How Are You Feeling Right Now?

[cymbele]

I'm trying to chill out and reduce my anxiety bcz my niece admitted herself into the hospital after calling 911. Well, they admitted her. So, I am going to get her little dog. Luckily my friend is driving me bcz it's over an hour away. I'm worried about over feeding him and putting my cats in the bedroom. But the most important thing is that my niece get help, hopefully some medicine to get over this hump that she's in. Thank you all for going through this with me.

You've been a real trooper in supporting your niece. You should be proud of doing what you are doing for her.

 

[1964dodge]

I'm pretty good. I'm eating and sleeping. I made it to work everyday this week. I'll take it!

great job @Dalida i'm proud of you for trying so hard, i hope things get easier for you

mike....

 

[1964dodge]

Nervous about the black sash test tomorrow (equivalent of a black belt in Karate but not as difficult). I reviewed my weak points and found I knew what to do. It's a 3 1/2 hour test. Maybe 4 but I doubt it. Anyway a long day. But I'll be all right. I just fear that I'm going in with the wrong attitude - the attitude that says that having or not having the black sash belt achievement does not define me. Oh well, we'll see how I do. If I don't screw up too bad I have the rank.

i hope you do well on the test. it doesn't define you but is part of you and your accomplishments in life

mike....

 

[KM76710]

I'm trying to chill out and reduce my anxiety bcz my niece admitted herself into the hospital after calling 911. Well, they admitted her. So, I am going to get her little dog. Luckily my friend is driving me bcz it's over an hour away. I'm worried about over feeding him and putting my cats in the bedroom. But the most important thing is that my niece get help, hopefully some medicine to get over this hump that she's in. Thank you all for going through this with me.

I will be wishing and hoping for the best for your niece and that all goes well between the dog and the cats.

 

[1964dodge]

Sick to my stomach with stress. After l sent all my files to accountant, I hear nothing for a month. So I nudged and then it's "send this" and "send that" and I have to pull bank statements off an app that lets you do one at a time, and then he finds something which doesn't match up and there's a wild goose chase where I do most of the legwork until he figures out what is going on. Then he sends me tax figures that I owe which make no sense, but looks like it will completely wipe out my financial safety and security in one go, after all the work I have been putting in (to the point of making myself ill). Today has been a fucking disaster, I'm waiting to hear because the wording was so vague int could be the difference between owing £8000 and £4000 and I still don't know.

And I'm paying for this.

i'm so sorry that you have to go through this

mike....

 

[1964dodge]

Actually it looks closer to £11k I owe. My tax liability is like £5k but I have to find £11k. Totally baffled and accountant is AWOL. Fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck. Knew it all appeared to be going too well.

Actually it looks closer to £11k I owe. My tax liability is like £5k but I have to find £11k. Totally baffled and accountant is AWOL. Fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck. Knew it all appeared to be going too well.

is it possible to have another accountant to look at your records? this guy sounds incompetent. you may save a lot of money with a second opinion , at the very least you will know if it's accurate

mike....

 

[1964dodge]

Couid have done with logging onto job 2 today to earn extra cash but my brain is so scrambled I'd get myself fired. I've taken propranolol and diazepam and still feel on the ceiling with anxiety and stress 😨

please take care of yourself

mike....

 

[1964dodge]

I feel shy because this is my first time on here and I wanted to see what this community is like and how everyone is doing, but I'm not very good at my social skills.

you don't need to have social skills here. we are a community more like family. just post and talk with people and you will do fine. there are a lot of good people here

mike....

 

[1964dodge]

I'm trying to chill out and reduce my anxiety bcz my niece admitted herself into the hospital after calling 911. Well, they admitted her. So, I am going to get her little dog. Luckily my friend is driving me bcz it's over an hour away. I'm worried about over feeding him and putting my cats in the bedroom. But the most important thing is that my niece get help, hopefully some medicine to get over this hump that she's in. Thank you all for going through this with me.

i hope they can help your niece, and you'll do fine with the dog

mike....

 

[1964dodge]

not having a great day because of pain, but it is finally coming down. my son finally got the two lug nuts off of the car today. he changed all 5 studs and put 5 new lugs. so the 64 dodge is fixed. i drove her around town today to be sure and the new lug nuts stayed tight. i am going to do a few more things tomorrow then i have to put her away for winter

mike

 

[HappyKitty]

so much fun calling the nurse tho😂

 

[HappyKitty]

So weird being the youngest one in this ward.

 

[Lane]

Nervous about the black sash test tomorrow (equivalent of a black belt in Karate but not as difficult). I reviewed my weak points and found I knew what to do. It's a 3 1/2 hour test. Maybe 4 but I doubt it. Anyway a long day. But I'll be all right. I just fear that I'm going in with the wrong attitude - the attitude that says that having or not having the black sash belt achievement does not define me. Oh well, we'll see how I do. If I don't screw up too bad I have the rank.

Good luck tomorrow S @cymbele.

 

[Lady Wolfshead]

I'm trying to chill out and reduce my anxiety bcz my niece admitted herself into the hospital after calling 911. Well, they admitted her. So, I am going to get her little dog. Luckily my friend is driving me bcz it's over an hour away. I'm worried about over feeding him and putting my cats in the bedroom. But the most important thing is that my niece get help, hopefully some medicine to get over this hump that she's in. Thank you all for going through this with me.

I hope she is okay (she's getting help at least) and you have done a lot to help her. I'm sure it will set her mind at rest knowing her little dog will be cared for.

 

[HappyKitty]

Just playing games at the hospital while theres no plans on Sunday like just waiting for doc to come Monday.

 

[AvidFan]

Awake. Went to bed absolutely exhausted and my body allowed me approx 5 hours of sleep. Tried to just rest and go back to sleep but brain/body wasn't having it, so back to the usual stupid Saturday wake up. It's 6.30am. Probably because I took my diazepam allowance in the afternoon and didn't want to fuck up by doubling down on the dose as I already think I've got slightly dependent again. I did take 20mg amitryptiline but it didn't seem to do much apart from maybe help me get the 5 hours.

Had some high paying project work on my dashboard for 2 days, it's gone now (if you don't pick it up someone else will). I should probably avoid work for a bit anyways, I keep making typos completely unconsciously, my brain thinks I'm doing fine, when I read back it's like I'm barred out on Xanax and bashing the keyboard like a demented cat. Speaking of which, I do remind myself that no matter how bad it is right now, I don't have Tiddles driving me up the wall at the same time, maybe this time of year is just silly season for me, everything goes to shit. Got to sort this sleep somehow but for now, I'm up, another coffee I suppose. I'll try to take it easy. m Debating whether to put my Christmas tree up. They're already building the Christmas markets downtown, so why not 🤔 At least I don't have a cat that will try to kill itself by eating the tree/wires that power the tree.

 

[HappyKitty]

At least the IV drip remains my heart rate borderline high and my headache is improved to one time during the day, not every two hours yet the headache isnt from the brain much- mostly to do with the heart, I hope its not bad news Monday.

 

[HappyKitty]

honestly they better find a prevention method if my heart rate gonna be boderline high as okay. im gonna be scared af going to every docs apt and freaking hell, im starting to be afraid of the bp machine. like i do not want another round of hospitalisation.🫠🥹

 

[Bergerac]

honestly they better find a prevention method if my heart rate gonna be boderline high as okay. im gonna be scared af going to every docs apt and freaking hell, im starting to be afraid of the bp machine. like i do not want another round of hospitalisation.🫠🥹

Are people visiting you regularly? What support do you have?

 

[HappyKitty]

Are people visiting you regularly? What support do you have?

Yap my family visits and theres nurse helps me when helpless. Theyre not gonna let me go home alone anyways. The doc at the emergency room called up my mum before coming here too. Geez its been 6 days. 🐈