How Are You Feeling Right Now?

[AvidFan]

I am drunk and I am about to send the only person I love to hell. I feel horrible, I have lost all self respect and trust in others. I want to die... and I dont say this often, as it is not right... but i really do. Im a mistake.

Been there, I really hope things didn't get too bad and you feel better on reflection. Alcohol is a bitter drug, can make you feel great, numb things, but then at some point it opens the floodgates and destroys whatever mechanisms you had for keeping the bad feelings back. Hope you are OK.

 

[AvidFan]

Have a good sleep!

Thanks. I woke up at 1.15am and though Oh no, this is a new record, but managed to get back to sleep and woke up just before 9am, which is acceptable if not the kind of lie in I used to have! Saturday so time to relax and not long till the holidays. I have a very busy week coming up, but Monday is last commute and then I finish altogether on Thursday. Gives me 3 days before the Christmas family stuff takes over 🤯

 

[Aurelia]

So I was writing a post on here about having overdosed twice, and how God saved me. And I look away for a moment as say "thank you" to Him, personally. And I instantly hear someone say "you're welcome" on Vampire Diaries, which was playing on my computer. Also, right as I got finished writing this message, I hear someone else on the show say, "Yes, you heard that correctly". How can anyone not believe when things like that happen? Isn't the Lord amazing? It's been my experience that He always answers.

 

[Searchingforhope]

Completely unable to cope with life. Anxiety higher than ever, struggling to calm my breath.

 

[Bergerac]

Working as hard as I can

 

[Livelife]

Completely unable to cope with life. Anxiety higher than ever, struggling to calm my breath.

how are you doing now with your breathing? I'ms seeing you posted about 30 minutes ago....

 

[Searchingforhope]

how are you doing now with your breathing? I'ms seeing you posted about 30 minutes ago....

Came home and took some time out safely in bed. Finally feel out of that heightened state of panic. Trying to be gentle with myself the rest of the day.
This time of year is A LOT!

 

[Livelife]

Came home and took some time out safely in bed. Finally feel out of that heightened state of panic. Trying to be gentle with myself the rest of the day.
This time of year is A LOT!

Yes I agree about this time of year. I'm glad you are doing better and not feeling the panic so much.

 

[Holding my breath]

Feeling a little low. My Dads funeral is next week and I’m finding it difficult to accept that he is no longer here with me. I look back at photos and it feels like he is there. Just need to put this out there. I miss my Dad.

 

[Searchingforhope]

Feeling a little low. My Dads funeral is next week and I’m finding it difficult to accept that he is no longer here with me. I look back at photos and it feels like he is there. Just need to put this out there. I miss my Dad.

I’m so sorry for your loss

 

[Livelife]

Feeling a little low. My Dads funeral is next week and I’m finding it difficult to accept that he is no longer here with me. I look back at photos and it feels like he is there. Just need to put this out there. I miss my Dad.

My condolences for your deep loss.

 

[puffymilk]

I have a headache, and I bit anxious. But I'm watching a movie and it does make me feel a little bit better

 

[Kiwi2016]

Feeling a little low. My Dads funeral is next week and I’m finding it difficult to accept that he is no longer here with me. I look back at photos and it feels like he is there. Just need to put this out there. I miss my Dad.

I send you heartfelt hugs. Hoping that good memories fill your heart, mind and soul and ease a bit the pain of your loss.

 

[Kiwi2016]

Came home and took some time out safely in bed. Finally feel out of that heightened state of panic. Trying to be gentle with myself the rest of the day.
This time of year is A LOT!

Yes this time of year is so hard...just treat yourself to something special just for you today.

 

[Kiwi2016]

Working as hard as I can

Hoping you get some much deserved rest over the weekend....

 

[Aurelia]

I have a headache, and I bit anxious. But I'm watching a movie and it does make me feel a little bit better

Which movie are you watching?

 

[Aurelia]

I need some movie suggestions. Preferably horror or fantasy/supernatural. I already saw many supernatural shows, though. I saw Vampire Diaries, Supernatural, The Originals, Shadowhunters, Once Upon a Time, Grimm, Charmed (old and new), Good Omens, The Magicians, Locke and Key, Series of Unfortunate Events, The Sandman....

Any other suggestions besides the ones I've listed for shows or movies?

As for non-supernatural but still awesome shows, I also saw Breaking Bad, and Sons of Anarchy.

 

[Aurelia]

I've been feeling extremely sad and lonely and I kept thinking that being single had a lot to do with that, but now I think maybe it's not my life that's the problem, maybe it's my perception of everything. But how do I change it? How do I accept things for what they are?

 

[MisterBGone]

Feeling a little low. My Dads funeral is next week and I’m finding it difficult to accept that he is no longer here with me. I look back at photos and it feels like he is there. Just need to put this out there. I miss my Dad.

Oh, Dear. . . So sorry to hear, and s to you, okay? I bet he loved having you as his Daughter. And that, he used to brag to others. And even if he didn't, whatever the nature of your relationship was like with him, it was special. And he'd probably be touched right now that you were still sitting here & thinking of him so fondly.

 

[AvidFan]

Feeling a little low. My Dads funeral is next week and I’m finding it difficult to accept that he is no longer here with me. I look back at photos and it feels like he is there. Just need to put this out there. I miss my Dad.

You always will. It gets less hard but it takes time - a lot of time.