens as soon as I'm laying down trying to sleep, It just starts as I fall asleep and I'm tired of it. So he says I have asthma, narrowed air ways, and he said to get that cortisone not sure excatly, corticosteroid? shot. I just didn't tell him that my doctor said I'd only get relief for a week out of it so I didn't hink it was worth it. Every other doctor I see seems to know more than my doc and actually seems to care. I do know my doc must care but how can I ever be sure. He dismissed me Friday afternoon because I spent my time, after him asking how things are going, explaining stuff. Anyways, tomorrow I can get an inhaler and hopefully stop this itching scratching sudden couphs while i'm trying to sleep. He said predisone will help calm the inflamattion and no advil. I can't take it I took a robaxacet. And i didn't realize I was logged on all the time sheesh.
i sometimes take prednisone when i have a bad cough. i have pretty bad copd so any respiratory condition can get bad. i usually take it for 5 days to a week and it helps me. my doctor tells me when i need it and he makes sure i always have some at home just in case. just fyi

mike....*hug*shake
 

1964dodge

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i am getting better, really i am. i am dealing with post sepsis syndrome from my hospital stay in late september. my chronic fatigue is slowly getting better, and my swollen foot is going up and down but also getting a little better. my depression and anxiety is a lot better, my suicidal ideation is also a lot better, i was worried for a bit because i was a lot more suicidal than i said. i think i was a little delusional about those thoughts even to myself. now that i can see the light at the end of the tunnel i'm starting to fight again, and i know i will win

mike
 
I brought a small xmas cake today which was a struggle.

Sounds funny that these small items hold so many memories and cause a flood of emotions. I got the cake because its very tasty, i wish i could share it with my friend, like we normally did.

At least there will be no arguments as to whos eaten more of it than the other.
 

TragicReality

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i sometimes take prednisone when i have a bad cough. i have pretty bad copd so any respiratory condition can get bad. i usually take it for 5 days to a week and it helps me. my doctor tells me when i need it and he makes sure i always have some at home just in case. just fyi

mike....*hug*shake
Thank you *hug I don't know why but I don't like antibiotics.... well I do know in the past in had a different reaction. Hopefully it's right to take it. When he didn't check my lungs with a stethoscope I found it weird. I have a hard time trusting doctors so this really helps me Mike. I want the scratchy feeling gone. How are you?
 

TragicReality

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i am getting better, really i am. i am dealing with post sepsis syndrome from my hospital stay in late september. my chronic fatigue is slowly getting better, and my swollen foot is going up and down but also getting a little better. my depression and anxiety is a lot better, my suicidal ideation is also a lot better, i was worried for a bit because i was a lot more suicidal than i said. i think i was a little delusional about those thoughts even to myself. now that i can see the light at the end of the tunnel i'm starting to fight again, and i know i will win

mike[/QUOTE
i am getting better, really i am. i am dealing with post sepsis syndrome from my hospital stay in late september. my chronic fatigue is slowly getting better, and my swollen foot is going up and down but also getting a little better. my depression and anxiety is a lot better, my suicidal ideation is also a lot better, i was worried for a bit because i was a lot more suicidal than i said. i think i was a little delusional about those thoughts even to myself. now that i can see the light at the end of the tunnel i'm starting to fight again, and i know i will win

mike
Your'e a strong good Christian man. You have it really tough, and I'm glad you feel better, because that's a tremendous amount to deal with. I'm proud of you still being here, but I'll miss you, and I do understand you.. even about God. Sometimes researching too much is the worst thing to do about it.
 

TragicReality

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i sometimes wonder why god allows so much suffering in the world, then i remember that god gave people free will, some people use that free will for evil. that is man causing suffering not god. i completely lost my faith once when i lost my 8 year old nephew. i turned away from god for a few years but i came back. i hope when i die i can understand.

as far as being bitchy i totally understand. i can tolerate pain but once i hit 8 on the 10 scale i get very touchy, when i hit 9 or 10 i get unpleasant to be around lol, i'm not abusive but very testy. my wife understands and i always apologize even though i don't need to. i'm sorry your doctor won't increase your pain meds. all the opioid crises did was cause more od deaths and made legitamate pain patients suffer.

mike....*hug*shake
I read from the end backwards pages lol. Yes when you also explained how people were more primitive then, it also makes sense. And there is a lot of wicked people, it can make me sick thinking about all the suffering humans did to humans. I've lost my faith so many times. I had a picture as a little girl in my bedroom, of Jesus holding the sheep. To me it meant that even if I failed and sinned, he'd not let me get lost and come and get me. I think it was taught in our church like that, that even if he has one hundred sheep, and one is lost, he will go back for (us) Yes bitchy is my word, I can get a bit bossy so it's good I'm alone here. I know, my doctor is probably worried about losing his license for prescribing opiods. Or worried of overdoses yes. Yeah it did cause od deaths its sad. I was told he is getting everyone off of opiods. thanks so much again and I will thank you and I wont worry about posting too much .... sheesh sorry it got long
 

LumberJack

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As I recall Jim Morrison (another favourite) saying once on some live track or interview, Baudelaire, man, Baudelaire.
Jim Morrison. My proxy-idol as he was the idol of one of my friends who I looked up to as being far more musically adept. When I was an edgy teen (stoner, goth, band geek, whatever) I thought it was so awesome that I was, as Bruce McCulloch would say, A Doors Fan - but now I listen to it and it's kind of mixed. Some of the Doors songs are great, but others sound like they were churned out as filler. I think it's hard for me to separate out the music from the sort of hipster vibe given off by me (and others) around being so musically eclectic that we listened to this "super obscure" classic rock that only we could understand. In reality everyone knows about The Doors so I don't know what we were smoking. Scratch that, I do know...
 

LumberJack

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I feel deeply worn, sad and a deep need to get away from this crowded, vehicle dominated city to some sort of natural area, but that's impossible. I will try to keep my soul connected to this body.
I recognize that feeling. I went to a park yesterday. Definitely not as refreshing as getting away from pavement entirely, but also better than nothing. Lately I've been hearing the kids say this thing about "go touch grass," which means to log off the interwebs for a bit and get outside. Interesting how the natural ground of the planet is so metaphorically grounding, too. I also have some planter pots and soil I grabbed from a resident in my building who was giving them away. Now to figure out what to grow.
 

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