Disgusted, actually. Disgusted because of Christmas approaching. After all, it's already well-known that Christmas season is when people feel the most depressed. The other year I had already introduced a thread on that, so I guess I have to bump it to the top again next month.
Surprisingly, though, I look forward to tomorrow, Thanksgiving Day , because I really have much to be thankful for, and it's that Gratitude which prevents my suicide. Gratitude to my dear cousin Sharleen, who has helped me so much throughout the years. And even to my friend who is very toxic and calls me an idiot all the time, I am grateful for all the help done for me. One great cousin and one great friend, two things I am grateful for on this Thanksgiving Day. Thanksgiving because they keep me living.