So I was thinking about doing an accelerated bachelor's degree program online in psychology. I expected my husband to be happy for me and supportive, and he wasn't, really, because I guess he expected me to get another retail job and help support us instead. And if I do this, I'm not going to be able to do that because I was told by the enrollment specialist that this would take probably 25-35 hours a week of studying. So I can't work and do that at the same time. And I decided that an accelerated program would be best because it's basically the quickest and cheapest way to end up with a degree. If I did it the traditional way, I'd need quite a bit more for tuition than I do fo this. And would probably have to take out more loans, if they even let me. And then he was also like, "Well, we can't even afford a computer for you for this, and if you want to be an addiction counselor, you can't be on Suboxone or Klonopin." And I don't even know if that's true or not since they're prescribed, but even if it is, I could just stop taking them until they're out of my system for the drug test and then go back on them. So I don't really think it's that big of an issue. And if I don't do this, I feel like I'm going to squander a good opportunity, my loans will end up back in default, and it probably won't be as easy to get that fixed a second time. And also, I don't want to work fucking retail. I'm not the type of person that can commit to something I hate that doesn't even pay well, and just keep doing it for the rest of my life. And I don't technically have to be an addiction counselor either. I just figured it was probably the best option with a bachelor's in psych. But I technically have two associate's degrees. One in social and behavioral science and one in general liberal arts. So I'm pretty sure I could also pursue a different liberal arts option. So I don't really know what to do as far as what I'm striving towards. I guess I need to figure out what my options are and then decide. But regardless of what I choose, he's making me feel guilty about it, which I don't understand because he was supportive when we first talked about me going back. And now that it's becoming a realistic possibility, it's like, he's suddenly not.