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Windhover

meandering home
SF Supporter
Made it to the health center early in the morning for a minor thing. Waiting room is killing me. Bright lights and horrible accoustics. Feeling groggy.

Seen a doctor now. My minor thing turned into a surgical thing. Wth.
Am sending a good thought and hope all this turns out well for you.

I detest waiting rooms; they should include an external walking/pacing track for those of us who react badly to overly bright lights and creepy audio.
 
Sorry to hear @full? We can listen if you'd like to say what's stressing you out. *console
Thank you @Lane , conditiom of my body has so rapidlybdeclined in the past five years that I am unable to move without cane and painkillers and the nature of those medications is that the side effect profile for long term use isnterrible as it deregulates multiple systems in the body on top of that tolerance is built and now I have chronic issues and developed dependance and not feeling my A game for far too long. Plus on the mental side, I am on the highest generally prescribed dose of clonazepam and developed physical depandance that if I do not have painkillers after not taking clonazepam dose for about 12 hours I start feeling terrible body aches and I can say goodbye to the self sufficient lofe I had, used to work, been MVP on the team, used tk go hiking whenever I wanted, now thete are times when I have to think about walking or stabding while before it was second nature thing like breathing or driving a car.
 

1964dodge

Has a monkey as a friend
Safety & Support
SF Supporter
Home again from the health center. Guess I get an appointment at the surgical department in a month or so. Need to cut out some malfunctioning gland that keep getting inflamed. Should be pretty minor surgery. I hope. Trying to not worry about it today.

Exhausted. Might need to watch tv series all day. Feels boring. Maybe can continue spring cleaning in the afternoon. Some monotonous activity to get my head back.
*hug*shake
 

1964dodge

Has a monkey as a friend
Safety & Support
SF Supporter
Thank you @Lane , conditiom of my body has so rapidlybdeclined in the past five years that I am unable to move without cane and painkillers and the nature of those medications is that the side effect profile for long term use isnterrible as it deregulates multiple systems in the body on top of that tolerance is built and now I have chronic issues and developed dependance and not feeling my A game for far too long. Plus on the mental side, I am on the highest generally prescribed dose of clonazepam and developed physical depandance that if I do not have painkillers after not taking clonazepam dose for about 12 hours I start feeling terrible body aches and I can say goodbye to the self sufficient lofe I had, used to work, been MVP on the team, used tk go hiking whenever I wanted, now thete are times when I have to think about walking or stabding while before it was second nature thing like breathing or driving a car.
i understand. painkillers can lower your quality of life. if you need it you have no choice. if you want to talk feel free to use my inbox.

mike....*hug*shake
 
Saturday is horrible. I’ve nowhere to go, nothing to do, and I can’t get out of my head. I cried for the first time in months, and it was one of the worst feelings I’ve had in years. The urge to cry is all or nothing; either I do it at full strength or I don’t do it at all.

If dissociating from the past were as easy as dissociating from the present, I’d be a completely different person. There’s no saving this one.
 

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