How Are You Feeling Right Now?

[1964dodge]

Realized I am in crisis and extreme emotional pain, and decided to call and talk to a therapist tomorrow. It's not just one thing - several things are weighing on me including my brother's health, financial pressure (and we just got a letter that we have to pay back 2K of my husband's Covid relief), etc, etc.

i'm sorry that you have to go through this much pressure @Lady Wolfshead

mike....

 

[1964dodge]

Hot, its too hot here in Texas. There is a blasted heat dome over us and no relief in sight. We've had 100f+ temps for WEEKS.

Blah

How is it down south @Livelife ?

that's when ac is crucial. please take care of yourself

mike,....

 

[Windhover]

I'm okay at the moment, but feel very worried about someone, and a lot of sadness, and uncertainty about the future.

 

[Livelife]

I don't think we even HAVE rain in the forecast lol

Glad you got out for a walk. Stay indoors in the heat of the day!

We'll see if the spit happens here. You know those weather forecasts.

 

[Anchorchain]

Realized I am in crisis and extreme emotional pain, and decided to call and talk to a therapist tomorrow. It's not just one thing - several things are weighing on me including my brother's health, financial pressure (and we just got a letter that we have to pay back 2K of my husband's Covid relief), etc, etc.

@ Lady Wolfshead. I'll be thinking about you and your family. May there be as satisfactory a set of outcomes as there can be.

 

[Lady Wolfshead]

My brother texted me this morning that he feels terrible. This is someone who never admits he is unwell.

 

[Lady Wolfshead]

@1964dodge @AvidFan @SillyOldBear @Waves @Anchorchain
Thank you for your support. You have no idea how much it helps. I am in a bad state and just posted in the "empathy only" forum about a particular turning point in our lives that I screwed up age 16.

I have decided not to take calls from my mother right now. She thrives on talking about how much my brother will suffer with his colostomy bag etc (her father had one but that was many decades ago). I've had it with her right now

 

[Lady Wolfshead]

I just talked to my brother on the phone and he sounds awful . He is in a lot of pain and discomfort but says he's been up walking a few times.

I called my brother-in-law to see if he can drive me into town next week if my brother is still in hospital. b-in-law lives near us. This would get me out of staying at my mother's.

 

[foreverforgotten]

Trying not to worry but the pit in my stomach is there. My cats not eating much and losing weight. An expensive ultrasound at the vet will probably have to happen.

 

[foreverforgotten]

1. My job is starting next week. Scared of failing.
3. Final math class is starting now. Scared of failing

3. My cats health going down hill. Scared her dying.
4. My upstairs neighbor blaring loudmusic. Stress.

 

[Lady Wolfshead]

Trying not to worry but the pit in my stomach is there. My cats not eating much and losing weight. An expensive ultrasound at the vet will probably have to happen.

Oh no. Hopefully it's something simple they can fix.

 

[Lady Wolfshead]

1. My job is starting next week. Scared of failing.
3. Final math class is starting now. Scared of failing

3. My cats health going down hill. Scared her dying.
4. My upstairs neighbor blaring loudmusic. Stress.

Don't worry in advance - hope all goes well with new job
Good luck with the math class

Sure hope your kitty is okay too.

 

[AvidFan]

1. My job is starting next week. Scared of failing.
3. Final math class is starting now. Scared of failing

3. My cats health going down hill. Scared her dying.
4. My upstairs neighbor blaring loudmusic. Stress.

I hope everything goes well with job and the kitty is OK. I really hate inconsiderate neighbours, sorry their music is causing you stress.

 

[TreeShade17]

I think the posts dissapeared

 

[TreeShade17]

Talks to self

 

[bag_of_struggles]

Talks to self

Same tho. I say a lot of nonsense too

 

[TreeShade17]

Its my right to say how I feel regardless to anybodies condescending or snuffing attitude towards me because they believe I can't be happy if I struggle with anxiety which is absolute nonsense I am allowed, and it's not okay for people to think I'm rude because i refuse to be robotic and conform to there social norms and there semblance of what past behaviours somebody else is doing when im not doing things negatively like themselves I won't fight fire with fire I'll be very mature and completely mediatory to any attempt of anybody challenging me to be any other way than positive

 

[TreeShade17]

Same tho. I say a lot of nonsense too

Im not talkimg nonsense

 

[TreeShade17]

Same tho. I say a lot of nonsense too

Every thing i just said made sense

 

[TreeShade17]

How was what i said nonsense