How Are You Feeling Right Now?

[nicktheundoer]

Now there's an issue with my courseroom online... feels like everything is hitting me all at once. I have an issue with my stomach right now, trying to clear a bowel obstruction, and my period of course happens to come at this time. Then the school thing. And my husband is being stubborn because he doesn't like texting and I don't like calling. My family are treating me like some puppet they want to have full control of. So how am I? I don't know. How would you be in these circumstances?

I'm watching the show The Chosen, about Jesus Christ. It's a great show and gives me some sense of solace.

I'm sorry..I'll pray for you..I hope your bowel obstruction isn't serious as I don't know what it is..I've seen some of the scenes from 'The Chosen',it's pretty awesome..HUGSSS if you need them🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂

 

[nicktheundoer]

Fed up to start the day. The person I missed meeting with yesterday hasn't replied to my text or email. I was at pains to be apologetic and explain how it happened, but they've ignored me. Not sure what the worst outcome could be, as it's an external client I could get in some trouble if they decide to kick up a fuss. It was an honest mistake, I'm human and make the odd mistake, I've said I'm sorry and offered to re-book any time, but seems I'm expected to never be ill and be infallible. Then again maybe they just aren't bothered about rescheduling. The only 3 other times this happened in the last 10 years everyone was Ok about it, suppose my luck ran out.

I hope things go well😊😊

 

[nicktheundoer]

Just feeling anxious at the moment. I can't even get on with some (new) work to distract myself as I'm anxious I'll get carried away and forget something important or that I'll just get everything wrong as I've had no feedback so far, and apparently this corporate has a strike system nobody understands and you can get fired without warning 😲

I hope that doesn't happen....

 

[nicktheundoer]

Shattered so I'm in bed hoping for a sleep. Will take day off new job tomorrow and back to normal job as seem to have shaken off the plague! Goodnight and love to all on SF ❤️❤️❤️

Love to you back❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

 

[nicktheundoer]

Kind of mopey. Nothing is really going bad but nothing is going right either. Worried about black sash testing starting tomorrow. I keep telling myself “you’re going to be okay “. Wish I could believe that.

You are going to be okay..😊😊

 

[nicktheundoer]

Majorly happy today

Niceee😊😊

 

[nicktheundoer]

Goodness grieve. Gynae apt was scary "Im either not bleeding or with my current chronic migraine unresolved, I could get a stroke if I continue OCP." Temporarily, I have to monitor while on Progestin-Only pill stuffs after next three months and I hope within this three months, I will not crash and remain tackling insomnia, migraine and mood issues.🥹

Wish you good health and I'll pray for you..you'll be okay..😊🫂

 

[nicktheundoer]

@AvidFan that's uplifting to hear; well done and yet I am glad you're here - and doing better, even if you feel a bit weird. I am tryihg to be supportive of all kinds of feelings so my words sound kind of awkward.

No they don't sound awkward..it's good😄😄

 

[Road to Nowhere]

Just want to say nicktheundoer you are awesome, Your kind words and support mean a lot to anyone going through difficult times.
I wish nothing but the best for you my friend.

 

[nicktheundoer]

Just want to say nicktheundoer you are awesome, Your kind words and support mean a lot to anyone going through difficult times.
I wish nothing but the best for you my friend.

Thank you very much sir..

 

[Pebble mouse]

I'm feeling terrible. I'm having my third psychotic episode in three days. I have made an appointment with a different psychiatrist and hope she will see sense and prescribe me what I need.

 

[nicktheundoer]

I'm feeling terrible. I'm having my third psychotic episode in three days. I have made an appointment with a different psychiatrist and hope she will see sense and prescribe me what I need.

Don't worry..it'll be okay..I hope it will end soon..Hugssss🫂🫂🫂🫂

 

[Pebble mouse]

Don't worry..it'll be okay..I hope it will end soon..Hugssss🫂🫂🫂🫂

Thank you, Nick. As has been said, you are a lovely man. I hope you are alright?

 

[nicktheundoer]

Thank you, Nick. As has been said, you are a lovely man. I hope you are alright?

I'm doing okay pebblemouse..sometimes I cry bitterly but that's okay..I hope your psychotic episode ends soon..

 

[AvidFan]

@AvidFan that's uplifting to hear; well done and yet I am glad you're here - and doing better, even if you feel a bit weird. I am tryihg to be supportive of all kinds of feelings so my words sound kind of awkward.

Your words always make sense and sound fine! 💜💜💜

 

[foreverforgotten]

Exasperated. By my math textbook.

 

[TragicReality]

now all I'm doing is worrying about my younger. he's gone silent. I keep messenger from fb so I can see if the light comes on for chat he is talking. He isn't right now. If I don't hear from him I'll call police again. My older ranted on me, a very long rant, that it's my fault for helping him. (buying groceries, giving him some money for his first and last)..I can only agree, but who else will? He refused again to go to hospital, or a shelter last night and told me to stop calling. This isn't how I pictured this working out, he was supposed to have a room lined up that he could afford.

 

[cymbele]

now all I'm doing is worrying about my younger. he's gone silent. I keep messenger from fb so I can see if the light comes on for chat he is talking. He isn't right now. If I don't hear from him I'll call police again. My older ranted on me, a very long rant, that it's my fault for helping him. (buying groceries, giving him some money for his first and last)..I can only agree, but who else will? He refused again to go to hospital, or a shelter last night and told me to stop calling. This isn't how I pictured this working out, he was supposed to have a room lined up that he could afford.

Hugs

 

[cymbele]

Disappointed that girls weekend at the beach was canceled due to hurricane Lee. I would have just hung out in the cottage reading during the impending storm which was to last only a day. But the others were worried so they canceled and I agreed reluctantly. Guess I have time now to do laundry which I was willing to forgo because of the trip. Oh well things to do anyway.

 

[Windhover]

Feeling right now is broken. I'm aware now rhat somebody has the pieces & I wamt them back. 🌊