How Are You Feeling Right Now?

[Witty_Sarcasm]

that makes me happy petal I hope you have a great snow filled weekend maybe 49 inches lol

That would be a light mist for Upper Michigan.

 

[Petal]

that makes me happy petal I hope you have a great snow filled weekend maybe 49 inches lol

lol no snow here, it will be more like a SF filled weekend, I love being able to relax and enjoy SF in my free time.

I hope you are doing well yourself, thanks for your kind words, you're very thoughtful .

 

[1964dodge]

first i'm sorry if I worried anyone that wasn't my intention, the good thing is I know I have friends that have my back. I had two very serious problems one my pain level was out of control the other...……. I let my stress and anxiety get the better of me and when I got in trouble on SF it was the last straw not a serious problem but with everything else I couldn't take it (and I know I should receive help as well as give it I try but it's hard for me) and I had to go away for a short time and get myself together. in case you haven't noticed SF means everything to me that's why it bothers me if I make a mistake I know i'm just being stupid about this because everyone makes mistakes. my irl problem #1 is my uncontrolled pain, I went to my doctors and with the help oh his rn that comes to the house for me he decided two double my morphine at night and double my duloxetine with the duloxetine going up every month until it's at a good level and my morphine can go up in 2 months if i'm desperate. that news was a relief to me today because I was ready to ctb over the pain I just couldn't take it any more. at least that's one major problem gone only one more to go. thank you for putting up with me at my weakest moment and i'm sorry if I worried people oh by the way everything else went well I may even lose the in home passive ventilator avap if I lose between 25 and 50 pounds so everything went well at the doctors today again thanks for being so understanding and I promise to try not to let something like this happen again

 

[Witty_Sarcasm]

first i'm sorry if I worried anyone that wasn't my intention, the good thing is I know I have friends that have my back. I had two very serious problems one my pain level was out of control the other...……. I let my stress and anxiety get the better of me and when I got in trouble on SF it was the last straw not a serious problem but with everything else I couldn't take it (and I know I should receive help as well as give it I try but it's hard for me) and I had to go away for a short time and get myself together. in case you haven't noticed SF means everything to me that's why it bothers me if I make a mistake I know i'm just being stupid about this because everyone makes mistakes. my irl problem #1 is my uncontrolled pain, I went to my doctors and with the help oh his rn that comes to the house for me he decided two double my morphine at night and double my duloxetine with the duloxetine going up every month until it's at a good level and my morphine can go up in 2 months if i'm desperate. that news was a relief to me today because I was ready to ctb over the pain I just couldn't take it any more. at least that's one major problem gone only one more to go. thank you for putting up with me at my weakest moment and i'm sorry if I worried people oh by the way everything else went well I may even lose the in home passive ventilator avap if I lose between 25 and 50 pounds so everything went well at the doctors today again thanks for being so understanding and I promise to try not to let something like this happen again

Well, I don't think it was a serious problem. I have some permanent points against me because of screw ups I've made, but it's not the end of the world. Your topics were fine to me, some people got offended but that's on them, not you. I know you would never intentionally hurt people, your friends know that at least. Yes, you can always come here to receive help as well. You can't be the strong one all the time and I'm here for you, so are several others if you need it. We're not "putting up" with you, we care about you deeply but I can understand why you feel this way. I'm glad that things seem to be getting better in some ways, and I'll be here for you through everything.

 

[1964dodge]

lol no snow here, it will be more like a SF filled weekend, I love being able to relax and enjoy SF in my free time.

I hope you are doing well yourself, thanks for your kind words, you're very thoughtful .

i'm back thank you

 

[Witty_Sarcasm]

Dodge, you've always been there for me no matter what. Only a handful of people in my life have done that, so you know I'll always be in your corner no matter what.

 

[sinking_ship]

first i'm sorry if I worried anyone that wasn't my intention, the good thing is I know I have friends that have my back. I had two very serious problems one my pain level was out of control the other...……. I let my stress and anxiety get the better of me and when I got in trouble on SF it was the last straw not a serious problem but with everything else I couldn't take it (and I know I should receive help as well as give it I try but it's hard for me) and I had to go away for a short time and get myself together. in case you haven't noticed SF means everything to me that's why it bothers me if I make a mistake I know i'm just being stupid about this because everyone makes mistakes. my irl problem #1 is my uncontrolled pain, I went to my doctors and with the help oh his rn that comes to the house for me he decided two double my morphine at night and double my duloxetine with the duloxetine going up every month until it's at a good level and my morphine can go up in 2 months if i'm desperate. that news was a relief to me today because I was ready to ctb over the pain I just couldn't take it any more. at least that's one major problem gone only one more to go. thank you for putting up with me at my weakest moment and i'm sorry if I worried people oh by the way everything else went well I may even lose the in home passive ventilator avap if I lose between 25 and 50 pounds so everything went well at the doctors today again thanks for being so understanding and I promise to try not to let something like this happen again

I’m glad you’re getting some more help with your pain. s*

 

[1964dodge]

Dodge, you've always been there for me no matter what. Only a handful of people in my life have done that, so you know I'll always be in your corner no matter what.

thank you I do appreciate it and it means a lot to me i'm just a little embarrassed I fell so far (I know I shouldn't be) thank you for being there for me

 

[1964dodge]

I’m glad you’re getting some more help with your pain. s*

thanks I think he probably thought raising my meds was better than what was going to happen it's already helping some

 

[Witty_Sarcasm]

thank you I do appreciate it and it means a lot to me i'm just a little embarrassed I fell so far (I know I shouldn't be) thank you for being there for me

Nothing to be embarrassed about. Not as if you ever do things with malice or even intent. Unless it's to make fun of me and I welcome that. :P

 

[1964dodge]

Nothing to be embarrassed about. Not as if you ever do things with malice or even intent. Unless it's to make fun of me and I welcome that. :p

you better watch your back because i'm back all the way back lol

 

[Witty_Sarcasm]

Ooh I'm really scared now. My claws are coming out now, so watch out

 

[sinking_ship]

Hm, not sure. Feeling a little off. Maybe just a bit of that melancholy after a fun happy hour with work friends. I was reading a bunch of stories today from survivors of attempts. I'm not sure why. I'm also not sure whether it was a positive or negative thing to be doing.

 

[1964dodge]

Hm, not sure. Feeling a little off. Maybe just a bit of that melancholy after a fun happy hour with work friends. I was reading a bunch of stories today from survivors of attempts. I'm not sure why. I'm also not sure whether it was a positive or negative thing to be doing.

it could be positive or negative depending on content and what you got out of it. but looking at attempts failed or not could be dangerous I would recommend reading something positive and please take care of yourself

 

[Witty_Sarcasm]

Sad, concerned for a friend and don't know what to do or how to help.

 

[1964dodge]

Sad, concerned for a friend and don't know what to do or how to help.

be there for your friend do every thing you can but remember he has to want help

 

[Woowoo]

first i'm sorry if I worried anyone that wasn't my intention, the good thing is I know I have friends that have my back. I had two very serious problems one my pain level was out of control the other...……. I let my stress and anxiety get the better of me and when I got in trouble on SF it was the last straw not a serious problem but with everything else I couldn't take it (and I know I should receive help as well as give it I try but it's hard for me) and I had to go away for a short time and get myself together. in case you haven't noticed SF means everything to me that's why it bothers me if I make a mistake I know i'm just being stupid about this because everyone makes mistakes. my irl problem #1 is my uncontrolled pain, I went to my doctors and with the help oh his rn that comes to the house for me he decided two double my morphine at night and double my duloxetine with the duloxetine going up every month until it's at a good level and my morphine can go up in 2 months if i'm desperate. that news was a relief to me today because I was ready to ctb over the pain I just couldn't take it any more. at least that's one major problem gone only one more to go. thank you for putting up with me at my weakest moment and i'm sorry if I worried people oh by the way everything else went well I may even lose the in home passive ventilator avap if I lose between 25 and 50 pounds so everything went well at the doctors today again thanks for being so understanding and I promise to try not to let something like this happen again

I'm glad to hear that things went well with your doctor and that they're working on trying to relieve your pain a little. Thinking of you. Hugs.

 

[Woowoo]

Tired and lazy, but that makes me feel guilty.

 

[Lightsout]

first i'm sorry if I worried anyone that wasn't my intention, the good thing is I know I have friends that have my back. I had two very serious problems one my pain level was out of control the other...……. I let my stress and anxiety get the better of me and when I got in trouble on SF it was the last straw not a serious problem but with everything else I couldn't take it (and I know I should receive help as well as give it I try but it's hard for me) and I had to go away for a short time and get myself together. in case you haven't noticed SF means everything to me that's why it bothers me if I make a mistake I know i'm just being stupid about this because everyone makes mistakes. my irl problem #1 is my uncontrolled pain, I went to my doctors and with the help oh his rn that comes to the house for me he decided two double my morphine at night and double my duloxetine with the duloxetine going up every month until it's at a good level and my morphine can go up in 2 months if i'm desperate. that news was a relief to me today because I was ready to ctb over the pain I just couldn't take it any more. at least that's one major problem gone only one more to go. thank you for putting up with me at my weakest moment and i'm sorry if I worried people oh by the way everything else went well I may even lose the in home passive ventilator avap if I lose between 25 and 50 pounds so everything went well at the doctors today again thanks for being so understanding and I promise to try not to let something like this happen again

Do whatever makes you happy. We only live once anyway try to relax though, because i dont see why anyone would judge anyone here.. we are all in pain together. Why bother create more problems if we cant take care of ourselves

 

[pooky]

slept well at night, helped a friend, ate healthy, learned about business, took out trash, delegating tasks...feeling happy