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How Are You Feeling Right Now?
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Around a month ago,this classmate of mine started assaulting me in an empty classroom and was physically forcing me to stay. He did stuff that im not even sure its OK to go in depth. After I ran away he was telling me goodbye, so while i stayed to say goodbye he repeated it in the f*cking corridor. So it wasnt a school day, some students just use empty classes to study during exams period. There were no videocameras around. I could have screamed and the few ppl (2 or 3 )studying in classes could have came out but I had blacked out.
That week I was shocked to my very core and that night i was shaking until i fell asleep. My flatemates had an idea about how I can gather some proof, i messaged him about how what he did was abuse and he answered he did it to make me happy as a joke. So there is the proof, but i didnt use it because I just didnt want to make any noise among my professors. They are very old, South Europeans so they could eaily be very conservative.
So I expected time to heal me, and here i am past midnight a month after the incident, crying unable to sleep. I am anxious about going back to school to be around him. I doubt he repeats what he did bc i managed to scare him by saying i will tell professors if he does it again, but me having blocked him bc my roomies said its the right thing to do makes me anxious abt him being mad at me, even if i was the one who was hurt first. I know i sound crazy.
This is not my first experience like this, im only more shocked and disappointed because i thought first world countries have more control over sh*t like this. Or at least what I had heard. I thought once I cross borders I will be living in a safe world and yet here I am...
That week I was shocked to my very core and that night i was shaking until i fell asleep. My flatemates had an idea about how I can gather some proof, i messaged him about how what he did was abuse and he answered he did it to make me happy as a joke. So there is the proof, but i didnt use it because I just didnt want to make any noise among my professors. They are very old, South Europeans so they could eaily be very conservative.
So I expected time to heal me, and here i am past midnight a month after the incident, crying unable to sleep. I am anxious about going back to school to be around him. I doubt he repeats what he did bc i managed to scare him by saying i will tell professors if he does it again, but me having blocked him bc my roomies said its the right thing to do makes me anxious abt him being mad at me, even if i was the one who was hurt first. I know i sound crazy.
This is not my first experience like this, im only more shocked and disappointed because i thought first world countries have more control over sh*t like this. Or at least what I had heard. I thought once I cross borders I will be living in a safe world and yet here I am...
This was not your fault at all, and you need more help than just roommates I think - please contact a women's group on campus - there should be a group for sexual assault counselling. Or your student counselling centre. This needs to be reported to the police in my opinion but best to talk to someone first.
