How Are You Feeling Right Now?

[Windhover]

I'm physically much better and recovered from the travel, & recent issues. So I'm grateful for that and for running. Mentally, I am coming to another crossroads: with skittish, disparate intuitive hints but there's a dearth of objective information to help in starting any planning.

 

[Windhover]

I was looking at some old photos. Just seeing Jessica’s handwriting on the back of one was enough to get me crying yet again. Surprising how raw a seven year old wound can still be.

Sorry Gonz
hug

This morning while putting stuff away, I saw the last thing my ex wrote before he died. He said he'd always be around, and I could ask him for help anytime. I decided it was time to take the note out of my wallet and put it away, with the old photos.

 

[1964dodge]

Just feeling anxious at the moment. I can't even get on with some (new) work to distract myself as I'm anxious I'll get carried away and forget something important or that I'll just get everything wrong as I've had no feedback so far, and apparently this corporate has a strike system nobody understands and you can get fired without warning 😲

 

[1964dodge]

I was looking at some old photos. Just seeing Jessica’s handwriting on the back of one was enough to get me crying yet again. Surprising how raw a seven year old wound can still be.

i'm sorry gonz, i can't imagine the pain you are feeling

mike.....

 

[1964dodge]

Shattered so I'm in bed hoping for a sleep. Will take day off new job tomorrow and back to normal job as seem to have shaken off the plague! Goodnight and love to all on SF ❤️❤️❤️

i hope you sleep well tonight

mike....

 

[1964dodge]

still doing well

mike

 

[cymbele]

Kind of mopey. Nothing is really going bad but nothing is going right either. Worried about black sash testing starting tomorrow. I keep telling myself “you’re going to be okay “. Wish I could believe that.

 

[HappyKitty]

ill be emo again when mymeds wears off 😂

 

[TreeShade17]

I really trust people especially everybody hear I think there very good people who would never lie, i'm doing well

 

[TreeShade17]

Majorly happy today

 

[TreeShade17]

Feeling good confident in knowing I have friends who care a lot about me who would never lie to me

 

[HappyKitty]

Goodness grieve. Gynae apt was scary "Im either not bleeding or with my current chronic migraine unresolved, I could get a stroke if I continue OCP." Temporarily, I have to monitor while on Progestin-Only pill stuffs after next three months and I hope within this three months, I will not crash and remain tackling insomnia, migraine and mood issues.🥹

 

[Harrow]

I am exhausted today, can bearly keep my eyes open

 

[AvidFan]

Bit anxious. Managed to survive day and get on reasonable bus (now wearing my n95 mask). Got a WhatsApp message acting like I was someone else they know, I said you got wrong number. Instead of apologising they said they'd check. Next minute they sent me a voice message. What kind of genuine wrong number sends a voice message? I blocked the number without listening in case they could do mischief. Pretty certain it was wrong number scam but anxious in case it was genuine. Doubt it was though! Apparently they use chat bots for this now targeting millions of numbers concurrently. What a world 😲

 

[KM76710]

Kind of mopey. Nothing is really going bad but nothing is going right either. Worried about black sash testing starting tomorrow. I keep telling myself “you’re going to be okay “. Wish I could believe that.

I hope you were able to relax, stay calm and take things smoothly. I hope that you can believe that things will be OK.

 

[AvidFan]

I feel a bit weird. My new job is growing on me, apparently I passed the first probation hurdle and am now on to more interesting live tasks. It was super fun tonight but I'm going to have to find a way to balance both my jobs and also get some rest! At least I needn't worry about finances, can't believe it's nearly a year since I came here in the most diabolical financial mess. Thankfully I seem well out of the woods on that front for now! I just need to stay sane and healthy!

 

[Windhover]

I am exhausted today, can bearly keep my eyes open

Hope you get some decent rest Harrow.

 

[Windhover]

@AvidFan that's uplifting to hear; well done and yet I am glad you're here - and doing better, even if you feel a bit weird. I am tryihg to be supportive of all kinds of feelings so my words sound kind of awkward.

 

[foreverforgotten]

Watched a video that was starting to crumble my mental health... despite being interesting. I stopped watching. It's not worth it. Glad I.left.

 

[Witty_Sarcasm]

Spending time with several cats, so that makes me happy.