How Are You Feeling Right Now?

[Petal]

I'm a failure, a pathetic, weak burden. Not good enough. Pointless.

You are absolutely none of those things, not one of them, I shall replace them with you're...intelligent, funny, definitely ''good enough'' and a nice person with a good sense of humour

 

[Witty_Sarcasm]

Neither of those are great options C. Think with your rational side. ((Hugs))

That is rational to me. It makes the most sense right now.

 

[Human Ex Machinae]

Fantastic! There's very little blood polluting my caffeine stream.

 

[Petal]

Super motivated thanks ladies @Paisley @Woowoo @sassy123 @DrownedFishOnFire

 

[Jaz]

Anxiety strikes again

 

[VioletDawn]

Tired. 5am and haven't slept yet :confused:

 

[Jinis40]

Desperate

 

[Witty_Sarcasm]

A friend of mine tagged me in a post about Converse shoes, and said "This reminds me of us! We should totally get some!" except it wasn't any shoes. These shoes were the Pride rainbow collection by Miley Cyrus. So I'm like, does she know I'm pan? Is she hitting on me? Or does she just love rainbows so much? I'm so confused right now, haha.

 

[Acanthi]

Good. Been exercising every day and looking forward to date day tomorrow and the weekend. But I feel the panic attack edging up, trying to poke through my zen at the moment .but for now, I feel good.

 

[Jolene]

Hope you are ok @Jolene. Looking out for you coming back xx

Thank you, I'm here for a few minutes, just to let you all know that I'm alive, even if I wish I weren't

 

[Mystic1]

Broken

 

[Jolene]

Wanting to die. The more I need a momenr of joy, the worse things happen. And it's not "worse each day" anymore, no, now it each hour. This is going too fast and I just want to die and stop all forever

 

[gypsylee]

Unhinged..

{{hugs}} @Jolene

 

[Witty_Sarcasm]

I want to just disappear and no one will know where I am. Not that anyone will give a damn. But I really wish someone did care at this point, or else I would not continue on my path of self-destruction. Now I see there is no way out of this.

 

[Jolene]

Unhinged..

{{hugs}} @Jolene

Thank you, ((hugs))

 

[Jolene]

Broken. This day starts even worse than yesterday. Is amazing how things got worse so fast. I slept a few hours and I wjen I woke up I saw that I shouldn't have done it. Worse things have happened while I was sleeping. One of my worse fears, this is why I sleep so little. Every bad thing that could happen is happening and getting worse two fast during the last two weeks

 

[Witty_Sarcasm]

I finished drinking a short while ago, kept throwing up to the point I thought I'd need to go to the hospital. I still feel sick and I'll probably do the same damn thing tomorrow. I feel like I'm just a lost cause.

 

[gypsylee]

I finished drinking a short while ago, kept throwing up to the point I thought I'd need to go to the hospital. I still feel sick and I'll probably do the same damn thing tomorrow. I feel like I'm just a lost cause.

Your body is telling you something.. I’m here doing blood sugar tests because I destroyed my pancreas with alcohol in my 30s. I have to give myself insulin for the rest of my life o_O Still, it woke me up and made me face my drinking. Alcoholism is hell and makes depression and anxiety so much worse. Take it easy x

 

[Petal]

Disappointed in myself.

 

[LonelyHiker]

Scared and relieved at the same time...