How Are You Feeling Right Now?

[nicktheundoer]

Under the weather, I was exposed to Covid so I might have a different variant than last time. I have different symptoms than before.

oh, Im sorry..Wishing you speedy recovery from it..take care..

 

[Angie]

Waiting for the charity lunch to arrive.

Thanksgiving in a styrofoam box.

Makes me so sad.

 

[Bergerac]

wow...........

Someone's buying a house and putting half in my name. How kind is that?!

 

[cymbele]

My dead cat might be alive. I just vacuumed the volume of his grey fur as the size of him. Yes I have vacuumed before. It will take a few times to get him out of the house. I miss him. But he is not hurting.

 

[nicktheundoer]

Utterly hopeless and helpless, and feeling like what the hell is the point of it all and why am I here? "I don't get it" should be put on my headstone.

☹️

 

[nicktheundoer]

And now I'm crying, which gives me even more of a reason to hide. I can't and won't be seen as weak.

Im sorry it's difficult..crying is okay..hugsssssssssss

 

[nicktheundoer]

Feeling anxious about stupid things and dreading the next few days

God is with you..Dont worry..

 

[nicktheundoer]

Like I want to sit and sob for hours, but I don’t know how to do that. I’m so exhausted. I’m tired of fighting.

☹️

 

[nicktheundoer]

Someone's buying a house and putting half in my name. How kind is that?!

wow..nice.....😀

 

[nicktheundoer]

A bit rubbish. Someone asked a question about something related to work on Reddit. I was busy but took the time to answer the question in a couple of sentences. Nobody else replied. Then a day later someone came along calling me a "jerk" for not taking into account the OP's anxiety in the way I answered the question. (It was basically "this is normal, happens all the time, don't worry"). No different to how I post on here. I pointed out that in 24 hours I was the only person to answer the question and started getting downvoted into oblivion for some reason. Makes me think twice about helping out in future and I said as much. Now I have to avoid reddit for a bit because I don't go on there for arguments, just a bit of banter or to help people. Like my remote version of the water cooler chat. Some "jerk" always has to come along and spoil things. I reported them for harassment but feel bad about it now.

sorry about the experience..

 

[tearsinmycoffee]

Numb. Or neutral...I can't tell which.

 

[AvidFan]

Fed up really. Had to commute for a single one hour meeting which ended at 5pm. Leaving me with option of rush hour bus or getting on with some remote work from office. Great idea, except neither of my special projects are currently loaded on my dash and I'm just too tired to try tackling any of the more boring work. (I know one has been paused for now, but don't know what's happened with the other one as people are talking about i on Slack but I don't have it so am anxious I've been kicked off it) So am just passing the time until I can see how the 6.40pm bus is. I need a better deal with myself - if my favorite work is not around, and only the lower paid jobs are there, I do not need to work for the sake of it, I can work on the good stuff whenever it's there, but when it isn't I can take a break. The projects do come up at odd times, like yesterday there was nothing all day and then at 6pm I got a high paying one and did 6 hours of it until I dropped at midnight. It's all a bit unpredictable so perhaps I need to behave like a fireman in the movies - playing cards and passing the time until the call comes in.... Or something like that! First I have to get home somehow on the mobile pandemic contraption.

 

[1964dodge]

I inow it is okay that I just want peace. My mind didn't rest all night

wanting peace is a good thing. i think we all can achieve some peace in our life amid the chaos , which makes our life easier

mike....

 

[1964dodge]

so happy, I can barely contain myself

 

[1964dodge]

A bit rubbish. Someone asked a question about something related to work on Reddit. I was busy but took the time to answer the question in a couple of sentences. Nobody else replied. Then a day later someone came along calling me a "jerk" for not taking into account the OP's anxiety in the way I answered the question. (It was basically "this is normal, happens all the time, don't worry"). No different to how I post on here. I pointed out that in 24 hours I was the only person to answer the question and started getting downvoted into oblivion for some reason. Makes me think twice about helping out in future and I said as much. Now I have to avoid reddit for a bit because I don't go on there for arguments, just a bit of banter or to help people. Like my remote version of the water cooler chat. Some "jerk" always has to come along and spoil things. I reported them for harassment but feel bad about it now.

i'm sorry that happened to you avid, you don't deserve it

mike....

 

[1964dodge]

Numb. Or neutral...I can't tell which.

i hope that emotion can turn to joy relatively soon, just a little joy can go a long way

mike...

 

[1964dodge]

Fed up really. Had to commute for a single one hour meeting which ended at 5pm. Leaving me with option of rush hour bus or getting on with some remote work from office. Great idea, except neither of my special projects are currently loaded on my dash and I'm just too tired to try tackling any of the more boring work. (I know one has been paused for now, but don't know what's happened with the other one as people are talking about i on Slack but I don't have it so am anxious I've been kicked off it) So am just passing the time until I can see how the 6.40pm bus is. I need a better deal with myself - if my favorite work is not around, and only the lower paid jobs are there, I do not need to work for the sake of it, I can work on the good stuff whenever it's there, but when it isn't I can take a break. The projects do come up at odd times, like yesterday there was nothing all day and then at 6pm I got a high paying one and did 6 hours of it until I dropped at midnight. It's all a bit unpredictable so perhaps I need to behave like a fireman in the movies - playing cards and passing the time until the call comes in.... Or something like that! First I have to get home somehow on the mobile pandemic contraption.

 

[Bergerac]

How are you, Mike? @1964dodge

 

[AvidFan]

Home. The mobile pandemic test lab lived up to its name, only now with drunks added in due to the time of year. I only hope my masks have done their work. I simply do not want Covid for a 3rd November in a row (or Flu, or anything else!) Ah well, I'm home. Unfortunately I've got another commute tomorrow for another one hour meeting (downside of cutting my workload on the non-remote job, these situations are more frequent!)

 

[1964dodge]

Waiting for the charity lunch to arrive.

Thanksgiving in a styrofoam box.

Makes me so sad.

i'm sorry @Angie , it must be hard to be alone in the holiday season. you can't physically be with us but we do care and you are more than welcome to talk with us (me) anytime today. i hope your day gets better

mike.....